What's Bothering You?

Unfortunately my mom's boss tested positive for COVID-19 while my mom was at work with her. Luckily we've already had the virus once, and my mom is fully vaccinated, so CDC guidelines don't make her quarantine. I'm not too worried as I got my second vaccine a couple days ago and the first once covers 80%, I'm just nervous.

Related to COVID, my taste has been miserable lately. Ever since January things have progressively began to taste worse. I barely eat food anymore and I'm so malnourished. Most meats, nuts, and beans are all disgusting. Many fruits and vegetables also taste bad. Sweets, certain breads and starches also suck. Basically for months I have just been eating the same two things and it's been one of the hardest things I've had to go through.
 
Unfortunately my mom's boss tested positive for COVID-19 while my mom was at work with her. Luckily we've already had the virus once, and my mom is fully vaccinated, so CDC guidelines don't make her quarantine. I'm not too worried as I got my second vaccine a couple days ago and the first once covers 80%, I'm just nervous.

Related to COVID, my taste has been miserable lately. Ever since January things have progressively began to taste worse. I barely eat food anymore and I'm so malnourished. Most meats, nuts, and beans are all disgusting. Many fruits and vegetables also taste bad. Sweets, certain breads and starches also suck. Basically for months I have just been eating the same two things and it's been one of the hardest things I've had to go through.

I’m sorry to hear that. I hope you and your family will be okay. Stay safe.
 
I fused Isabelle with another character for a drawing I’m doing and I have mixed feelings about how the colors turned out. Maybe I should have left her white though then aside from the outfit and bells, she probably wouldn’t be recognized. 🤔
 
A present for my friend was meant to be delivered yesterday in time for the fourth anniversary of her dad's passing and it didn't arrive even though I got a message saying it had. After checking Royal Mail's website it says it could be a glitch and to allow one more day for delivery. I just really hope she gets it today, but either way I'm annoyed as it would've been the perfect Friday treat for her if it had been delivered on time as promised. 🙄
 
A present for my friend was meant to be delivered yesterday in time for the fourth anniversary of her dad's passing and it didn't arrive even though I got a message saying it had. After checking Royal Mail's website it says it could be a glitch and to allow one more day for delivery. I just really hope she gets it today, but either way I'm annoyed as it would've been the perfect Friday treat for her if it had been delivered on time as promised. 🙄
They're called Royal Fail for a reason :/ But yeah I hope she gets it soon, waiting for things really suck when you know they obviously got it up kickin'
 
Stayed up too late again and I wasn’t really ready to go to sleep. Been stumped on where to put one of the characters and what pose. I also took a look at a ref and realized that maybe I should have added another “streak” of red; so now that is bothering me, I want to go back to add it to my drawing.
 
Mom being an idiot. Like, I try to help spell a word she asked about(how I reply to those things) and she gets mad because I didn't do it the way she wanted and then went on accusing me I can't reply to questions "I agree with ur dad it's a bad trait of yours"... Like okay if you would have listened or just used google maybe your mouth could have been shut...Asshat.
 
Going to try to put more stuff away in my room; don’t really want to because I’m afraid I’m not going to find that missing piece to my figure and I rather work on a drawing.

Still bothered by a few things.

Also, having some depression today.

Already hearing firecrackers or some sort of explosive (sounds so much like a gunshot).

Finally figured out where to put character on my drawing but not sure how to position her legs. Luckily they’d mostly be blocked off by another character. Also am not sure about how one of her eyes looks. I should ask before I line it, but… 🤔
 
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Why do I keep doing things to get in my own way? It’s been two days since I’ve taken my meds and the second day is always the worst. That combined with pms and other things that have been bothering me and I’m feeling very depressed today. I didn’t have to work today though and I’m very grateful because I’m feeling out of it and short of breath. There’s no way I could be able to tolerate lifting my client and tolerate all the things that give me anxiety that I usually just push away while wearing a mask.
 
Fell asleep without taking my antidepressant/mood-stabilizer, so I didn’t get restful sleep. :cry:

I’m in a pretty good mood though otherwise.
 
My not even one year old glasses just snapped in half, while I cleaned them. I already noticed a crack a few days ago and today they just snapped in freaking half. +200€ and they break in half like that?! I am really blind without my glasses and ofc that happens just before we go to holidays. I'm glad that the superglue is able to hold them together right now and I managed to make it look like there is nothing really broken from the outside, but man.. I can't afford glasses just like that right now. Baby stuff is expensive enough

This is a lil late but-
I've had this damn near same situation, my expensive glasses broke in half right in the nose bridge part as I was cleaning them. If it was a missing leg I could have worn them, but no, the probably most important part broke. Also, for some expensive glasses the frames around the lense broke too. I saw your other post about super glue, I did that to mine too. It held for a while but overtime sweat and cleaning them and such made the glue weak and they broke. I have terrible vision without my glasses as well, so I literally had to squint at everythin.

