What's Bothering You?
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ShinyDungeoneer
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sometimes I feel like I should stop existing. Having an inferiority complex whenever I so much as look at the other entries in these events doesn't help much either. (Having the art skills of a potato sucks)
xSuperMario64x
call me Bug 🇨🇦💜🐛
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This isn’t anyone who was ever active and this isn’t naming anyone but tbh the person who really messed me up and re traumatised me this year found me because I left my posts public on this forum and I’ve never felt the same posting here or anywhere public again. Also this is at least 80% of the reason why my activity basically died here,
Pretty much the absolute worst case nightmare scenario to re traumatise me happened with him and the only thing to keep me sane is my boyfriend. It’s so hard to even talk to anyone else and it’s not because of anyone else’s fault. I’m so sorry for anyone who worried about me. I don’t know what to do anymore.
How depressing I couldn’t even get medicine for my mental conditions because the place was completely booked. For the entire year. Lexapro isn’t doing anything anymore so I’m quitting.
I’m not going to lie and say things are better because it still feels like it happened last week. That jerk’s birthday was two days ago.
He said it was exhausting to be my friend and he had to baby me and I don’t understand why my body can’t let go. The mental self-defense is excessive and I wish my body would realise it. I can write legibly but I can’t control myself anymore and I’m just an anhedonic blob trying to look better all the time. Sometimes I’m actually more free to feel when I have my boyfriend so it seems safe to feel and I have his comfort. That’s about it.
Pretty much the absolute worst case nightmare scenario to re traumatise me happened with him and the only thing to keep me sane is my boyfriend. It’s so hard to even talk to anyone else and it’s not because of anyone else’s fault. I’m so sorry for anyone who worried about me. I don’t know what to do anymore.
How depressing I couldn’t even get medicine for my mental conditions because the place was completely booked. For the entire year. Lexapro isn’t doing anything anymore so I’m quitting.
I’m not going to lie and say things are better because it still feels like it happened last week. That jerk’s birthday was two days ago.
He said it was exhausting to be my friend and he had to baby me and I don’t understand why my body can’t let go. The mental self-defense is excessive and I wish my body would realise it. I can write legibly but I can’t control myself anymore and I’m just an anhedonic blob trying to look better all the time. Sometimes I’m actually more free to feel when I have my boyfriend so it seems safe to feel and I have his comfort. That’s about it.
xSuperMario64x
call me Bug 🇨🇦💜🐛
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ZeldaCrossing64
Sugary Cynic
Forget what I said yesterday, I hate my job. I'm on lunch break, but I don't even wanna eat. I just wanna lay in bed and cry. **** these people.
I don't even have my first paycheck yet, so that's not really helping. :\
I don't even have my first paycheck yet, so that's not really helping. :\
God today was awful.
Super busy day at work. 15 minutes towards the end of my lunch "break" (I didn't actually take the rest of it) I decided to go to the shop and buy something in hopes of settling a stomachache. As I went into the shop, I saw a homeless man set down a piece of cardboard on the pavement, presumbly to sit on it. When I came out he had collapsed with his torso and head on the road itself.
I phoned emergency services. They had trouble finding our location, as for some reason it wasn't appearing on their system when I gave them the address. I received multiple calls from police officers and the ambulance service for help locating us and for more information on his condition and what I had witnessed. I don't know what happened with him as I had to return to work, but I hope he's okay.
Then it gets to home time! Should be happy right? It is raining heavily here and all trains were cancelled due to a bomb threat. Roads were at a standstill a taxi was a no-go. I'm not supposed to do cardio right now (doc's orders - I'm in hospital for it on Wed) but had no choice but to walk it and my heart rate coming home was insanely high - close to the maximum for my age group when running a marathon.
Emotionally, mentally, and physically drained. Soaked. Frozen. Did all necessary housework when I got in, warned my partner I'm probably not gonna be too engaged with our friend coming over in 30 mins, and now I'm gonna take a hot bath with a glass of wine and just check out from the world for a bit.
I phoned emergency services. They had trouble finding our location, as for some reason it wasn't appearing on their system when I gave them the address. I received multiple calls from police officers and the ambulance service for help locating us and for more information on his condition and what I had witnessed. I don't know what happened with him as I had to return to work, but I hope he's okay.
