My new lover is, so. sweet... He's been occupying my brain whole time. All my past relationships consisted of and supported by, just pure passion. Burning passion only. My love this time is all different... I haven't ever known feelings like this... It infects my brain and it makes me be full. Causes me physical fever and I don't know what to do, just inside my head is like white flame, can't really think of anything, just feels filled and empty at the same time though I want to be more rational and improve myself so I can do things better for him. Infected.