What's Bothering You?

i’ve taken such poor care of myself. i’m truly disgusting. trying to undo the damage that i’ve done isn’t going to be easy and may not even be possible.

You’re not disgusting. Things happen and we all make bad decisions in our life or mistakes. Sorry for butting in. I just don’t want my friends berating themselves and am concerned. Hang in there. If you ever want to talk, my dms are always open.
 
If I tell him what I've been meaning to say, he'll be so saddened by it. It'll hurt him so much, because he does care about me. I know he does. But, I can't help but feel scared that I'll be used... It's partially due to my own personal experiences. He would just be... so sad... and I'm not sure if he would understand? For him to realize that I get scared about something he may never do -- would probably break his heart into a million pieces. I'd rather cry myself to sleep...
 
It feels like I get a headache every day or damn near close to everyday and it’s super frustrating.
 
firecrackers started again and it messed me up. i got a bit of red out of the lines.I tried coloring over it with white and it didn’t help much. may color the background black maybe.

to think i used to like fireworks and stuff 😞.
 
I sometimes wonder if restarting my island was the best thing I've done or worst thing I've ever done. Part of me is like happy about it but the other part is feeling regret because I lost so much hard work, but I still made up for it with my newer island.
 
i kind of feel like i'm being... what's the word... neglected? pushed aside? by a close group of friends, especially because i don't have a game they've all been playing together lately + they all hung out together a Lot while i was away for a week, and it's enough to easily put a damper on my mood even if it's not the case or wholly unintentional on their ends
 
I got to see my aunt and uncle for the first time in two years and they started an argument with my grandpa. All three of them had decent points, but they were way too heated. Talk about awkward…
 
I really really really want a Celeste Chick Plush collectible 🥺
But they’re so expensive 😢

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I can't keep my mind off the job I want. I should hear back in a week or so and even though I think I have a good chance, it is so hard to not get carried away imagining myself in the role. I'm trying to get myself prepped for when I might get that sad rejection letter ;u; I honestly think i'd be waay too lucky to get this one so ya I dunno anymore

If I do get rejected I just know my mom is gonna say it's no big deal cuz she expects me to get rejected :\
 
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Last night I found a great deal on eBay, and very indecisively waited around. Someone must have got in there before me as the listing has now ended and I'm now kicking myself for it. The problem is I hate spending money, so when it comes to a time where I have to bid farewell to a few notes, I just hesitate and get stressed.
 
Last night I found a great deal on eBay, and very indecisively waited around. Someone must have got in there before me as the listing has now ended and I'm now kicking myself for it. The problem is I hate spending money, so when it comes to a time where I have to bid farewell to a few notes, I just hesitate and get stressed.
Big mood. I've been lucky and most stuff I wanted was still there but I definitely have some regrets about not getting stuff when I really really wanted them.
 
You’re not disgusting. Things happen and we all make bad decisions in our life or mistakes. Sorry for butting in. I just don’t want my friends berating themselves and am concerned. Hang in there. If you ever want to talk, my dms are always open.

thank you, dun :). my disgust is mainly about how i’m doing physically, as i’ve really let myself go and am in pretty rough shape lol. i’ve got a lot of work to do to try and fix how much i’ve neglected myself, but hopefully it’s possible. thank you for your kind words. <3
 
Oh I am just a big bundle of nerves, all shaky and uneasy atm 😅 at least the Google search is cute today though
 
I’m still tired from being off my meds, I slept in late too late for work. I burned the side of my face and my contact is bothering me and there’s nothing I can do about it until I go home later.
 
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It feels like I get a headache every day or damn near close to everyday and it’s super frustrating.

Ugh I’m right there with you. I have/had one this morning. I’m pretty sure it’s due to the storm system moving in this time but I swear just about anything sets it off. :/
 
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