Then it gets to home time! Should be happy right? It is raining heavily here and all trains were cancelled due to a bomb threat. Roads were at a standstill a taxi was a no-go. I'm not supposed to do cardio right now (doc's orders - I'm in hospital for it on Wed) but had no choice but to walk it and my heart rate coming home was insanely high - close to the maximum for my age group when running a marathon.
Emotionally, mentally, and physically drained. Soaked. Frozen. Did all necessary housework when I got in, warned my partner I'm probably not gonna be too engaged with our friend coming over in 30 mins, and now I'm gonna take a hot bath with a glass of wine and just check out from the world for a bit.
I much prefer to live without them - I can relate as I’ve been living with one on and off for the past almost six months. >_<
Dunquixote
Mrrrroooooow! T-Treasure...
I’m a bit bummed about my collectible entry. I wish I had used a bigger canvas and resized it when I was done :/. I don’t think it would have won considering how some entries got 20+ likes and I only got a few (I’m very grateful that there were a few people that liked it even with the blurry details).
I’m tired of cliques too.
No comments or discord replies please.
I’m tired of cliques too.
No comments or discord replies please.
I’m doing fine even with this; this is a small disappointment and frustration since I didn’t enter with expectation to win. I got some digital practice out of this and I had a lot of fun. I just am kicking myself for not working with a bigger canvas
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I swear to god if my computer says this or anything else along the lines of "something is wrong logging into your PC" one more time I am seriously going to have a ****ing panic attack and a mental breakdown. Do you have any clue have stressed out it makes me when something is alarmingly wrong with my PC? I already lost my old laptop back in 2023 and lost every single file I had on it, thousands and thousands of files gone forever and I had to spend nearly all the money I had saved up to buy a new one. I don't want to even begin to think about me getting locked out of my current one, and my 12,000+ files will be lost, the $30 I spent buying games will be wasted, I can't log in to any of my accounts or games, can't talk to my friends etc.
I can't believe I needed to wait 3 goddamn hours to have a chance to enter my pin-code again because Microsoft thinks it's hilarious to lock me out of my own computer.
Does my computer have any more panic-inducing start up messages to show me or can we be done with this forever?
I can't believe I needed to wait 3 goddamn hours to have a chance to enter my pin-code again because Microsoft thinks it's hilarious to lock me out of my own computer.
Does my computer have any more panic-inducing start up messages to show me or can we be done with this forever?
Halloqueen
Senior Member
No biggie, but...
I don't know how I'm going to carve my pumpkin, draw a tatoo and a frightened axolotl, and finish Unreal Estate between now and bedtime on Wednesday night (because I'm definitely not doing any of this on Halloween itself) but I sure am going to try.
This event sure has zipped by this year. Or I need better time management skills. Or both.
I don't know how I'm going to carve my pumpkin, draw a tatoo and a frightened axolotl, and finish Unreal Estate between now and bedtime on Wednesday night (because I'm definitely not doing any of this on Halloween itself) but I sure am going to try.
This event sure has zipped by this year. Or I need better time management skills. Or both.
Snap Crackle Pop
Senior Member
Dishonesty is what bothers me, and it sucks when you find out things the hard way but everything works out in the end.
VanitasFan26
I'm just a ghost.
I've had this nasty cough and sore throat since Saturday. My voice is all messed up
chocovelvetcake
🔥 THIS GIRL IS ON FIRE!!! 🔥
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Have you considered martial arts as an alternative? It's a form of exercise and more beneficial than any sport you could possibly participate in, at least in my opinion. It's good for confidence, as well.
Sorry if you didn't want suggestions. This is just an idea you could run by them as an alternative if they're insistent.
Microsoft:
Me: Okay *restarts device*
Microsoft: *shows this screen for some reason*
I got my Microsoft log-in pin code that you need to enter every time you either log into my laptop or preview my passwords in google password manager so I can copy paste them changed to something less case-sensitive and symbol heavy so hopefully now I can stop hitting the wrong keys too many times from switching caps lock on/off and using shift key too much. Sincerely hoping I don't get locked out anymore
Me: Okay *restarts device*
Microsoft: *shows this screen for some reason*
I got my Microsoft log-in pin code that you need to enter every time you either log into my laptop or preview my passwords in google password manager so I can copy paste them changed to something less case-sensitive and symbol heavy so hopefully now I can stop hitting the wrong keys too many times from switching caps lock on/off and using shift key too much. Sincerely hoping I don't get locked out anymore
