xSuperMario64x
a very tired Bug 🪲💤
doctor couldn't come to a conclusion as to what's wrong with me, but I'm trying really hard to not let it get me down. there are a few things I've been enjoying lately:
☆ I've been watching lots of documentary-like videos, mostly Gaming Historian, Technology Connections, and The 8-Bit Guy. they've really helped me get my mind off of my anxiety, and I've been learning a lot of really cool things too. I've really enjoyed the videos about the history of Tetris, the NES Light Gun, and the first cartridge-based game console, but there have been so many other really awesome videos! last night I watched a video about how the Atati 2600 processes graphics, and it's the most bat**** insane thing I've ever seen and it honestly made me fall asleep for a bit I'm currently watching a video about the history of the most perpetuated legend in all of video games, Polybius!
☆ my doctor ordered in a prescription for me to help with my trembling/palpitations, so I picked it up today. I'm hoping it helps some.
☆ I got an iced mocha before I head to work (in a few min), and it's really good! idk if I should be drinking caffeine with my anxiety but honestly I need coffee haha. I'm also feeling really happy and even a little euphoric bc when the guy gave me my coffee he said "here you go sir", like people don't realize how very very much trans people appreciate it when you use the correct pronouns/referrals with them
☆ I've been playing Super Mario 64 DS a lot lately, as frustrating as it's been with the janky controls I'm enjoying it! I'm trying to get 150 stars and I currently have 118 (started with 100 earlier this week so eyy)!
☆ I got paid today so that's good hehe
just need to reiterate that I appreciate everyone who's been so patient with me, this whole thing I'm dealing with has been so incredibly frustrating. especially @/Shellzilla_515 and @/Foreverfox, you guys are real MVPs
(and ofc all my other friends here who have given me support, you know who you are and I love you all!!)
☆ I've been watching lots of documentary-like videos, mostly Gaming Historian, Technology Connections, and The 8-Bit Guy. they've really helped me get my mind off of my anxiety, and I've been learning a lot of really cool things too. I've really enjoyed the videos about the history of Tetris, the NES Light Gun, and the first cartridge-based game console, but there have been so many other really awesome videos! last night I watched a video about how the Atati 2600 processes graphics, and it's the most bat**** insane thing I've ever seen and it honestly made me fall asleep for a bit I'm currently watching a video about the history of the most perpetuated legend in all of video games, Polybius!
☆ my doctor ordered in a prescription for me to help with my trembling/palpitations, so I picked it up today. I'm hoping it helps some.
☆ I got an iced mocha before I head to work (in a few min), and it's really good! idk if I should be drinking caffeine with my anxiety but honestly I need coffee haha. I'm also feeling really happy and even a little euphoric bc when the guy gave me my coffee he said "here you go sir", like people don't realize how very very much trans people appreciate it when you use the correct pronouns/referrals with them
☆ I've been playing Super Mario 64 DS a lot lately, as frustrating as it's been with the janky controls I'm enjoying it! I'm trying to get 150 stars and I currently have 118 (started with 100 earlier this week so eyy)!
☆ I got paid today so that's good hehe
just need to reiterate that I appreciate everyone who's been so patient with me, this whole thing I'm dealing with has been so incredibly frustrating. especially @/Shellzilla_515 and @/Foreverfox, you guys are real MVPs
(and ofc all my other friends here who have given me support, you know who you are and I love you all!!)