how are you feeling right now?

Very nervous. I have an important job interview tomorrow. Thankfully it's at 2 pm so I can stay up gaming and sleep in, but I do not have the motivation to prepare. I feel like for every 30 minutes of gaming I have to pull myself together and do some prep for 5 minutes. 😂
 
Feeling pretty great today since I actually got up early. I've just been playing games and drinking my coffee while working, and work has gone great as well. Also kinda glad that martial arts class tonight was cancelled, since I am happy, but still feeling kinda tired at the moment. 😅
 
Mostly feeling good, but somewhat conflicted. After stopping my ADHD medication (atomoxetine) it's pretty clear it was causing me to slip into a depressive state, since without it I'm actually able to enjoy things and be productive. A bit frustrating, though, since the main reason I wanted help with my ADHD is because I struggle to be as productive as I should be because I can never seem to focus. I'll have to try something else. At least I'm actually drawing, though, instead of just not wanting to do anything.
 
I've kinda been a sobby mess all day but trying to stay positive. (forgot to take my meds for a couple days plus the state of the world...ughhh)
 
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