*⁀➷ i am officially a high school graduate!
i have so many feelings and so many things i want to say about it that i don’t even know where to begin lol, but i can’t believe that i’m finally,
finally done! i admittedly have a lot of shame for taking so long to earn my diploma, but i am also so proud of myself for not giving up (no matter how much i wanted to, or how pointless it all felt at times), and that despite all of the awful things that have happened in my life in the past year and a half, and all of my mental and physical health concerns, i still did my best and gave my work my all. my mom never finished high school, and one of her biggest hopes for me was that i would — it took years of her having to listen to me complain and cry and beg for her to let me drop out, and having to sometimes literally drag me to the car to get me to school, but i’m glad i was able to give this to her. and to myself
i have absolutely no idea what i’m doing next, but i’ll figure it out. thank you to you guys for listening to me talk (and complain) about school so much; i know it was probably a little bit repetitive lol, but the support and encouragement really did help motivate me to keep going
luv you guys
*⁀➷ i won three commencement awards??? i won a resiliency award, and two awards for english and math for having the highest grade in both courses out of all of the other grade 12s
i absolutely was not expecting the english and math awards, but it feels so nice to have my hard work in those classes acknowledged :’)
*⁀➷ i also received my final report card today, and i got 90’s in all of my classes!!
my grades dipped a little since mid-terms, but the fact that they’re still in the 90’s is a miracle and makes me so happy!! ended off on a strong note
*⁀➷ i watched
the suicide squad with my mom this morning before my graduation ceremony! we’ve both already seen it, but it’s one of my favourite movies, and ya’ll know i can’t turn down margot robbie LOL
*⁀➷ i’m still having a lot of fun with
story of seasons: a wonderful life! i finally have my horse, a sheep (
@skarmoury i thought u should know i named her étoile), 2 cows and a calf on the way!!, sooo many baby chickens (actually only 4, but damn eggatha is fertile LOL), and i’m gonna have me a wife soon!! i am living my best farmer life <33
*⁀➷ my very clingy, silly, sweet cat
she is currently meowing for attention even though i just got finished cuddling with her for an hour
, but she’s baby and i took some nice photos of her this morning
she is so so pretty
i’m probably forgetting something, but brain is very eepy so i’m off to bed
goodnight baes