What's Bothering You?

I think two parts of my drawing looked better before I colored them. :/ i don’t see how these two characters won’t look off to anyone i show. ah well. i guess i can’t expect it to be perfect with my skill. i may redo this eventually, though I hope it will take less time to do it. I’ve been working on this since Wednesday.

bothered still by stupid stuff
 

Just something I found, it makes me sad for several reasons, but also insightful Idk. My dad definitely fits this perfectly.
Sounds like my dad too, lol. :/

Also why do they have to start airing the euro 2020 soccer matches at the same time for the last group rounds... I wanna watch both but obviously I can't have like both computer and TV on at the same time and especially not when they air on the commercial channel cause their online watching thing is paywall blocked sigh.
 
My left foot is swollen and feels bruised when you press on it. I have had problems with that foot, leg, for a few years but it is just really bugging me today.
 
I got fired from my job. I feel like such a failure, and I’ve barely gotten out of bed because I just feel so sad and exhausted.
 
my dad sent this really passive aggressive email to me?? I know he probably didn't mean anything by it as I know he has the communication skills of a brick wall, and I've probably taken it up the wrong way, but I'm still pretty pissed about it.
 
I’m tired; my fault for staying up late again. I want to keep working on my drawing but not enough energy yet. ><
 
I was completely fine aside from being tired but then my mom comes in and tells me i need to get going on my room and now i’m upset again since I instantly think about that missing figure piece. so pissed… and depressed.
 
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i’ve taken such poor care of myself. i’m truly disgusting. trying to undo the damage that i’ve done isn’t going to be easy and may not even be possible.

You’re not disgusting. Things happen and we all make bad decisions in our life or mistakes. Sorry for butting in. I just don’t want my friends berating themselves and am concerned. Hang in there. If you ever want to talk, my dms are always open.
 
If I tell him what I've been meaning to say, he'll be so saddened by it. It'll hurt him so much, because he does care about me. I know he does. But, I can't help but feel scared that I'll be used... It's partially due to my own personal experiences. He would just be... so sad... and I'm not sure if he would understand? For him to realize that I get scared about something he may never do -- would probably break his heart into a million pieces. I'd rather cry myself to sleep...
 
It feels like I get a headache every day or damn near close to everyday and it’s super frustrating.
 
firecrackers started again and it messed me up. i got a bit of red out of the lines.I tried coloring over it with white and it didn’t help much. may color the background black maybe.

to think i used to like fireworks and stuff 😞.
 
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