What's Bothering You?

Just don't have a great day overall. It's supposed to be summer and it's raining all day, all night, sun is extremelly rare and I'm literally sitting with a winterpullover + heater freezing in the house, while it's supposed to be summer.. I don't know if it's because of this, or why, but man I'm depressed right now and that ain't helping.
 
A little depressed, not sure why. Still pretty low in energy too.

Not sure how I feel about this new small drawing I’m doing. a bit frustrated how I get some good ideas but have trouble putting it on paper or the ideas aren’t complete enough. either way can’t make them look great with my skill level as it is.

i really wish some stuff that has been bothering me would just go away along with the source.
 
i put too much red in my candle yesterday and instead of making it graham brown, it turned strawberry pink 😭 oh well i can pass it off as a red velvet cake candle LOL
 
Anyone never buy things for themselves cause you just can't spend money like that? But you see your friends happily spend $450 worth for jeans and they are all happy and you just do not understand how people spend that much money for things.
Yes! I used to be poor, so I never thought of it beyond the fact that I simply had very little money, so anything that wasn't a necessary purchase felt huge and extravagant anyway. But even now my life has flipped completely - like Cinderella style rags to riches - I can't justify to myself spending silly amounts, even though I can definitely afford to, on material goods for myself.
 
It's barely past 10am in the morning here why is somebody blasting music oh my goodness.
 
We are going to visit my partners family today instead of next weekend and I just don't have the energy to socialize today 😴
 
This used to be the best channel for chill Japanese music from the 70's and 80's. I used to listen to it literally every week. It was a never-ending livestream, like a radio station. And now it's gone. I cri evrytiem.

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i have a bit of acid reflux going on today and i dont know why (or how it even started, i suddenly felt it in the very back of my mouth) but i really wish it would stop 😑
 
Today is rough. I'm not usually one to post on here other than to encourage others, but man...
Definitely bummed I didn't get selected to be a moderator, but
DEFINITELY didn't need a friend's kitten dying on top of it.
Today is rough. 😭
 
Today is rough. I'm not usually one to post on snip


I’m a little bummed too, so I hear you. Personally, I’ve been having some doubts about my application so I am relieved that I didn’t get it. I think you would’ve made a wonderful staff member; I hope you get it next time (if you decide to apply). 🍀🤞

Ah quote replying unhides the spoiler 😱. I’m really sorry :(. I’m really sad now too even though I didn’t obviously know them. Let me know if you need anything or just want to vent. My dms are always open; no pressure though.

I really need to get over some things like the one thing that had been plaguing me over three years not to mention other stuff that I read years ago or was told and I never forgot. Then there is another thing but I don’t think that will ever happen unless there are significant changes. OCD and anxiety sucks. Just go away!
 

Aw. I’m sorry you feel that way. Give it some time. I honestly enjoy reading your posts :). I honestly feel like that still sometimes especially on the discord, and I’ve been here a couple years. Feel free to send me a dm if you want to vent; no pressure though.
 
I’m a little bummed too, so I hear you. Personally, I’ve been having some doubts about my application so I am relieved that I didn’t get it. I think you would’ve made a wonderful staff member; I hope you get it next time (if you decide to apply). 🍀🤞

Ah quote replying unhides the spoiler 😱. I’m really sorry :(. I’m really sad now too even though I didn’t obviously know them. Let me know if you need anything or just want to vent. My dms are always open; no pressure though.

I really need to get over some things like the one thing that had been plaguing me over three years not to mention other stuff that I read years ago or was told and I never forgot. Then there is another thing but I don’t think that will ever happen unless there are significant changes. OCD and anxiety sucks. Just go away!
Thank you, Dun, that means alot to me ❤ I think you'd make a great moderator too. You are so naturally easily to talk to and I know many people here (including myself) think very highly of you! I will indeed apply next time, no worries. :) hopefully I can find some joy before this event starts tonight though.
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I feel like I don't fit in here 🙁
Noo! Koopa! I absolutely love seeing you around here. I feel like you're finding your niche here, but of course I know you may not feel that way. Just know that there are lots of people (me included!) that love to see you here!
 
Why?? You are so appreciated and a lovely new friend 💜
Aw. I’m sorry you feel that way. Give it some time. I honestly enjoy reading your posts :). I honestly feel like that still sometimes especially on the discord, and I’ve been here a couple years. Feel free to send me a dm if you want to vent; no pressure though.
Thanks for that! It's just sometimes everyone else is happy of something I'm meh on and it makes me feel a bit left out and sad that I don't really care much about it and it makes me think I'm being a bad member on the site but clearly I'm not!
 
Today is rough. I'm not usually one to post on here other than to encourage others, but man...
Definitely bummed I didn't get selected to be a moderator, but
DEFINITELY didn't need a friend's kitten dying on top of it.
Today is rough. 😭
I’m a little bummed too, so I hear you. Personally, I’ve been having some doubts about my application so I am relieved that I didn’t get it. I think you would’ve made a wonderful staff member; I hope you get it next time (if you decide to apply). 🍀🤞

Ah quote replying unhides the spoiler 😱. I’m really sorry :(. I’m really sad now too even though I didn’t obviously know them. Let me know if you need anything or just want to vent. My dms are always open; no pressure though.

I really need to get over some things like the one thing that had been plaguing me over three years not to mention other stuff that I read years ago or was told and I never forgot. Then there is another thing but I don’t think that will ever happen unless there are significant changes. OCD and anxiety sucks. Just go away!
Hopeless as double quotes so sorry if it doesn’t work 🥺 You are both amazing and you know how much you both mean to me. I didn’t have the courage to apply so you are one up on me. Please don’t be upset🥺 competition was tough. You would both be amazing mods but to me you are just amazing 💞
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Thanks for that! It's just sometimes everyone else is happy of something I'm meh on and it makes me feel a bit left out and sad that I don't really care much about it and it makes me think I'm being a bad member on the site but clearly I'm not!
You are a lovely member on the site and very valued💜 Hey, u gave me a ruby wand and collectible egg in my birthday card. Made me feel very special 💞
 
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