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What do you hate about yourself?

I guess I wish I was a more consistent person, but I'm not sure if my inconsistencies are my fault or not, so idk if that counts?
 
I have this pattern where I periodically become optimistic and more sociable of a person for a few weeks, and then I gradually start becoming more self-loathing, depressed, and pessimistic for months at a time. I actively contemplate suicide throughout the worst of it, the only thing keeping me from just doing is my closest family members and my pug. Right now I am the former of the things I mentioned.
 
-my actual name (yep my name isn't actually Amy but I wanna be called Amy)
-introversion
-migraine
-being asexual and aromantic
 
i hate that sometimes i feel like i'm too good for people that try to talk to me or get to know me, idk i used to have really bad self esteem issues but now it's like the complete opposite
 
My hair is annoying as hell, in scrawny, I'm dumb, hate my feet... but you guys are all beautiful even though I may not know what you guys look like!

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Awh :((
 
Hmmm...

My clinical depression

My biological family except my sister

My social anxiety

My chubbiness... :C

My quickness to tears.

But I love a lot about myself too so it's ok! ^-^
 
I don't act like I care. I'm not even sure if I do care anymore at this point
I get angry way too easily.
I'm terrible at making friends.
I have a nasty habit of never putting discs back in boxes and I honestly never learn but hey what can you do
What are fruits and vegetables again??
 
The thing I hate about myself is dealing with depression and anxiety as well as not being able to face my fears in life to be able to move on forwards in life.
 
The fact that I was born with an body issue that makes it hard to where a lot of clothes.
 
My personality is like if you have a meal you've been saving in your fridge, and your work day was ****ty, but all day you looked forward to getting home and eating this meal. You finally get home, exhausted, and take a bite, only to find its gone rancid, and the container was slightly open, leaking that fridge taste into your food. You throw it away, and just sit there and stare at it in the trash, contemplating how you're life has reached this point.
 
-I sometimes have trouble being myself
-My awkwardness I feel like I'm more awkward than the past years...is it some sort of phase that I'm going through or what?
-My laziness
-Being sarcastic at bad moments
-And many more.
 
- I tend to stress myself out often; it almost always happens when trying to sleep. I usually have to occupy myself as much as possible before sleeping so I can feel exhausted enough to fall asleep. Because of this, I suspect that's the main reason why my hair won't grow. Not that I want to have long hair, I just want the option.
 
Anxiety

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Oh and I'm paranoid and insecure. Yay.
 
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