What's Bothering You?


I’m really sorry to hear this; sending you my condolences and sending you hugs (if that is okay >< sorry for being awkward). if you need to vent more my dms are always open. just really sorry that that has been a major problem and affecting you like this.

I am really worried about something even though it doesn’t affect me.
 
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I’m really sorry to hear this; sending you my condolences and sending you hugs (if that is okay >< sorry for being awkward). if you need to vent more my dms are always open. just really sorry that that has been a major problem and affecting you like this.
Thanks Dun and don't worry, I don't find you awkward at all. I always appreciate your replies.
 
Cried two times yesterday and have barely accomplished anything today. I’m so sick of my life. Ready to just give up and not try at all anymore.
 
Patient back from hospital. Full PPE precautions on arrival 'cause we "don't know what they have". This person was gone for almost a month due to their injury; so further isolation makes them think no one cared that they were gone/the situation is very confusing to them due to the nature of the injury. Turns out, their documents were switched with someone else's entirely and they're totally fine. Anyways, healthcare.
 
left my jacket at work & i have to see my hr rep for something and she wasn’t there today !!! gonna go tomorrow even though i don’t work
 
Mentions of over dose so I put it in a spoiler. I just needed to vent so don't mind me.
My friend's husband over dosed and passed away a week ago. They had only been married 2 weeks. And then my mom calls to say a friend of ours who I used to play baseball with passed away from an over dose, bringing the total to 3 people in my life overdosing in 8 months cause my coworker/family friend overdosed in December. Also the day before my friend's husbands overdose was the 3 year anniversary of my partner's cousin overdosing. They were the same age and grew up together so that was a big loss. British Columbia's overdose issue is completely out of control.

I’m so sorry, oak. I know we don’t really know each other but if you ever need to vent more my pms are always open. Sending my love and prayers to you and those affected. 💜
 
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I missed the VA’s stream 😭. I guess now I will turn notifications on; I expected to find out about it on twitter but whoops. At least it wasn’t a Three Houses stream.
 
I was talking to someone and they lost interest in talking to me while I was telling them something important and the thing is is that I’d rather just be alone rn than to ease my anxiety about the situation than talking to them about it.
 
I did so poorly on my math entrance exam that I have to retake it. Honestly I’m not surprised. I didn’t take math during my senior year and this gap year (during the pandemic) has been very long. It’s still sad that I’m doing worse in my third best subject.

Also, I’m getting a new type of medication to deal with my ongoing depressive episode. After four months you’d think I would be doing a little better. Sadly, I still feel a lot of resentment and anxiety towards the people who have hurt me. The medication should reduce the auditory hallucinations I have towards them. Hopefully they don’t give me heart palpitations like last time.
 
I think our dryer died. I went to put the clothes from the washer in and the start button makes a click but nothing happens. It’s probably as old as I am, so I think it’s time has come. But it stinks because now half of my clothes are sopping wet and it’s rainy so I can’t dry them outside.
 
I lost all of my photos and videos on a rented underwater camera. I don’t think it even got registered correctly at the shop and when we tried to plug it into an adapter, nothing showed up. It’s all gone.
 
I think our dryer died. I went to put the clothes from the washer in and the start button makes a click but nothing happens. It’s probably as old as I am, so I think it’s time has come. But it stinks because now half of my clothes are sopping wet and it’s rainy so I can’t dry them outside.
Do you clean the lint trap?
 
****ing seagulls sounding like squeaky dog toys at large at 4 am... someone shoot them off please I need to sleep. Way worse than sore arm...
 
Pulled a muscle in my back and now I'm walking like an old man.

Outch. Hope it will soon be better!
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My wrists are getting worse and worse. I woke up crying from the pain. It's like they are broken and on fire during the night.
I must've moved so much around because of the pain, that even my fiancé woke up from it. He massaged them a bit, which helped
a tiny bit, but shortly after they were the same again.. even though I have something that is blocking the movement to make it less
painful.. ahhh >->
 
Man, it's complaining day for me, lol.

Well.. I asked my Mom if she can tell me if she's able to come or not, once my baby is born.. because you know.. I have to plan a bit, since there is the family of my fiancé visiting from 6h away, my brother + wife from 12h away and my Dad + wife from 13h away. Of course she wouldn't just tell me the f..reaking "No" word, that's too hard. She has to find the most stupid excuses to say "maybe, but can't tell yet".
Her best excuse so far is, that she's not vaccinated yet, but she has tons of health issues and it's super easy for her to get a appointement for the vaccine in her state, but noo.. better take it as excuse oh yeah and of course, because of her husband.. he's "too sick to take the long road".. weirdly enough he wasn't too sick to take the road to the wedding of my brother, which was pretty far away for them aswell.
I don't want to say the F-word, but yeah.. I will just think it. She's not welcome anymore now anyways. :)
 
I hate not getting replied to when the situation calls for a reply. Even if the reply delivers bad news, just reply. It's even worse when I know my message was seen. Note: this is not specifically referencing TBT. This is just in general.
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Man, it's complaining day for me, lol.

Well.. I asked my Mom if she can tell me if she's able to come or not, once my baby is born.. because you know.. I have to plan a bit, since there is the family of my fiancé visiting from 6h away, my brother + wife from 12h away and my Dad + wife from 13h away. Of course she wouldn't just tell me the f..reaking "No" word, that's too hard. She has to find the most stupid excuses to say "maybe, but can't tell yet".
Her best excuse so far is, that she's not vaccinated yet, but she has tons of health issues and it's super easy for her to get a appointement for the vaccine in her state, but noo.. better take it as excuse oh yeah and of course, because of her husband.. he's "too sick to take the long road".. weirdly enough he wasn't too sick to take the road to the wedding of my brother, which was pretty far away for them aswell.
I don't want to say the F-word, but yeah.. I will just think it. She's not welcome anymore now anyways. :)
I'm sorry to hear she's being like that. I can relate to this. When I was pregnant, we were planning our wedding and being out of town for our fetal surgery at the same time, as they were 3 days apart. My family took shifts coming to be with me in Philadelphia after surgery and when it came time for my mom's shift, she was like, "Oh I'm coming Tuesday instead of Monday because I don't want to stay in a hotel, I want to stay in Ronald McDonald House" (we didn't even know if we'd get in there yet) AND she was supposed to stay a week and stayed 18 hours. It honestly changed my relationship with her, even to this day, and Nicholas is about to be 2 years old.
 
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