What's Bothering You?

[.: Meri :.]

God, I wish I could just skip tomorrow and go straight to Sunday. I don't want to be anywhere near my grandfather and his toxic views. I already feel so anxious my chest is pounding.

 

[-Blue-]

@Dunquixote I would honestly take anything people say on Twitter with a grain of salt. Hell I feel like half of those people argue for the sake of arguing and just like hearing their own voice. You can hop into anyone's twitter post and someone will be there trying to stir up drama. I barely interact with any of them and even an outside party like myself finds it exhausting to have to deal with them and I'm not even dealing with them lol.

I've found my energy to be a lot more positive now that I mostly cut out Twitter. Still sorry you had to deal with that. People like them are better handled with mute and or block. No sense in smacking a brick wall. It won't respond or budge anyway because it has the brainpower of a brick wall.


I mentioned this on another thread, but I picked up a few games to enjoy and sadly two of them turned out to be busts because the lag, glitchfest, and long loading (even longer than waiting for NH to boot up) makes the games almost borderline unplayable.

One of them is a stealth game and sometimes it chokes and suddenly your character is glitch charging halfway across the map and alerting everything and you can't stop them because of the lag/glitch lol. And then I try to knock out/kill an enemy and the button command isn't showing up even though it should and they turn around to alert everyone because the game forgot it's button commands?

So I have to reload a checkpoint and it takes like 3 or more minutes to load. I would love to return them, but I doubt they take opened games. So I'm stuck with garbage that they never tested to make sure it was good to go.

 

[Dunquixote]

@Dunquixote I would honestly take anything people say on Twitter with a grain of salt. Hell I feel like half of those people argue for the sake of arguing and just like hearing their own voice. You can hop into anyone's twitter post and someone will be there trying to stir up drama. I barely interact with any of them and even an outside party like myself finds it exhausting to have to deal with them and I'm not even dealing with them lol.

I've found my energy to be a lot more positive now that I mostly cut out Twitter. Still sorry you had to deal with that. People like them are better handled with mute and or block. No sense in smacking a brick wall. It won't respond or budge anyway because it has the brainpower of a brick wall.

Yeah I know. When I joined Twitter, I was fully aware of that and I try telling myself that all the time, but my brain keeps letting it get to me. My biggest anxiety when replying is annoying people or offending them even though I am entitled to my opinions as long as I am not rude about it or to other people. It’s hard to not question myself when confronted like that ><. so glad i didn’t see it when it was first posted and someone else had otherwise i probably would have been even more upset than I am now.

I did block and mute him but I am kinda afraid there will be others that will say the same thing. I’ve been holding out on giving feedback for the game about the crystals because of this potentially happening.

Thanks so much for listening. I’ll be okay. Just hesitant about posting, not that I keep any of my posts though since I delete them most of the time .

 

[-Blue-]

I totally get it. One of the 'friends' I sometimes mention just showed up out of the blue one day and started insulting a group of my friends and myself. While I am over it now it was kind of surreal at first. I hadn't seen them in ages and just accepted that we had moved on, but for them to come back and renounce our friendships was really weird. Had we never got so far out of contact, it probably would had taken longer to accept and actually bummed me out more.

So yeah even a stranger's words can hurt. I would never spend almost $200 on dlc for some item? Heck, I spent like $20 on the one game I mentioned above and I feel like I've been ripped off lol.

 

[Neb]

I'm so dumpy, tired, and depressed right now. Nothing seems to help either.

 

[King koopa]

Ok, youtube comments are officially too toxic for me. So I go to this video about the history of black people because I'm doing it as a project for fun and I see this comment that says and I quote:

Spoiler: Very racist. Do not click if easily offended

"Black lives matter is basically terrorism! Don't support them! #white lives matter"
Ok, so first of all how is protesting terrorism? Explain that to me? Nothing is violent, all people are doing is, you know holding up signs and yelling and we have the right to! There have been a lot of black people murdered recently and what we need less of us people being racist like that! The comment could have been satire, but even people who like to make jokes like that know when to stop! That person has gone too far and I don't think I'm going to read youtube comments for a while now. If you're curious why I care so much is because I'm black. And you can probably see why that's offensive to a black person.
Sorry if I was being too annoying it's just that I have strong feelings when it comes to my race

 

[Midoriya]

Ok, youtube comments are officially too toxic for me. So I go to this video about the history of black people because I'm doing it as a project for fun and I see this comment that says and I quote:

