Kind of excited. I mean it's just another day, but we are going to dq later for a special occasion. We never go there. No idea what I should get. Milkshake? Blizzard? Some sort of sundae?
(It sounds dumb lol)
Also still feeling a little sore from an incident Monday, but aside from that I feel pretty good so I'm happy.
I feel content. I worked an extra hour at my second job. I ended up leaving around my scheduled time, though. The manager was kind enough to let me start early and I like her a lot, so I didn’t want to get her in too much trouble, haha.
Also, I picked up something I wanted to take with me to Disney World. Also… these exist. I don’t normally use AXE, but this was travel sized and too good to pass up. I can get by using this for a week.
I thought I was starting to get sick, but today I'm feeling better and what was bothering me is no longer causing me problems so it probably was a weird thing going on. I'm still thinking of resting just in case! But I'm okay.
Very, very frustrated with life atm.
So much is going on and I hate the negative and paranoid person I've become
Getting an autism evaluation is almost impossible here in VA for adults and it's just so infuriating.
I didn't HAVE the option to get it as a child because my bio parents were intentionally horribly abusive
but somehow I'm still at fault for....not having the ability to get the eval as a child in the 90s. lol
I am about 90% sure that I'm autistic. It's been a profound 2023 revelation that hit me like a ton of
bricks and made things make sense but...ofc you need it to be officially diagnosed but like.... ugh.
A mixed bag.
I just hope things don't go to crap in my neighborhood. The city had a terrible history, but it was suppose to be history. But I did hear that certain kinds of tensions in the nation were on the rise anyway and then the fact that election year is next year, so I don't know if it is that, that seeped over here this past weekend from people driving through and the time of the year and election cycle, or if it is locals.
Really excited for later, my parents and I are going to a small eatery where I can buy my favorite local noodle soup It's been my comfort food since I was a kid!