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I've been feeling quite down about my image lately. I scowl whenever I see a photo of myself or walk past a mirror. Every time I go into college I have to go into the nearest bathroom to make sure I look okay, though it never really is the case. I think I look good when my hair is down, I've been told it looks better than when I tie it up but because of past events from school I get nervous when I wear it down in public. Plus I have very thick and curly hair which means my hair stays down for an hour and a half with frizz-ease serum before it poofs and resembles an afro. I feel like i'm stuck looking the way I am.
 
Woke up later then expected and all night was horrid, just kept waking up at random times in the night due to certain horror games I watched someone play at 1 am
 
I went to the dentist and came back to this.
This is what is bothering me.
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ughh i put so much effort into IT and you don't FUCUCUSKFRKARITSHSITAHHAHFRSEGISIGISAEGF8USDFR****IAIRSBUANAAWQQADJADIIADJ

THIS IS WHY I DON'T DO THIS CRP

just venting from hatred im so sorry


YES ME ENTIRELY

i offered to do a piece of art for free for someone, something that i don't often do but i wanted to because it seemed challenging and literally no one wanted to do this request because it was very detailed and they had like no reference
i spent 2 hours just figuring out the proportions and i spent 10 hours spread out over 2 school days getting the right colouring
when i scan it and show it to them:
"thanks. not your best but it's all right."
and i don't want to seem like an uppity swine but
JESUS CHRIST I GAVE YOU IT FOR FREE
I know my art style isn't the best and I was the one who approached them anyway. I'm fine with people pointing out flaws but this is downright insulting. Sure, it might've not been what you've envisioned but you might as well tell me that instead of insulting my art.
If you don't like it, that's fine, but you should at least be grateful I tried ;_;
Sorry if I seem rude, It appears I do come across like that.
But seriously...as I've been cheated out of art before...I seriously don't want to do art for anyone on this site anymore.
 
YES ME ENTIRELY

i offered to do a piece of art for free for someone, something that i don't often do but i wanted to because it seemed challenging and literally no one wanted to do this request because it was very detailed and they had like no reference
i spent 2 hours just figuring out the proportions and i spent 10 hours spread out over 2 school days getting the right colouring
when i scan it and show it to them:
"thanks. not your best but it's all right."
and i don't want to seem like an uppity swine but
JESUS CHRIST I GAVE YOU IT FOR FREE
I know my art style isn't the best and I was the one who approached them anyway. I'm fine with people pointing out flaws but this is downright insulting. Sure, it might've not been what you've envisioned but you might as well tell me that instead of insulting my art.
If you don't like it, that's fine, but you should at least be grateful I tried ;_;
Sorry if I seem rude, It appears I do come across like that.
But seriously...as I've been cheated out of art before...I seriously don't want to do art for anyone on this site anymore.

Ahh, I know who you're talking about, I'm sorry that happened to you. :( From my observation that's how they responded to everybody who tried to make art for them so I'd say it's a comment on their personality rather than yours or your art, which I think I told you I love btw (if I didn't yet I do x3) There's nothing like the sting of ingratitude to completely discourage one's generosity (and in some cases your confidence), but if drawing for other people is something you did/do enjoy I hope you'll see your way to doing more of it in the future. :>
 
I have a really bad headache and super high blood pressure...
 
My mom just doesn't get it. I want to learn how to drive, really, I do, but I have Narcolepsy that's literally so severe that I fall asleep standing up and I fell asleep riding a bike once, according to my doctor I'm unfit to drive and it's a legal thing that I need my doctor to say I'll be able to handle driving short distances before I'm even considered for driving lessons. I told my mom I'm terrified of microsleep and she told me "why worry about something that hasn't even happened yet" I DON'T KNOW, BECAUSE IT COULD MEAN LIFE OR DEATH IF I DO GET A LICENSE?
 
I kind of really want to get a relationship because I'm feeling lonely, but I know that's

A) no reason to start a relationship with somebody
B) a bad idea because I have issues becoming close to people

I think I just really want some type of intimacy, romantic or not, but I don't know how to initiate it.
 
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