lots of happies today!!
★ I had the day off from work today, so I got to catch up on some much needed sleep! It was so nice honestly, even right now my bed is calling for me
★ I'm still on a kick of watching these video game/technology videos that are like really long haha. I'm currently watching a video published by The 8-Bit Guy about what happened to electronics stores in the US, and I have some videos in my watchlist, including one about "the very first video game" (I'm wondering if he's gonna talk about tennis for two, the game made for radar equipment back in the 1950s), the history of Mario Paint, explaining the world record history of Super Mario World, and a demonstration video to go along with "Reverse emulating the NES" which itself was already really cool and interesting! I guess this is what my hyperfixation is shifted to right now
don't worry mr tox box I'll never forget you hehe
★ I went to the theater this evening to see Elemental! I've seen some reviews on it, with a really wide variety of opinions ranging from praise to criticism, so I was pretty intrigued. I'll say it wasn't anything groundbreaking, it was just a simple plot (and the fact that the story resonates with the director made it even better) and it was a very enjoyable watch! there were even parts of the movie where I wanted to cry, honestly, it was so cute. if anyone is also intrigued I would definitely recommend it!
★ technically this was yesterday, but I cooked dinner after wanting to for a few days! I was unable to because my anxiety was kinda out of control and it was difficult for me to do much of anything. I was feeling better yesterday though, and I ended up cooking a pork loin with lemon and garlic, white cheddar mac and cheese, and red mashed potatoes! It was really good, I should honestly cook more often!
★ I had a really lovely chat with @/Shellzilla_515 today, he's starting his new job tomorrow and I'm so very excited for him!! I'm also generally very grateful to have a friend like him in my life
★ I got to talk to someone else today too! I received a PM earlier, it was @/Roxxy reaching out to me to check in! we haven't chatted much before but we talked about quite a bit today, and I would be honored to be able to call her a friend of mine!
★ the medicine my doctor gave me to help with my physical anxiety symptoms seems to be working, it hasn't been hitting me nearly as hard and I've actually been able to relax a bit for the last few days. I have an appointment with my psychiatrist on Wednesday, so hopefully we can get something figured out. I'm trying so hard to get my anxiety disorder under control, I've already made so much progress and I know I can do it. In the meantime I'm just being patient and gentle with myself, trying to balance taking care of necessities while also taking it easy and allowing myself some space to decompress.
★ I've also been keeping up with journaling really well for the last week or so, which is great! It's such a nice way to put my endless thoughts on paper (or in my case, a document on my computer haha) and work through them, it's great for easing stress and anxiety
I hope you all had a good day too, and even if you didn't, I'm glad that you're still here
and to all my amazing friends here, I love you guys and hope you all have a good night!