What's Bothering You?

aw sending some good vibes @Dunquixote! I see you around a lot and you seem like such a kind and positive person🥳

Aw shucks. Thanks! That really means a lot to me 🙂. The same can be said back to you and @oak (as well as everyone else that has listened to me). ^.^ I wasn’t trying to make anyone feel bad since compared to some issues that has been posted like being treated different by people or family members , this is really such a small thing to be upset about. Just wanted to post it here since I was taken by surprise since I’ve been here a couple years without an infraction until now and I handle even small things poorly lol and was very embarassed.
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embarrassed*. can’t type lol
 
I suppose I need to get a momentum going in order for me to be doing my coursework daily. I typed up some flashcards and read a bit for Psychology today, and right now I'm just taking breaks here and there. But yeesh, coursework is disgusting. I'd rather be doing something more thrilling than this, ya know?
 
I'm starting to think... I'm going to need an anxiety medication.
I just... I can't.

Hey there. I want to say I hope things are okay, but I don’t want to be presumptuous and just want to let you know if you want to talk, feel free to dm me. I know this is weird coming from a stranger but I have severe anxiety and my dad has worse anxiety than me, so, I might be able to “help” (or give you some suggestions or advice) you if you need anything.

Just want to tell you I give you props for recognizing that you might need something since I view that as a major stepping stone to feeling better :).
 
I'm not able to get anything done lately, especially artwork I need to do, and I'm slow to begin with. I feel so bad for being so slow with art, period and getting stuck on things or interrupted by health problems. So frustrating! 😣
 
i was picking off drywall with my dad and i just realised i have alot of open wounds in my hands... which are full of dust and drywall now ouchie
 
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reading about other people's experiences dealing with people who don't understand autism or treat it as some kind of disease/debilitation, and thinking about experiences that I myself have had, just makes me so mad. like seriously why are people with autism seen as weird/childish/dumb?? maybe the neurotypical people are the ones that are weird.

(im not trying to insult anyone, I just wish people would stop being so ignorant about people with autism. it gets really annoying and frustrating to deal with.)
 
reading about other people's experiences dealing with people who don't understand autism or treat it as some kind of disease/debilitation, and thinking about experiences that I myself have had, just makes me so mad. like seriously why are people with autism seen as weird/childish/dumb?? maybe the neurotypical people are the ones that are weird.

(im not trying to insult anyone, I just wish people would stop being so ignorant about people with autism. it gets really annoying and frustrating to deal with.)
110% agree. I guess it has to do with maturity issues and we are also a lot overprotected because parents don't think about/want us to learn how real world works etc., just my thoughts. Also how badly workplaces are even taught something about autistic people... Sometimes I hate neurotypicals too.

And yeah it's really annoying especially if you're too 'smart' too get sick money and are forced to search for jobs when there are limited options.
 
Seeing everyone's animated shooting star or rainbow frag collectable is giving me serious jealousy vibes. I know this is an unreasonable feeling especially since I'm a grown ass adult so hopefully this petty envy passes asap lmao.

Also I came in dead last place for the Sleepover at Harvey polls with only 10 votes (one of those was me lmao). Feels bad y'all
 
Seeing everyone's animated shooting star or rainbow frag collectable is giving me serious jealousy vibes. I know this is an unreasonable feeling especially since I'm a grown ass adult so hopefully this petty envy passes asap lmao.

Also I came in dead last place for the Sleepover at Harvey polls with only 10 votes (one of those was me lmao). Feels bad y'all

god i feel this,, if it makes you feel any better, i’m in the same boat c’:
 
Seeing everyone's animated shooting star or rainbow frag collectable is giving me serious jealousy vibes. I know this is an unreasonable feeling especially since I'm a grown ass adult so hopefully this petty envy passes asap lmao.

Also I came in dead last place for the Sleepover at Harvey polls with only 10 votes (one of those was me lmao). Feels bad y'all
One of those 10 votes was me. I thought it was really good.

I already have a hard time sleeping and my neighbors decided to get a rooster which isn’t legal here I looked it up.
 
Seeing everyone's animated shooting star or rainbow frag collectable is giving me serious jealousy vibes. I know this is an unreasonable feeling especially since I'm a grown ass adult so hopefully this petty envy passes asap lmao.

Also I came in dead last place for the Sleepover at Harvey polls with only 10 votes (one of those was me lmao). Feels bad y'all

Was yours the “blue” one? (Don’t know how else to describe it LoL) If it was then I voted for you too~ I’ve suggested on three different fair surveys (including the two where I won in contests in case anyone thinks I was just whining that I wanted the collectible :P) that nominees should get the rainbow feather, or rainbow fragment in this case. I’ve been nominated many more times than I’ve actually placed so I know it can be kind of a crappy feeling to watch your entry get no votes. I just think it would be fair if nominees got something for making it that far. I don’t think it would take anything away from the contest winners either because they still get the trophies + massive ticket payouts, as well as the rainbow collectible.

But that’s just my opinion lol sorry for the minor tangent. Anyway don’t beat yourself up too much, even if it’s a little thing on a forum it’s understandable to feel bad after you put your best efforts into your entries and don’t get picked. Winning anything during the fair is HARD, there is just so many people all trying for the prize o_O I’m just lucky that House of Mirrors awarded collectibles this year or I wouldn’t have one myself hahah
 
Was yours the “blue” one? (Don’t know how else to describe it LoL) If it was then I voted for you too~ I’ve suggested on three different fair surveys (including the two where I won in contests in case anyone thinks I was just whining that I wanted the collectible :p) that nominees should get the rainbow feather, or rainbow fragment in this case. I’ve been nominated many more times than I’ve actually placed so I know it can be kind of a crappy feeling to watch your entry get no votes. I just think it would be fair if nominees got something for making it that far. I don’t think it would take anything away from the contest winners either because they still get the trophies + massive ticket payouts, as well as the rainbow collectible.

But that’s just my opinion lol sorry for the minor tangent. Anyway don’t beat yourself up too much, even if it’s a little thing on a forum it’s understandable to feel bad after you put your best efforts into your entries and don’t get picked. Winning anything during the fair is HARD, there is just so many people all trying for the prize o_O I’m just lucky that House of Mirrors awarded collectibles this year or I wouldn’t have one myself hahah
Actually mine was the one with Gaston & Claude but I know the one you're talking about! It was a spa theme and I was surprised they were in last with me cause it was so cute! Everyone's entries were so well put together so I knew from the beginning I was in trouble haha.

Thanks for being so sweet about this though! The odds of winning were pretty low considering over 500 people participated in this fair. I'm okay with not getting any extra prizes considering I came in 13th place but the competitive part of me wanted that trophy for flexing purposes. :p Also congrats on winning your round of House of Mirrors! My brain greatly struggled with that event haha. Your line up is seriously fabulous now.
 
Man..

Why am I here?
What's my purpose?
Am I wasting my life away?
Should I be doing something else?

These past couple days just have me depressed..

I wanna help my friends but I don't know how

and some people just can't open their eyes and see the gigantic sign that says "what your doing is wrong, please, S T O P"

hhh I'm just really stressed..
words hurt
 
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