Being so scared and held await to see my baby girl#2 to start vomitting or getting so bad diarrhea.. I, myself feels throwing up right now, knowing how much she'll have to suffer. Had to make her dose those pills in order to kick parasites out of her belly. Feels crying.
Now I'm downstairs. My baby girl#1 told me that I'm pale and should go downstairs to get some water or something, and that she's gonna watch baby#2 while I take some rest. And now I'm typing being all sweaty to distract myself. Once I went back upstairs, but #1 toldme that I'm sprinkling so tensed air and it wouldn't be good for #2 either.. Having to just wait to see beloved someone suffer is so painful. I want this to end as fast as possible. Feels really crying.