What's Bothering You?

Anyone never buy things for themselves cause you just can't spend money like that? But you see your friends happily spend $450 worth for jeans and they are all happy and you just do not understand how people spend that much money for things.
Yes! I used to be poor, so I never thought of it beyond the fact that I simply had very little money, so anything that wasn't a necessary purchase felt huge and extravagant anyway. But even now my life has flipped completely - like Cinderella style rags to riches - I can't justify to myself spending silly amounts, even though I can definitely afford to, on material goods for myself.
 
This used to be the best channel for chill Japanese music from the 70's and 80's. I used to listen to it literally every week. It was a never-ending livestream, like a radio station. And now it's gone. I cri evrytiem.

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i have a bit of acid reflux going on today and i dont know why (or how it even started, i suddenly felt it in the very back of my mouth) but i really wish it would stop 😑
 
Today is rough. I'm not usually one to post on here other than to encourage others, but man...
Definitely bummed I didn't get selected to be a moderator, but
DEFINITELY didn't need a friend's kitten dying on top of it.
Today is rough. 😭
 
Today is rough. I'm not usually one to post on snip


I’m a little bummed too, so I hear you. Personally, I’ve been having some doubts about my application so I am relieved that I didn’t get it. I think you would’ve made a wonderful staff member; I hope you get it next time (if you decide to apply). 🍀🤞

Ah quote replying unhides the spoiler 😱. I’m really sorry :(. I’m really sad now too even though I didn’t obviously know them. Let me know if you need anything or just want to vent. My dms are always open; no pressure though.

I really need to get over some things like the one thing that had been plaguing me over three years not to mention other stuff that I read years ago or was told and I never forgot. Then there is another thing but I don’t think that will ever happen unless there are significant changes. OCD and anxiety sucks. Just go away!
 

Aw. I’m sorry you feel that way. Give it some time. I honestly enjoy reading your posts :). I honestly feel like that still sometimes especially on the discord, and I’ve been here a couple years. Feel free to send me a dm if you want to vent; no pressure though.
 
I’m a little bummed too, so I hear you. Personally, I’ve been having some doubts about my application so I am relieved that I didn’t get it. I think you would’ve made a wonderful staff member; I hope you get it next time (if you decide to apply). 🍀🤞

Ah quote replying unhides the spoiler 😱. I’m really sorry :(. I’m really sad now too even though I didn’t obviously know them. Let me know if you need anything or just want to vent. My dms are always open; no pressure though.

I really need to get over some things like the one thing that had been plaguing me over three years not to mention other stuff that I read years ago or was told and I never forgot. Then there is another thing but I don’t think that will ever happen unless there are significant changes. OCD and anxiety sucks. Just go away!
Thank you, Dun, that means alot to me ❤ I think you'd make a great moderator too. You are so naturally easily to talk to and I know many people here (including myself) think very highly of you! I will indeed apply next time, no worries. :) hopefully I can find some joy before this event starts tonight though.
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I feel like I don't fit in here 🙁
Noo! Koopa! I absolutely love seeing you around here. I feel like you're finding your niche here, but of course I know you may not feel that way. Just know that there are lots of people (me included!) that love to see you here!
 
Why?? You are so appreciated and a lovely new friend 💜
Aw. I’m sorry you feel that way. Give it some time. I honestly enjoy reading your posts :). I honestly feel like that still sometimes especially on the discord, and I’ve been here a couple years. Feel free to send me a dm if you want to vent; no pressure though.
Thanks for that! It's just sometimes everyone else is happy of something I'm meh on and it makes me feel a bit left out and sad that I don't really care much about it and it makes me think I'm being a bad member on the site but clearly I'm not!
 
Today is rough. I'm not usually one to post on here other than to encourage others, but man...
Definitely bummed I didn't get selected to be a moderator, but
DEFINITELY didn't need a friend's kitten dying on top of it.
Today is rough. 😭
I’m a little bummed too, so I hear you. Personally, I’ve been having some doubts about my application so I am relieved that I didn’t get it. I think you would’ve made a wonderful staff member; I hope you get it next time (if you decide to apply). 🍀🤞

Ah quote replying unhides the spoiler 😱. I’m really sorry :(. I’m really sad now too even though I didn’t obviously know them. Let me know if you need anything or just want to vent. My dms are always open; no pressure though.

