What's Bothering You?

MY ****ING MICROSOFT OUTLOOK ACCOUNT (WHICH I NEED FOR SCHOOL). KICKED ME OUT 'CAUSE I GOT THE PASSWORD WRONG TOO MANY TIMES. LITERALLY IT'S MAKING ME CHANGE MY ****ING PASSWORD!!! WHAT THE ****!! AND IT"S GOING TO EMAIL A SECURITY CODE TO MY ****ING EMAIL ACCOUNT THAT I"M TRYING TO ****ING GET INTO IN THE FIRST PLACE?????!!! AND I DON"T HAVE THAT SO I GOTTA FILL OUT AN ENTIRE FORM WITH "RECENTLY SENT EMAIL INFO" AND ****. I DON"T ****ING REMEMBER I HAVEN"T USED IT SINCE MAY!!!! **** MICROSOFT!!!

Edit: Ok, apparently it's an alternate gmail account??? which I don't think I have??????
 
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I quit my job two weeks ago and refused to come in for the notice period because my home life is really volatile and I thought if I kept working a hard job while going home to bad times I would go sincerely loopy, but I dont think that was effectively communicated to my boss for some reason and so now I have the anxiety again of properly communicating that.
I keep having second thoughts and regretting quitting because I liked the work but Im a 5 foot nothing AFAB working at 4 AM in a locked building with nothing but four other men, and a couple of those men liked me all too much. Im finding it hard to put my foot down and put myself first. Wish I knew how to quit without feeling bad.
 
I was drifting off to sleep, having some deep existential thoughts and overall feeling relaxed - yet a bit sad - that was until I noticed a tiny spider a few meters away from my bed. It was enough to have me up and back on my laptop because I can't reach the spider to do anything.
Which infuriates me a lot as I was falling asleep at a reasonable for once and felt like my thoughts were healing and beneficial for me at the time. I hope that by spending time here on my laptop it will give time to the spider to go somewhere else where I can either be sure it won't be bothering me at night or where I can reach it and move it out of my room.
 
just another day of hyper-analyzing every action i take and every thing i say and how it potentially affects the people around me 🤪

anyone else? 🥴😭💔
me to a T right now. if it helps, i bet people think you're really awesome irl, and i'm sorry you have anxious thoughts. hopefully things get better💜
 
my chargers (LITERALLY BOTH OF THEM) stopped working 💀 i don't know if i'm doing something wrong but i've barely had them for a month.. it's really annoying actually lol
 
I went to bed 3 hours ago, and I still couldn’t fall asleep. To be fair, I was trying to get to sleep much earlier than usual, but I tried to lay down with my eyes closed for minutes. And it’s not working.
 
I feel like I've let everyone I possibly can down at work. 🎶 It's me, hi, I'm the problem it's me 🎶
 
You ever do something so embarrassing that you almost wish you lived alone so nobody would have to find out?
I'm scared.
 
my grandma, brother and i went to the closest mall near my school yesterday, i live 30 minutes away so i usually don’t go to the mall over there. i saw the popular girl in my class in the food court, we made brief eye contact but neither of us said anything to each other and i walked away pretending to be on my phone.

i wasn’t trying to be rude but it’s kind of embarrassing when you know someone from somewhere but you don’t KNOW know them, i think i’ve only said one or two sentences to her within the past 3 years. my brother (who also goes to the same school as me) said that he saw her friend too (also popular and in the same class as me), i can’t imagine what they’re probably saying about me lol this is so sad.

the worst part is that i start school in 5 days, she probably thinks im a loser bc i was out with family.

ofc im not embarrassed of my family but since im so quiet at school she probably thinks im a loser bc i probably have no one to hang out with other than family.
 
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Stressing taking my mom to her doctors appointment. I was afraid of being late so we showed up 45 minutes early
 
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