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The boyfriend is sick. He's failing his college classes. He really hates school. I keep trying to tell him it doesn't matter if he fails, but it bothers him, understandably so. I just don't know how to help him feel like he's accomplished something. He's young, and he's got time to figure everything out. I just wish I could show him that. He feels helpless, and his teacher told him to drop a class he's failing, and recently his dog died. I wish I could hug him, but he's 800 miles away. He says me being here is enough for him. But I just...I wish I could do more for him.\
Also this ******* at work is....he calls me cute and it makes me feel gross and I've started talking less to him, but now he stares at me while I work. Gross.