I'm feeling tired still, personal stuff ya know. but I'm also excited because I cut up veggies and meats earlier for jambalaya to put into my slow cooker, and it's waiting for me when I get home
Right now I feel like giving up socializing since everything keeps going wrong. I’m afraid I’m going to mess up the remaining friendships I have. I’m really glad we have this mushroom event and that I have the Among Us sessions right now. Having autism is so hard. I wish I could remove it and my other issues.
I suddenly have high anxiety. I read something (won’t say what or where) that made me feel very queasy and worrisome. I have a feeling it will set my mood for the next week, and I don’t like it.
I was feeling a little better than earlier but something triggered me and now I’m a bit irritated and depressed about various things. I feel kinda at my limit again. Just tired of being sad, misunderstood or misunderstanding others. I want to be normal.