Regarding costs, is there a place you can go that does them cheaper? I usually went to the eyeglasses place (VisionWorks) but due to how expensive they were I got my next pair at a Walmart, so not like a legit optometrist glasses place, but, hey, waaaaaay less expensive. Frames were 20$ instead of the 100+ they are at VW. I know you prob don't have either of those places where you live, but I use them as examples.
Also, if you can bring in your prescription, you can knock the price down a little bit since you don't need to get an eye exam again. It's not alot, but it still saves some money.


I messed up on the eyes and while outlining something (and maybe before that). I don’t think it is too noticeable with all the stuff I am drawing around it but it is noticeable to me and making me want to start over completely even though i got a lot done already and some were a pain to draw and outline. 😭🤔

Also late to this but-

Whenever I mess up on a drawing but already got so much done, I continue on with the drawing cause 1 I'm stubborn and 2 not all drawings will be perfect. There are always bound to be mistakes, which is okay, cause we can learn from those.

Once I finish the drawing I also save it for later, like months later. I use it as a redraw thing. If I find an old piece of work I can redraw it and compare the old vs new version to see improvement/change of style ect...

We are also our hardest critics. We scrutinize every detail and can see everythin 'wrong' but many other people won't see the mistake. I've seen artist be like 'don't look too hard at *this* it's messed up' and even when I really look at it, I can't tell what they 'messed up' on, it looks fine to me.

If you're doing traditional art, there's this neat thing called graphite paper. The way it works is that you do your initial sketch on a scrap peice of paper. You then place the graphite paper on the sketch and trace over what you like, then place the graphite paper on your final drawing medium and trace over the graphite paper with somethin hard. This will transfer the graphite onto your new medium. Kinda a long process but very handy for traditional stuff, esp when you can't do alot of sketching on your medium (like canvas, some mediums don't erase well and sometimes pencil doesn't erase well).

If you can't find graphite paper, an alternative is to make your sketch, then COVER the back with pencil. Like, absolutely go ham on that. Now you put your sketch on your final medium, and trace HARD over what you like on your sketch. This will transfer the pencil (graphite) from the back of the paper into your new medium. Best part is, the part that does transfer over will be light, so erasing it won't be too much of a problem.

Hope that helps some!
 
slightly embarrassed because of my icon, because idk, I don't think it's good enough for the site and kinda looks like a kid drew it
Also my neighbors are throwing fireworks again yay 😭😡🙉
 
This is a lil late but-
I've had this damn near same situation, my expensive glasses broke in half right in the nose bridge part as I was cleaning them. If it was a missing leg I could have worn them, but no, the probably most important part broke. Also, for some expensive glasses the frames around the lense broke too. I saw your other post about super glue, I did that to mine too. It held for a while but overtime sweat and cleaning them and such made the glue weak and they broke. I have terrible vision without my glasses as well, so I literally had to squint at everythin.

Regarding costs, is there a place you can go that does them cheaper? I usually went to the eyeglasses place (VisionWorks) but due to how expensive they were I got my next pair at a Walmart, so not like a legit optometrist glasses place, but, hey, waaaaaay less expensive. Frames were 20$ instead of the 100+ they are at VW. I know you prob don't have either of those places where you live, but I use them as examples.
Also, if you can bring in your prescription, you can knock the price down a little bit since you don't need to get an eye exam again. It's not alot, but it still saves some money.




Also late to this but-

Whenever I mess up on a drawing but already got so much done, I continue on with the drawing cause 1 I'm stubborn and 2 not all drawings will be perfect. There are always bound to be mistakes, which is okay, cause we can learn from those.

Once I finish the drawing I also save it for later, like months later. I use it as a redraw thing. If I find an old piece of work I can redraw it and compare the old vs new version to see improvement/change of style ect...

We are also our hardest critics. We scrutinize every detail and can see everythin 'wrong' but many other people won't see the mistake. I've seen artist be like 'don't look too hard at *this* it's messed up' and even when I really look at it, I can't tell what they 'messed up' on, it looks fine to me.

If you're doing traditional art, there's this neat thing called graphite paper. The way it works is that you do your initial sketch on a scrap peice of paper. You then place the graphite paper on the sketch and trace over what you like, then place the graphite paper on your final drawing medium and trace over the graphite paper with somethin hard. This will transfer the graphite onto your new medium. Kinda a long process but very handy for traditional stuff, esp when you can't do alot of sketching on your medium (like canvas, some mediums don't erase well and sometimes pencil doesn't erase well).

If you can't find graphite paper, an alternative is to make your sketch, then COVER the back with pencil. Like, absolutely go ham on that. Now you put your sketch on your final medium, and trace HARD over what you like on your sketch. This will transfer the pencil (graphite) from the back of the paper into your new medium. Best part is, the part that does transfer over will be light, so erasing it won't be too much of a problem.

Hope that helps some!


Thanks so much again for the information! I appreciate it very much 🙏. I’ll definitely look into that :).
 
slightly embarrassed because of my icon, because idk, I don't think it's good enough for the site and kinda looks like a kid drew it
Also my neighbors are throwing fireworks again yay 😭😡🙉

I think it looks great! It looks like an actual koopa troopa and fits in with the rest of your aesthetic.

I’m sorry everyone is having to deal with fireworks. Strangely enough I haven’t heard any so far this summer here, and people usually love to throw them here. 🤔
 
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