What's Bothering You?

Just woke up and still feel like I could sleep some more. Just too depressed to do anything. Didn’t help my mom came in my room to tell me more stuff that we are going to do that I don’t want to. Try to read the mood please :/
 
my dad had a hissy fit because he posted something on facebook to sell and my mom and i said no. i hate when he sells stuff of mine without asking me and then he gets all pissy when i get upset and asks me what my problem is. my stuff is a huge comfort to me even if i don’t use it; i wish i knew how else to explain why . i am constantly tormented everyday by rushingn thoughts or reminders of stuff he sold or my sister sold of mine that i never wanted to be sold and for what fifteen bucks? he could’ve made more if he done some research but regardless it is my stuff.

trying to force myself to make a christmas list but this just really made my mood worse. i haven’t eaten yet and honestly don’t want to
 
So.....
when I was moving out of my last apartment someone broke into my car and stole most of my computer stuff as well as really sentimental things like all of my amiibo cards and gifts that I've received (I had them stored in an ottoman with my mic and keyboard and stuff) so I've been having to deal with replacing things and crying over the things that I can't get again. Now I also have to deal with the broken window and, not only is it going to be expensive to replace, but I can't get it replaced now because my car battery died bc I couldn't drive it because of the broken window. Because the battery's dead I can't move it anywhere to use a charger and I have literally no friends so I can't ask anyone to jump start it or I'll have to pay someone more money for it and at this point it's just money that I don't have. It's been a month since and I still have no clue what to do about the rest of my stolen stuff and my car and I just want to lie down and just cry hahaha.
 
The fact that this job would be perfect for me, and I’ll probably be rejected just because I don’t have a driver’s license and can’t drive. I don’t understand why everything is so slow to move forward, anyway. We’ve had cars for over a 100 years and you’re telling me it’s going to take another twenty years before self-driving cars are viable? I really don’t have time for that.

Just seems like I can’t get a job anywhere that actually pays well enough for me to move out. All of the places I’ve tried keep discriminating based on my autism, even though I have a degree. Nice job enforcing that law, guys.

I don’t know, just feels like more and more every day that the US is going into the toilet compared to other countries. I may just leave the country at some point. Getting sick of people too. Why do so many people have to be annoying af? Does anyone know what common courtesy and decency is anymore?

I try to see the good in everyone and hold the belief that people are the most important thing in this world, but that just gets muddied every day. Especially when I’m dealing with so much on my own, and seemingly only a few people really care at all. And of course no one has the right words or answer for me. No one ever does.
 
im definitely officially in the worst part of my life. and especially when i thought i was out of the woods... the next months are going to be torture, pure torture. if only i could fast forward the clock. i wouldnt even care about things i miss in between. i just want out. out out out.

i was finally, finally, finally learning how to properly value myself. now, i've been set back. and it will take me years to rebuild it.
 
my mom is making me go purse shopping after the appointment i have tomorrow. i need to get one but i just don’t feel like. dreading going out. My depression is still really bad. :/.
 
my mom is making me go purse shopping after the appointment i have tomorrow. i need to get one but i just don’t feel like. dreading going out. My depression is still really bad. :/.
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I think it's almost time to replace my bed. I have loved my bed over the past decade or so, but I think my back is getting sore because of it. It's slumped in the middle and some of the springs have collapsed and made it lumpy. Beds are not cheap and my bank account isn't ready for this financial hit it's about to take lol
 
I think it's almost time to replace my bed. I have loved my bed over the past decade or so, but I think my back is getting sore because of it. It's slumped in the middle and some of the springs have collapsed and made it lumpy. Beds are not cheap and my bank account isn't ready for this financial hit it's about to take lol
Had this problem come up a couple of months ago. I fixed the slump by putting something underneath the mattress where the divot is, and now I can sleep again. (I used a small, thin blanket, but towels or pillows could work too) It's probably a temporary fix, at least that's what google kept telling me, but I'm broke, so 🤷‍♀️

woke up with a sore stomach. feel very blah
 
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☺️ Thanks so much. I hope you’re doing better yourself 🙂.
 
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