KittenNoir
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Yes! I used to be poor, so I never thought of it beyond the fact that I simply had very little money, so anything that wasn't a necessary purchase felt huge and extravagant anyway. But even now my life has flipped completely - like Cinderella style rags to riches - I can't justify to myself spending silly amounts, even though I can definitely afford to, on material goods for myself.Anyone never buy things for themselves cause you just can't spend money like that? But you see your friends happily spend $450 worth for jeans and they are all happy and you just do not understand how people spend that much money for things.
Today is rough. I'm not usually one to post on snip
Why?? You are so appreciated and a lovely new friendI feel like I don't fit in here![]()
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Thank you, Dun, that means alot to me ❤ I think you'd make a great moderator too. You are so naturally easily to talk to and I know many people here (including myself) think very highly of you! I will indeed apply next time, no worries.I’m a little bummed too, so I hear you. Personally, I’ve been having some doubts about my application so I am relieved that I didn’t get it. I think you would’ve made a wonderful staff member; I hope you get it next time (if you decide to apply).
Ah quote replying unhides the spoiler. I’m really sorry
. I’m really sad now too even though I didn’t obviously know them. Let me know if you need anything or just want to vent. My dms are always open; no pressure though.
I really need to get over some things like the one thing that had been plaguing me over three years not to mention other stuff that I read years ago or was told and I never forgot. Then there is another thing but I don’t think that will ever happen unless there are significant changes. OCD and anxiety sucks. Just go away!
Noo! Koopa! I absolutely love seeing you around here. I feel like you're finding your niche here, but of course I know you may not feel that way. Just know that there are lots of people (me included!) that love to see you here!I feel like I don't fit in here![]()
Why?? You are so appreciated and a lovely new friend![]()
Thanks for that! It's just sometimes everyone else is happy of something I'm meh on and it makes me feel a bit left out and sad that I don't really care much about it and it makes me think I'm being a bad member on the site but clearly I'm not!Aw. I’m sorry you feel that way. Give it some time. I honestly enjoy reading your posts. I honestly feel like that still sometimes especially on the discord, and I’ve been here a couple years. Feel free to send me a dm if you want to vent; no pressure though.
Today is rough. I'm not usually one to post on here other than to encourage others, but man...
Definitely bummed I didn't get selected to be a moderator, butToday is rough.DEFINITELY didn't need a friend's kitten dying on top of it.![]()
Hopeless as double quotes so sorry if it doesn’t workI’m a little bummed too, so I hear you. Personally, I’ve been having some doubts about my application so I am relieved that I didn’t get it. I think you would’ve made a wonderful staff member; I hope you get it next time (if you decide to apply).
Ah quote replying unhides the spoiler. I’m really sorry
. I’m really sad now too even though I didn’t obviously know them. Let me know if you need anything or just want to vent. My dms are always open; no pressure though.
I really need to get over some things like the one thing that had been plaguing me over three years not to mention other stuff that I read years ago or was told and I never forgot. Then there is another thing but I don’t think that will ever happen unless there are significant changes. OCD and anxiety sucks. Just go away!
You are a lovely member on the site and very valuedThanks for that! It's just sometimes everyone else is happy of something I'm meh on and it makes me feel a bit left out and sad that I don't really care much about it and it makes me think I'm being a bad member on the site but clearly I'm not!
Hopeless as double quotes so sorry if it doesn’t workYou are both amazing and you know how much you both mean to me. I didn’t have the courage to apply so you are one up on me. Please don’t be upset
competition was tough. You would both be amazing mods but to me you are just amazing
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Nobody hates youThanks Roxxy. That means a lot to me. I’m actually not too upset. I’ve been kinda scared about being accepted too since I have been kinda scared that I’ve made our current mods mad or annoyed and that they maybe hate me not to mention I have way too many issues that might be annoying.
I think you’d be a much better mod than me tbh. Next time you should apply if you want to that is
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Thanks for that! I mean since I feel like there might be racist people here that will be mean to me because I'm black, I'm trying not to talk in event threads that much because a lot of people are there and I don't want to make a scene so I'm as quiet as possible. I just thought some people might not know that I'm black and think I'm purposely trying to avoid the community which I'm not it's nothing against you or anyone here, it's just to be safe. But clearly I'm ok because there are lots of other races here and they get accepted so i'm sure I will too.You are a lovely member on the site and very valuedHey, u gave me a ruby wand and collectible egg in my birthday card. Made me feel very special
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Thanks for that! I mean since I feel like there might be racist people here that will be mean to me because I'm black, I'm trying not to talk in event threads that much because a lot of people are there and I don't want to make a scene so I'm as quiet as possible. I just thought some people might not know that I'm black and think I'm purposely trying to avoid the community which I'm not it's nothing against you or anyone here, it's just to be safe. But clearly I'm ok because there are lots of other races here and they get accepted so i'm sure I will too.You are a lovely member on the site and very valuedHey, u gave me a ruby wand and collectible egg in my birthday card. Made me feel very special
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Also sorry that @Dunquixote and @Foreverfox didn't make it as mods as you too would make great mods and I bet you'll probably make it the next time they have applications open. As for me I can't because I'm 16 and you have to be 18 to apply which is fine with me I wouldn't want to be a staff member anyway because it seems like too much work but clearly other people enjoy it.