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weeelll this is a negative thread but definitely the fact that i have anxiety, depression, an eating disorder, and have just struggled a lot w my mental health in general. and my skin lmao
-Just.. my face. I have a scar in the middle of one of my eyebrows and that just ruins my whole face so I'm constantly hiding it behind my hair. (I've gotten bullied numerous times in the past for it) I feel like my eyebrows are too bushy and my nose is too big as well.
-I tend to get stretch marks on my inner thighs a lot as well and when I have to get changed in locker rooms for gym and all that, I feel extremely insecure showing off that part of my body even if nobody really pays attention.
-I have constant fear that someone is judging me when I walk past groups of people, or even if it's just a single person. I constantly feel judged and I feel like I'm being oppressed at all times in those situations or just being made fun of, my anxiety gets to me too much. -_-
-The appearance of my legs in general. When I wear shorts in the spring and summer I just hate how my legs appear, I think they appear just too big looking and not attractive, so in the fall and winter when I'm wearing leggings and pants, I feel sooooOOooOo much better.
Alrighty let's get started with things I've ALWAYS been self-conscious about:
- My nose (it's got a little bump thing in the middle)
- My (lack of) boobs
- My masculine jawline
- I'm super lazy
- Elaborating on my laziness; I never feel like actually putting on real clothes, I only wear t-shirts and shorts/jeans depending on the weather. I have nice clothes, but it seems like too much of a hassle to wear, and I can never pull the collected, put-together look off
Moving on to things that I am self conscious about because of other people:
- I'm underweight (people say I look anorexic)
- My voice (people say it's too deep and doesn't match my figure)
- My skin (someone pointed out zits on my face all the time)
- My apathy (someone pointed out how I wasn't sympathetic at all, making me feel like a terrible person)
- My face in general (the same girl who talks about my apathy and zits pointed out how I'm just super ugly. I had never previously thought I was particularly bad-looking, rather that I wasn't striking in any specific way. She just made me feel so bad about myself over the past years and I'm sick of it.)
Everything, like it really sucks because i'm not trying to be Edgy or anything, i hate everything about myself, physically and personality wise. Other than appearance wise, I hate the fact that i'm not nice, no matter how hard i try to be kind to the people i love, i always end up upsetting the people that mean the most to me, I can't forgive myself for it, yet i keep doing it