What's Bothering You?

I feel like dying.

Plus my new computer has this annoying noise and I'm like, I need to listen to music. >:/
 
why do i keep forgetting that i have mascara on and rub my eye,, xara get your **** together pls
 
Luckily husband was able to go today and get it but, yea, what a ride.

Basically had a nightmare experience with the place/store I set preorder for. Horrible customer service experience which ultimately resulted in me just cancelling the order with them (knowing it very well means not getting the console period). Ultimately I didn't want to give half a grand to the store/company for such a horribly negative experience.
On one hand, it is upsetting knowing how long I've anticipated this item, preordered right away to it being put up for preorder, etc. So, I'm sure some of the genuine emotion I feel right now is disappointment and sadness over it. Especially being this and the game were really my one "treat" to myself since going through major health issues.
On the other hand, because of my health issues and when flared (which stress is a great catalyst) it's common for me to get emotion jumps that I can't control. So, I've pretty much been crying nonstop in waves even though I don't want to and recognize it completely silly over a videogame/console. Thanks brain injury.

So, ultimately I've accepted I'm just not getting the switch anymore unless if by some streak of luck a different company comes back with stock (but locally theyre all sold out).

Anyways, I just wanted to vent it somewhere I suppose. I'm sure it'll feel less bitter in awhile.
 
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The store cut how long it stays open for, which affects my hours since I'm the closer (one of them atleast). Last night my manager texted me with my hours for Saturday (today). I end up waking up 2 hours before my alarm, prob cause stress, I've been constant all day stressed since yesterday, and out of curiosity I checked my schedule instead of when I got to work today.

This mf changed my hours to come in earlier then what he told me last night, and didn't bother to tell me. He's so lucky I wasn't able to sleep otherwise I would have came in late, which I absolutely despise. Then he goes 'oh can you come in at 12 if you want' H*** NO I can not come in at 12, you should have made it 12 if you wanted me there at 12.

I'm ****** off all the time, and no one irl around me seems to care or even want to talk to me. I only rant cause how horrible things are rn. I get headaches daily, my stress is worse then it has ever been, idk if even during holiday time it was this bad. I know during Irma it wasn't this bad.
 
The store cut how long it stays open for, which affects my hours since I'm the closer (one of them atleast). Last night my manager texted me with my hours for Saturday (today). I end up waking up 2 hours before my alarm, prob cause stress, I've been constant all day stressed since yesterday, and out of curiosity I checked my schedule instead of when I got to work today.

This mf changed my hours to come in earlier then what he told me last night, and didn't bother to tell me. He's so lucky I wasn't able to sleep otherwise I would have came in late, which I absolutely despise. Then he goes 'oh can you come in at 12 if you want' H*** NO I can not come in at 12, you should have made it 12 if you wanted me there at 12.

I'm ****** off all the time, and no one irl around me seems to care or even want to talk to me. I only rant cause how horrible things are rn. I get headaches daily, my stress is worse then it has ever been, idk if even during holiday time it was this bad. I know during Irma it wasn't this bad.

I think you found some motivation.
 
The new ds I was gonna get isn't in stock anymore and idk if it'll restock. I was so close to the amount I needed! Me and my mom might go see if they're gonna restock though. If they don't I might get a pro controller for my switch.
 
Can people who write texts stop using the word "lacanian" in every ****ing paragraph ty
 
i wish i felt important to my family. i wish i didn’t feel a constant need for validation and love. i wish my skin didn’t crawl everytime i see myself. i wish i was different.
 
My PS4 disk drive is broken and I really don't want to pay to get it fixed :((
 
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The Razzies are cancelled because of the coronavirus panic. This ceremony is a big deal since it’s the 10th one out of every ten years, meaning that they could reveal the worst picture of the decade.
 
My store is very very low on toilet paper rn and some idiot just decided to waste an entire roll by shoving it down out toilet. I'm so sick of this ****....
 
My family was playing depressing music and I was thinking of how short life is and feeling a bit emotional and crying. But I’m doing fine now and feeling fine. One of my greatest strengths is bouncing back from mental, physical, and emotional pain faster than anyone I know.

“But it doesn’t mean I have to feel down. I have a lot of family and friends who rely on me, who talk to me all the time, and who are influenced by my feelings and how I carry myself. I can’t dare lose my smile, because if I feel down, they would feel down. So even when I cry like I did just now, I’ll smile while I’m crying.”
 
I keep feeling like I'm not performing as well as I should be at work. Everyone else around me (including my direct manager) have been telling me that I'm doing great, but there's just this nagging feeling inside me that tells me otherwise. I see all of my co-workers doing well around me, and I just feel like I'm not, or cannot perform as well as they are. :(
 
I think I bring awkwardness everywhere.

I knocked over 5 bags of rice by accident and accidentally dropped ice on a rug in a coffee shop :p
Also, I still don't know how to do online school stuff
 
Currently? A stubborn chest cold and the fact people around me are treating me like I'm carrying the plague. >_>
 
Feel like hell. Blood test results can't come fast enough.

Also, it bugs me when there is a YouTuber with a lot of fantastic content but they have a (deliberately) annoying and over the top personality. One in particular that comes to mind randomly starts singing or shouting what she is saying instead of talking normally and it makes her unbearable to watch no matter how interesting the topic of her videos look.
 
I hope this corona craze will die down soon. And if it doesn't they better come up with a money plan so everyone who is isolated by force get their moolah. Hell no I'm staying inside without getting paid sheesh.
 
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