Spoiler: Very racist. Do not click if easily offended

"Black lives matter is basically terrorism! Don't support them! #white lives matter"
Ok, so first of all how is protesting terrorism? Explain that to me? Nothing is violent, all people are doing is, you know holding up signs and yelling and we have the right to! There have been a lot of black people murdered recently and what we need less of us people being racist like that! The comment could have been satire, but even people who like to make jokes like that know when to stop! That person has gone too far and I don't think I'm going to read youtube comments for a while now. If you're curious why I care so much is because I'm black. And you can probably see why that's offensive to a black person.
Sorry if I was being too annoying it's just that I have strong feelings when it comes to my race

YouTube comments in general these days are either toxic af, annoying, or just cringe. I stopped reading them extensively awhile ago. Now the only time I read them is if it’s under a video game or anime video and people are just memeing around or joking. Otherwise it’s just not worth reading them anymore sadly (and to be clear, YouTube itself has gone downhill a ton in recent years).

I’m sorry that person said that. There’s still too many people in the world that are ignorant about things. :/

 

[Dunquixote]

nevermind

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

I'm so dumpy, tired, and depressed right now. Nothing seems to help either.

 

[Alienfish]

Would be nice if you could at least prepare my package for shipping... I know you're busy with that pop-up store but, bruh lol.

 

[Princess Mipha]

This week I was sleeping the whole time on the couch, as the bedroom is now a cat free (so fur free) zone and I didn't want to sleep alone, as my fiancé was gone. Well, I slept actually REALLY good. This night, my fiancé was back and we both had such a bad night. So.. I guess our matress needs to get changed, because it's so uncomfortable now, so hard to sleep on it. I wish unlimited money was a thing, because all the baby stuff + renovations of the house are already costing enough and now we can't sleep properly

 

[Violet Witch]

One of my cats disappeared for a lot longer than usual and I had to go out looking for her calling her name every few minutes... this went on for about two hours before she sauntered out from behind me without a care in the world. It bothered me because A. I thought something had happened to her and B. I thought my days of going out looking for either of my cats was a thing of the past now they're over their immaturity phase (up to fives years old according to experts) now that they're both six.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

Just woke up to see some guy called me a cheap ass on twitter for asking for a game to be more friendly to f2p players. Thankfully someone stuck up for me, but this is why I don’t post cheering football (soccer teams) on anymore or watch it or participate on reddit on any of the game sites. like dude i have no money or job and $160 to be able to get a weapon for unit even then is freaking ridiculous. **** you *******. thank goodness there are a lot more kind people or respectful enough to not comment if they disagree.

sorry just upset.

yeah unfortunately you just have to ignore people like that. they usually post comments like this either bc they're trying to get a rise out of someone or bc they're just plain rude. they're not worth anyones time.


I acknowledge now that the reason why I'm so mentally unstable is because my anxiety is through the roof literally nonstop. I've had perpetual high anxiety for so long I can't come out of it. it's not all my fault though, both of my parents also have anxiety issues and constantly put themselves in unnecessary stressful situations.

my family's dynamic is so ****ed up. what I need to do is get a job and move the **** out of that house. nothing is going to get better until something changes.

 

[Alienfish]

Trying to remove this price tag sticker but it's those stretchy long af things that sticks HARD

 

[Foreverfox]

another bad day today ig. my anxiety is really bad. I've got a lot on my mind and no one to talk to abt it 1. who will understand and 2. without them trying to butt in constantly. I also really don't want to go home.

wish I wasn't so miserable nonstop

I'm always here for you if you need someone to talk to! I hope you start to feel better soon.

 

[Princess Mipha]

Just don't have a great day overall. It's supposed to be summer and it's raining all day, all night, sun is extremelly rare and I'm literally sitting with a winterpullover + heater freezing in the house, while it's supposed to be summer.. I don't know if it's because of this, or why, but man I'm depressed right now and that ain't helping.

 

[Dunquixote]

A little depressed, not sure why. Still pretty low in energy too.

Not sure how I feel about this new small drawing I’m doing. a bit frustrated how I get some good ideas but have trouble putting it on paper or the ideas aren’t complete enough. either way can’t make them look great with my skill level as it is.

i really wish some stuff that has been bothering me would just go away along with the source.

 

[skarmoury]

i put too much red in my candle yesterday and instead of making it graham brown, it turned strawberry pink oh well i can pass it off as a red velvet cake candle LOL

 

[Dwayne Johnson]

lifes kinda ****ty, can't believe i got 50 more years of this

 

[Alienfish]

can it be tuesday so i can get my 1st jab thanks