how are you feeling right now?

I feel decent right now but the day just started so let’s see if that changes. It’s also cold because work has the AC blasting and I want heat.
 
Kind of excited. I mean it's just another day, but we are going to dq later for a special occasion. We never go there. No idea what I should get. Milkshake? Blizzard? Some sort of sundae?
(It sounds dumb lol)

Also still feeling a little sore from an incident Monday, but aside from that I feel pretty good so I'm happy.
 
A little tired, a little sore, but otherwise content. I'm planning to enjoy this long weekend.
 
I feel content. I worked an extra hour at my second job. I ended up leaving around my scheduled time, though. The manager was kind enough to let me start early and I like her a lot, so I didn’t want to get her in too much trouble, haha.

Also, I picked up something I wanted to take with me to Disney World. Also… these exist. I don’t normally use AXE, but this was travel sized and too good to pass up. I can get by using this for a week.


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I thought I was starting to get sick, but today I'm feeling better and what was bothering me is no longer causing me problems so it probably was a weird thing going on. I'm still thinking of resting just in case! But I'm okay.
 
I feel crampy and blegh. Yesterday was waves of nausea and lightheadedness. Hopefully tomorrow is okay. 😔
 
Very, very frustrated with life atm.
So much is going on and I hate the negative and paranoid person I've become
Getting an autism evaluation is almost impossible here in VA for adults and it's just so infuriating.
I didn't HAVE the option to get it as a child because my bio parents were intentionally horribly abusive
but somehow I'm still at fault for....not having the ability to get the eval as a child in the 90s. lol
I am about 90% sure that I'm autistic. It's been a profound 2023 revelation that hit me like a ton of
bricks and made things make sense but...ofc you need it to be officially diagnosed but like.... ugh.
 
I feel pretty good overall... but I would be a blatant liar if I said it wasn't a difficult week for me
 
A mixed bag.
I just hope things don't go to crap in my neighborhood. The city had a terrible history, but it was suppose to be history. But I did hear that certain kinds of tensions in the nation were on the rise anyway and then the fact that election year is next year, so I don't know if it is that, that seeped over here this past weekend from people driving through and the time of the year and election cycle, or if it is locals.
 
I had such a nervous panic breakdown and I blacked out. I don't even remember what happened. I feel so crappy.
 
Really excited for later, my parents and I are going to a small eatery where I can buy my favorite local noodle soup 🥹 It's been my comfort food since I was a kid!
 
Really stressed. I was hoping to have a productive day, but I'm dealing with all kinds of interruptions and distractions. 😓
 
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