What's Bothering You?

I've been skipping one of my classes too much and the professor messaged me today,,,,,, and i OOP
 
I have to write a short essay for part of my music history midterm exam and I just cannot get myself to do it T__T
I would do it tomorrow but then I'll have to do it all at once and I was hoping to divide it up a bit.

I also have an essay for my rock hist class due before class starts tomorrow and I don't wanna do that either! Never having any mental energy to do anything besides watch yt videos and draw is really taking a toll on my education.
 
i'm crying really hard right now and i honestly don't know what to do...my best friend just called me and told me her dad is in the er he's like my second father. i'm kicking myself for not going to see him more lately due to my health. if something happened to him because i wasn't there i don't know if i can forgive myself. she's upset too but she can't do much because she's states away...her brothers are with him at the hospital keeping us updated. i don't want sympathy i just needed to get it out...it hurts a lot and i'm just scared. i don't want to lose another person and i don't want to see my friend cry...it will shatter my heart.
 
I have to write a short essay for part of my music history midterm exam and I just cannot get myself to do it T__T
I would do it tomorrow but then I'll have to do it all at once and I was hoping to divide it up a bit.

I also have an essay for my rock hist class due before class starts tomorrow and I don't wanna do that either! Never having any mental energy to do anything besides watch yt videos and draw is really taking a toll on my education.

Yt videos can count as research for the first one. Sounds like that one would take priority. Without knowing details, I would pick someone like Klaus Nomi. You could probably just creatively summarize what happened to him. His story is captivating.
 
I was looking back at my posts on here from 2014-2015 and omg I could be lw rude :/ I was probably too young to be on here tbh LOL not the best time in my life
 
Lately I've just been feeling meh about everything. I recently went through a breakup (January 1st, yeah new years,) , and even though me and my "ex" still talk and are best friends, it's still not the same. I miss him. I miss having a future with him to look forward to. But what do I have now? The new ac game I guess, but other than that nothing. It's really soul sucking. I wish things could go back to how they were last year..:(
 
i'm crying really hard right now and i honestly don't know what to do...my best friend just called me and told me her dad is in the er he's like my second father. i'm kicking myself for not going to see him more lately due to my health. if something happened to him because i wasn't there i don't know if i can forgive myself. she's upset too but she can't do much because she's states away...her brothers are with him at the hospital keeping us updated. i don't want sympathy i just needed to get it out...it hurts a lot and i'm just scared. i don't want to lose another person and i don't want to see my friend cry...it will shatter my heart.

This is horrible to hear about. Though it may not mean anything, I'm thinking of you. I hope you, as well as those you know, will be alright.
 
ugh, i've been bottling too much. i've been depressed for weeks, having regular emotional breakdowns and ptsd episodes, so much anxiety, and just socially burnt out. my partner's been trying to help, but most of their helping is not what i need. all that's really been helping me manage daily life is nose diving straight into my hobbies in hyper mode. hence, why i joined here. somehow, the monotony of resetting towns and the detached but really calm atmosphere of going on a forum is helping me keep myself sane.
 
This is horrible to hear about. Though it may not mean anything, I'm thinking of you. I hope you, as well as those you know, will be alright.

thank you. thankfully he's doing better today. they are going to keep him for another night and more test but heart attack and stroke were ruled out so thats good and from what they told me he's being his normal cranky self again and thats always good. i'm still worried af though and so is she but glad it's being looked over and he's being watched like a hawk for now. we are all hoping it's something not serious but it's still nerve racking.
 
My brother said he had no money to fill the gas he used up... but had the money to get himself Wendy's? Little ****....
 
Me: *has a headache, internally sobbing about it*

Also me: *headbanging to Mario Kart jams, effectively making my headache worse. Also not taking meds for it for some stupid reason*
 
One of our hamsters just died. My mom is not usually an emotional person but she took care of that hamster since day 1 so I can't imagine how much it's taking a toll on her right now. Hopefully work is taking her mind off of it.
I cried a little bit earlier as well. Everyone in the family, even our dog, loved that hamster. At least they lived a good 2+ years.
 
One of our hamsters just died. My mom is not usually an emotional person but she took care of that hamster since day 1 so I can't imagine how much it's taking a toll on her right now. Hopefully work is taking her mind off of it.
I cried a little bit earlier as well. Everyone in the family, even our dog, loved that hamster. At least they lived a good 2+ years.

I’m sorry for your loss. Hopefully the hamster had a good life and you guys are able to feel better soon. v_v
 
depression is really hitting me hard this week - i can’t even bring myself to go to school and i’m uh,, screwed
 
I’m sorry for your loss. Hopefully the hamster had a good life and you guys are able to feel better soon. v_v

Thank you for the sentiments, it means a lot ^^
Yes, I think they had a good life because they lived a hamster's normal life span of 2 years! Their bin was very open and was given water and food everyday. My mom liked to talk to them on occasions too when she'd let him run on her bed, lol.
Right now everyone's busy with work so it helps keep our minds off of our hamster's death. We still miss them a lot though!
 
I'm so sick and tired of picking up my coworkers slack all the time, everytime. He's on his phone (INFRONT of customers might I add, talking), goofing off, doing anything not productive, takes forever to do simple tasks, I'm so sick of it. Everythin he doesn't do falls on me and I'm already in a time crunch. He left me with 3 racks of stuff to pack out not to mention he didn't even start the dishes and the department was a mess; stuff everywhere, cardboard boxes just tossed on the floor, labeled items mixed with not labeled items, nothing was swept or cleaned.

He does all of this and gets away with it. No one is on top of him to tell him to knock it off. He blackouts weekends to work, our busier days. He was constantly late for the opening shift so he can't even be relied on to do that so he does mid now. He complains and he gets what he wants. Meanwhile I'm working my *** off 5 to 6 days a week, sweating and stressing, I don't openly complain like that, I never call out sick, I even come to work sick but you won't hear me saying I need to leave early cause I have the sniffles. I'm never late unless it's my managers' fault (which all the times it has been their fault). I'm reliable, I pick up the phone when called, I'm a good worker yet this guy gets to be lazy and gets paid for it. But my manager busts my chops on things that happened out of my control or when I wasn't even there? ****es me off.
 
i’ve never quite understood the whole ‘not supporting the lgbtq+ community’ thing. it’s really just not a big deal at all and it’s no different from heterosexual or cis people. people are people - leave them be.
 
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