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Stressed out with my family. I just can't deal with it anymore. I hate living with people who just don't understand simple, basic hygiene; people who constantly put me down; people who show not even the slightest sympathy towards me; people who rarely give out emotional support.

I've cried a couple times today. I feel a bit helpless about it all.
 
i stg the way i do my drawings are like super annoying at times

doing lineart would be good but jfc i suck at it so much that in the end i have to do this painting style
 
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Sliced into my nail with my razor today, and I'm pretty sure it went right through to the skin underneath. It's not sore at least, but it was already getting caught on my hair and pulling a little bit. I'd hate to have it torn off accidentally, then it really would be sore, so I've coated my nails in very light pink nail polish for the time being but it's taking ages to dry properly. Not sure how else to deal with these scenarios other than just letting it grow out in a few weeks, but knowing it's there is bothering me.
 
I wonder if I'll ever stop wishing I could have pursued a different major. I told myself it probably wouldn't be a good fit for me but I can't stop wishing and dreaming of how nice and fun it would have been if I could. Should I wait till I'm older to pursue that major? Would I move all the way to Socal for it? Would I even get accepted? How would I find the time and money to do so?

I feel sad and dissapointed because I just feel like I was forced to "just choose one" major and it's so sad to me that they don't allow people to transfer in to the major of my wanting. Like I was given one opportunity and I blew it. Sure I could try again but only if i were a transfer or graduate and even then the chances are low. I wonder if I'll ever feel fulfilled in my future career but it just doesnt seem as fun and inviting to me? Especially the students that take the major course classes...They're all involved in the justice system somehow - either because their relative is an officer or lawyer or by other means. They seem so serious all the time and intimidating, and sure the course itself if interesting but I ALWAYS think about that major I told myself I wouldn't be a good fit for and not getting accepted into the program made it even more true.

I know I'm still young but in light of everything, I can't just go out and move away to socal where there are more schools offering these programs. I don't want to sound rude or anything but I get so so upset when I see people who did get accepted into the major and their work is just subpar at most atm. I can't help but feel so much hatred for my high school and the things they made me go through which resulted in a lower gpa than the preferred. I was right at the minimum and of course those with higher gpas would be accepted regardless of their art skill. It looks so fun being a part of their major group and activities. And sure it's kind of a "clique" thing but the closeness and shared interests that they have must be so fun to be a part of. I love many of the things they do and it hurts when I go to my current major classes where everyone is just so dead quiet and serious most of the time. It just isn't me.

I knew one girl in my english class and her art was great! She would dread about the workload (since the major is known to be very exhausting) but a part of me wished that I could have those sleepless nights finishing up projects and stuff. I don't know if I'll ever be satisfied currently and I'm worried about what I'll do for the future. I still think it's basically impossible to fly out to socal and attend school there. My parents would kill me and I'd be so far from home. This school was honestly my one and only option and I chose it mainly in hopes of getting into the major I wanted and yet I didn't. There is no other school nearby that offers the same program.

I hate how I had my hopes up that I could possible transfer in because their site literally says you can. I even called one time and the lady said I could but then when I go in person to ask a counselor they just shoo me away and say it's not possible and 'sorry'. I feel so lost and sad and angry.
 
My job coach and the dude at job agency, stop ****ing around. Times can change and also stop being so ****ing assuming and pushy.

Also ugh get rid dumb darkbrownred hair dye :(
 
My dad is so prideful and narcissistic it makes me sick.


Also my brothers drumset is right below my room and everytime I hear him play I just wanna punch a wall. Not that it sucks but I absolutely hate a lot of loud and repetitive noise and that's exactly what this crap is.
 
I passed all of my classes with a B- or higher last semester but I got a D- (unsatisfactory) grade in Calc 2.

I really just want to be done with all that bs. I spent so much time busting my butt trying to understand the content in the class, on top of having to deal with my stupid knee injury and immobility. But of course a D- is the best I can do (for reference, that's like a 35 out of 100 final grade).

I'm so tired of that little voice in my head telling me that I'm not good enough, I need to give up, I'll never understand calc, etc. My parents always used to get so mad at me when I got lower than an A in a class, and that carries over into college. I feel like my whole life is over now. I'll prob lose my scholarship and ends up having to take our thousands of dollars in student loans because of one little mistake I made.



God life sucks so much sometimes.
 
DUDE WHY IN THE EVERLOVING F AM I STILL AFRAID OF THE THX THING.

Okay so y'all know how some movies start with the Lucasfilm THX thing right? Well that was an irrational childhood fear of mine. Everytime I caught a glimpse of the blue rectangle and started to hear the noise, my heart would start racing and I would mute the TV or cover my ears.

Well I'm trying to watch Toy Story 2 on my videotape and it just played the THX thing and I FLIPPED THE F OUT AND I MUTED IT AS FAST AS I COULD

But like wtaf I'm 19 now and I'm still afraid of this bs xDDD4 rip
 
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My mom: don’t believe everything you read on the internet! It’s not true!
Also my mom: spends all day reading quack health articles with no scientific backing and buys tons of ‘natural supplements’ because of them that never actually work and just waste money
 
@supramayrokratt69 ... stop listening to your parents and also everything better than F or whatever your absolute fail grade is good, man. don't put too much work into school tbh
 
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