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What's Bothering You?

i have no clue where this bout of tiredness came from, but I was half asleep trying to drive home and I've been sleeping off and on for the last 4 or so hours. and it's only 6pm.

I hate when I'm having a decent day and then my mind decides at like 11am "oh yeah btw today's gonna be one of your super tired/low energy/ability days" and calls it good. that's why I can't work full time, imagine having 8 hours on your shift and being close to falling asleep before you make it past the third hour, then repeating that process three out of the five workdays of the week. not a fun time.
 
A classmate talked over me and laughed in my face during a Zoom class. I tried to look unaffected, but I don’t know why she had to be so rude. The professor looked frustrated too.
 
okay two things, 1. why tf does my head hurt AGAIN and 2. really wish these canker sores would go away?? like it seems like every day a new one shows up, I now have 3 clustered together and they hurt so much bdjeueheh

omg i've been dealing with the SAME PROBLEM (even my head was hurting too i can't)!! i have such a pestering canker sore right down by one of my teeth so every time i talk or even move my mouth it just hits me with a searing pain. they are the WORST! down with canker sores. they are SICK!
 
Saw this super cool dress at a second hand store, fit well from feet to neck but I couldn't get it over my head for some reason, like the opening was super tiny :(:( 😭
 
idk what politicians and advertisers are thinking when they tell me that "illegal immigrants are stealing our jobs and ruining our country", if anything a politician saying that actually makes me wants to support them even less lol.
 
my terminal illness is getting way worse. im just scared its gonna get even more bad that it is now and i wont be able to finish my island,

and also finals are in less than two weeks so im kind of bummed out
 
my dad might have covid, I kinda feel bad for him but I also don't bc he follows those stupid politicians who say that the pandemic is a hoax generated by the liberal media so.... haha

for real though, I'm hoping he can get a test done tomorrow. I can't go to my internship now because I may be exposed. I just went to the store and got some of the Microban spray, and I've been spraying all the high-touch areas in the house, including my room and especially my mom's room because if dad does have it then my mom needs to be extremely careful. praying that he tests negative and it's just the flu or something less severe.
 
I miss my hon, my partner so much. I wake up everyday feeling empty now that she's gone. It's been really hard the past several days. It's been 14 days since we last talked. I still keep counting the days even though I know there is obviously zero chance that we'll ever see each other again.
 
I visited my aunt today and she has completely deteriorated. Her liver is damaged from drinking soda every day for decades. Whenever I tried talking to her she started mumbling or fell asleep. The doctor said she has six months left at the most. She did some very questionable things in her life, but it’s still crushing.
 
So I had someone I considered my best friend for a very long time. It was close to five years, but we drifted apart. At first, we were talking non-stop and things just changed. There was the ghosting for over a year and no explanation as to why. We used to be super close and inseparable, but now it’s just like none of that stuff happened? We’re both on different paths in life and she’s going to college and has a girlfriend, and I just have no desire to go to college but I’m happy with myself currently. I just chose not to pursue school. All those years we spent talking it went out the window… We have spoken, but it’s not the same. It finally hit me when my birthday passed, and I heard nothing from her, but a few years ago, I got paragraphs about how I was her best friend. And how she hopes I have a great birthday. And that she loves me. It’s funny how things change. Childhood friendships (although we met when I was 17-18 and she was 16.
 
Weather. Says it's like +1 C or something but feels like -5 C at least. Really chill and yuck weather :(
 
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