I really need to get over some things like the one thing that had been plaguing me over three years not to mention other stuff that I read years ago or was told and I never forgot. Then there is another thing but I don’t think that will ever happen unless there are significant changes. OCD and anxiety sucks. Just go away!
Hopeless as double quotes so sorry if it doesn’t work 🥺 You are both amazing and you know how much you both mean to me. I didn’t have the courage to apply so you are one up on me. Please don’t be upset🥺 competition was tough. You would both be amazing mods but to me you are just amazing 💞
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Thanks for that! It's just sometimes everyone else is happy of something I'm meh on and it makes me feel a bit left out and sad that I don't really care much about it and it makes me think I'm being a bad member on the site but clearly I'm not!
You are a lovely member on the site and very valued💜 Hey, u gave me a ruby wand and collectible egg in my birthday card. Made me feel very special 💞
 
Hopeless as double quotes so sorry if it doesn’t work 🥺 You are both amazing and you know how much you both mean to me. I didn’t have the courage to apply so you are one up on me. Please don’t be upset🥺 competition was tough. You would both be amazing mods but to me you are just amazing 💞

Thanks Roxxy 💜🥺. That means a lot to me. I’m actually not too upset. I’ve been kinda scared about being accepted too since I have been kinda scared that I’ve made our current mods mad or annoyed and that they maybe hate me not to mention I have way too many issues that might be annoying. 😅 I think you’d be a much better mod than me tbh. Next time you should apply if you want to that is :).
 
Thanks Roxxy 💜🥺. That means a lot to me. I’m actually not too upset. I’ve been kinda scared about being accepted too since I have been kinda scared that I’ve made our current mods mad or annoyed and that they maybe hate me not to mention I have way too many issues that might be annoying. 😅 I think you’d be a much better mod than me tbh. Next time you should apply if you want to that is :).
Nobody hates you🥺 please stop. If you can give me an 😡 over my art then I will do same with you. You are very popular and have been such a good friend to me 💜
 
You are a lovely member on the site and very valued💜 Hey, u gave me a ruby wand and collectible egg in my birthday card. Made me feel very special 💞
Thanks for that! I mean since I feel like there might be racist people here that will be mean to me because I'm black, I'm trying not to talk in event threads that much because a lot of people are there and I don't want to make a scene so I'm as quiet as possible. I just thought some people might not know that I'm black and think I'm purposely trying to avoid the community which I'm not it's nothing against you or anyone here, it's just to be safe. But clearly I'm ok because there are lots of other races here and they get accepted so i'm sure I will too.
Also sorry that @Dunquixote and @Foreverfox didn't make it as mods as you too would make great mods and I bet you'll probably make it the next time they have applications open. As for me I can't because I'm 16 and you have to be 18 to apply which is fine with me I wouldn't want to be a staff member anyway because it seems like too much work but clearly other people enjoy it.
 
You are a lovely member on the site and very valued💜 Hey, u gave me a ruby wand and collectible egg in my birthday card. Made me feel very special 💞
Thanks for that! I mean since I feel like there might be racist people here that will be mean to me because I'm black, I'm trying not to talk in event threads that much because a lot of people are there and I don't want to make a scene so I'm as quiet as possible. I just thought some people might not know that I'm black and think I'm purposely trying to avoid the community which I'm not it's nothing against you or anyone here, it's just to be safe. But clearly I'm ok because there are lots of other races here and they get accepted so i'm sure I will too.
Also sorry that @Dunquixote and @Foreverfox didn't make it as mods as you too would make great mods and I bet you'll probably make it the next time they have applications open. As for me I can't because I'm 16 and you have to be 18 to apply which is fine with me I wouldn't want to be a staff member anyway because it seems like too much work but clearly other people enjoy it.

If anyone judges you because you are black or anything else then they don’t deserve you. You are so young and you have such amazing personality and positivity 💜 Be proud of who you are, you are a sweetheart 🌟
 
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