do you like yourself?

for the most part? no lmao

i hate how i look, like i feel like there is something wrong with my body as a whole and i dont feel good about it. its not really something that can be solved with simply losing weight because i did lose weight before (back to normal BMI) but i didnt feel like a whole lot better so i stopped trying. tbh i just avoid full-body mirrors most of the time

i also hate being mentally ill, i dont want to go too much into detail but i just. wish i wasnt like this

if anything the reason why i like being online is because i can be myself without having to deal with my physical self :[ and also why i like games with character customization, i can actually change my body and appearance however i want
 
There are certain aspects of myself that I like, such as my empathy, but for the most part, no. Some of the aspects I dislike about myself cannot be changed, but some can, so all I can do is work on the ones that can be changed. Maybe someday I'll get to a place where I can say that I like myself, but yeah, currently, not a fan.
 
I try my best to. I've had a few set backs in regards to health that I'm working on, I'm not where I'd like to be. I become self conscious in certain areas I lack that I would like to believe my parents and friends would notice, and can't help but think there would be disappointment in me somehow. Thankfully my parents are empathetic of my situation, and I'm grateful for that. I just overthink a lot, it's a work in progress.
 
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