What's Bothering You?

I'm pretty bored here at my uncles' house, but oddly enough I would rather be bored and here than be entertained and at home. I love the family vibes here. funny that two married gay men have such a caring and friendly home, compared to my straight married parents who couldn't be unhappier with each other.

also only 3pm but I'm ready for dinner lol rip. maybe I should take a nap 😪
 
My mom keeps saying rather than get upset, let me order you another one. But, i wouldn’t be upset if you haven’t lost it in the first place and damaged one i got at a convention TWICE! 😡

A little depressed today.
 
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tempted to ask my uncle if i can have a one-hitter or something, I wasn't really fond of feeling intoxicated but it actually did help me relax and I fell asleep really easily that night. I hate spending my days and nights on edge while I watch them smoke to mellow out and relax. just makes me wish I was on an anti-depressant that actually works, or something idk I just hate feeling upset and on-edge nonstop
 
tempted to ask my uncle if i can have a one-hitter or something, I wasn't really fond of feeling intoxicated but it actually did help me relax and I fell asleep really easily that night. I hate spending my days and nights on edge while I watch them smoke to mellow out and relax. just makes me wish I was on an anti-depressant that actually works, or something idk I just hate feeling upset and on-edge nonstop
That was me for years after a bad mescaline experience. The amount of mental hospital visits over the past decade has been ridiculous. I'm still not %100 okay but I'm FAAARR better now than I ever was in the past 10 years. Probably helps that I'm on Abilify for depression.
 
Waking up with a stomachache in the middle of the night is not fun. Now the sun is rising and I've had less than 2hrs sleep. 😔
 
I am bothered by something I added to my drawing. I feel like the character that I drew this part behind now looks weird. And some other noticeable mistakes are still bugging me. I am happy how it is coming along still though.
 
pretty sad cause there is actually an Autism Pride Day (on June 18th) and I didn't know abt it until literally a few days later on June 20th rip

oh well, every day is a day to celebrate autism ☆
 
Got this spicy sauce with my lunch and my tum is just ugh :( And I think I ate too much..nice have lunch at a restaurant for once I suppose.
 
I thought I’d post an update on one of my previous posts. Again don’t read if you’re sensitive about animals.
The cat with the broken leg got taken to the vet. They made an appointment after I said something they called to make an appointment in front of me so idk if they did it specifically for me to hear that they’re doing it, but was weird to me. The cat got taken in yesterday and they ended up having to put it to sleep because it was in kidney failure 😞. The cat was suffering so I’m glad it’s in a better place at least and it’s owners don’t plan on getting any new animals, so I’m grateful for that. Rip kitty I hope wherever you are you get to run and get all the pets and love that you deserve
 
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I thought I’d post an update on one of my previous posts. Again don’t read if you’re sensitive about animals.
The cat with the broken leg got taken to the vet. They made an appointment after I said something they called to make an appointment in front of me so idk if they did it specifically for me to hear that they’re doing it, but was weird to me. The cat got taken in yesterday and they ended up having to put it to sleep because it was in kidney failure 😞. The cat was suffering so I’m glad it’s in a better place at least and it’s owners don’t plan on getting any new animals, so I’m grateful for that. Rip kitty I hope wherever you are you get to run and get all the pets and love that you deserve

So sad, but at least it's not suffering anymore.
 
Feeling really sick and out of it today. Coughing and sneezing all over the place, and feeling fatigued. This is what I get for overworking myself combined with not getting enough sleep. 🤭
 
uncle accidentally opened a whole can of worms and now all my emotions, sadness, frustration, anger, etc. is just piling out uncontrollably. I'm mentally exhausted. and I don't have any anti-depressants so today is just gonna be a ****ty day I guess 🙃
 
A little bummed out because I wasted 45 rubies in Mario kart tour and didn't even get the character I wanted because I accidentally chose the wrong pipe ☹
 
A little note to self: Never ever wear open-toad shoes to the hospital ever again. May sound like common sense not to, but yeah....
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uncle accidentally opened a whole can of worms and now all my emotions, sadness, frustration, anger, etc. is just piling out uncontrollably. I'm mentally exhausted. and I don't have any anti-depressants so today is just gonna be a ****ty day I guess 🙃

I'm sorry dude. Giving you lots of hugs. <3
 
I thought it was going to be a nice day, lots of nice things.. its pretty outside..

But then I received some sad news about my cat, and I wanna cry now..
 
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