[Roleplay] The Rebuilding - Continuation of The Aftermath

[Myst]

Growing bored, I say, "How clich? of us..." Hm... why am I slowing turning into a sarcastic *sshole? Was I really this way before the accident?

 

[Naiad]

Growing bored, I say, "How clich? of us..." Hm... why am I slowing turning into a sarcastic *sshole? Was I really this way before the accident?

(( OMFG BLESS THIS POST ))

- - - Post Merge - - -

"....yeah..." I stand up. "I'm going to get coffee, want anything?"

 

[Myst]

"I could use a drink. Something cold though..." Like a be- ew, no. Control yourself, Blaze. Wait... I guess that is my name. Interesting...

 

[Naiad]

I nod. "Got it." I leave the room and close the door behind me.

~Sai heads off the the dining area~

 

[Myst]

I end the dream.

I wake up, lying in my bed. I feel my face and real tears are there... Wow... I glance over to see Gio kneeling by my bed. "Um... morning." I laugh awkwardly.

 

[Naiad]

"Looks like you had one hell of a nightmare."

 

[Myst]

I scratch the back of my head. "Yeah... I can't believe I was actually crying in my sleep..." I mutter, feeling embarrassed.

 

[Naiad]

I grab the drinks and begin the walk back to Blaze's room. The sooner he remembers, the sooner I'll be able to move on. I need to prepare myself for that 'it was all a mistake, I don't love you.'

....Lia?

- - - Post Merge - - -

"What was it like?"

 

[Myst]

Hm... I wonder what I was... I glance down at my chest and run my hands over my tattoos... How fragile...

- - - Post Merge - - -

"What do you mean?" I ask puzzled.

 

[Naiad]

"Your dream. Sometimes it helps to talk about things."

I pause in front of Blaze's door. He said he loved me...

But does he really? Maybe Lia was right.....

I— I can't handle this.....

My heart begins to ache. Love is complete bull**** to deal with, but it also makes me happy. Weird.

 

[Myst]

I take a deep breath before explaining my dream to Gio.

 

[Naiad]

"....Wow."

I take a few deep breaths. You can do this.
I slowly open the door.

(( I miss being able to write Lia ; ^ ; I might bring her back sooner than planned ))

 

[Myst]

Blaze, calm down... Wow... I have one dirty mind... I think I'm starting to see the reasoning behind the suicide attempt... and why the **** am I suddenly craving beer?! Ugh...

- - - Post Merge - - -

I smirk as Sai enters the door. "Welcome back."

- - - Post Merge - - -

I smile sadly. "Yeah..."

 

[Naiad]

"Hey."

Don't get to close to him. You can't let yourself get hurt again.... Just stay calm.

I hand the iced tea to Blaze. "You probably would've preferred something else, but this is the first thing that came to mind for me."

- - - Post Merge - - -

"Come on. Bring it in." I hug Sage.

 

[Myst]

I grab the iced tea from her. "Thanks... this is better for me anyways... and might drive away the returning corrupted thoughts I have..."

- - - Post Merge - - -

I hug Gio back. I ask softly, "D-do you think he still loves me?"

- - - Post Merge - - -

(I'm in the chat still. Just logs me out when I switch tabs.)

 

[Naiad]

"Definitely."

I raise an eyebrow. "Corrupted thoughts?"

 

[Myst]

"Don't worry about it, princess." Damnit... my mind.

I blush lightly and say, "I'm so sorry... I swear my mind is just out of it right now." Just how you want to be out of your pants right now, right Blaze? Stop corrupting me... I sigh in frustration.

- - - Post Merge - - -

"Thanks b-but... I don't know what I'll say when I see him next." I sigh.

 

[Naiad]

I wave my hand and stifle a laugh. "Don't worry if you slip up, I'm used to it by now."

(( Gio is going to be bolded while Lia is gone ))

"Just say 'I love you.'"

 

[Myst]

I tilt my head curiously and smirk mischievously at her, "Oh, is that so?"

"B-but he thinks I'm dead..."

 

[Naiad]

"...Just explain to him why you had to do it. It'll work out, I promise."


"What the hell are you thinking about now?" I ask, slightly amused.