What's Bothering You?

[riummi]

ugh this girl
I mean I still think she's pretty cool and honestly, I could see us being good friends but it ticks me off how she'd rather talk and be friends with my bf but not me?? like it seems fishy if she only goes to my bf for 'guy advice' lol sure sure

Spoiler: rant

and idk why it bothers me SO MUCH but everything she posts/kinda mentions in her ig stories are all things that my bf talks about/says like ??? If I didn't ask that you were out with her getting food, you would have stayed longer but nooo I asked when I saw it on her ig and you said you could leave sooner. So you wouldn't have told me and would've stayed longer too if I hadn't known is my guess. Like what did you pick her up and drop her off like some date? must be more convenient since she lives in the same area too lol

like if you went out with your other childhood friend then I wouldnt CARE bc you guys have known each other forever but nah this girl WE BOTH MET and nooo she doesnt wanna talk to me even though she supposedly 'likes' me like nah that's bs bc if she did then she'd talk to me instead of JUST YOU

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I put myself down way too much because it's often true that im wrong about what I say. If I'm wrong about anything I basically tell myself that I'm an idiot and I'm not worth anybody's time cause I can't do anythin right.

I also get really scared when I'm wrong, like that feeling you get when someone yells at you when you're innocent. Even of its the tiniest of things I start freaking out and sometimes I even have like a mini panic attack.

Idk what the deal is but I really wish it would stop.

 

[Alienfish]

Okay no need googling that lmao it doesn't really tell u how to lmao i'm fail

 

[Midoriya]

Nevermind, lol

 

[Dawnpiplup]

Crud, I wish money isn't always a problem. It's frustrating to hear the same things over and over again.

 

[Raayzx]

Cold feet

 

[primandimproper]

So my much younger sister is at that age where she's supposed to start questioning/exploring her sexuality and stuff. I want her to know that she's safe to talk about that stuff with me because I am LGBT myself and our mother is homophobic, so it's not like she can go to her. Or, at least, I couldn't go to our mom when I was her age. Not without being told how LGBT people were going to burn in He!! anyway. I don't want my sister to be LGBT, honestly. Not just because of our mom, but because of society in general and their general view on the whole thing. But, really, I have no idea how my sister feels because aside from a mild obsession with Captain America, she doesn't talk about who she likes or has a crush on, and that worries me because I was like that when I was younger and it was because I was afraid and eventually led me to be suicidal. I don't want her to end up that way. When I tried to talk to my sister about all of this, she changed the subject, saying it as inappropriate and now I'm afraid to bring it up again.

 

[Dawnpiplup]

Aw, screw my grandma. I just can't throw anything away, even if it was my own personal belongings. God, I don't need to keep those things. Just now she retrieved some useless items from the trash can, questioning me as to why I didn't keep them as souvenirs. God, they were just school ID cards. I bet she still hasn't washed her wands after retrieving the 'treasured memorabilia' from the damn trash bin. God.

 

[Bcat]

I've been sick as a dog all week, and there's family in town and they did all kinds of fun stuff and I didn't get to do any of it because I've been hacking up a lung. (((

 

[Dawnpiplup]

Don't act so innocent and hurt when I get annoyed with you all, or give the cold shoulder. If you people think I should act polite and obedient after hearing all these wounding remarks about me day after day, you can kiss my buttocks. If you believe that tormenting a child with verbal insults and making them lose their sense of self-worth is a form of love, you are terribly mistaken. Just how difficult is it for you all to understand how I feel? I am so disgusted with your principles. I despise how you all believe that being older makes it justifiable to be condescending to those younger than you. I just don't understand. Aren't you supposed to be role models for us? It's quite silly to want children to treat you with love and respect if you are not willing to do the same for them. It's absolutely ridiculous.

 

[Loubelle]

Uggghghghghghgh I just got new glasses yesterday, and before the lady let me have them, and try them on and whatnot, she adjusted them insisting that I "should trust her and that she knows what she's doing." (She shaped the ends where it curves downward, and also bent the part where the leg meets the part around the lenses, inward) Welp, I wore them most of today without problems, when suddenly around like 3-4 pm, I started getting a dull pain above my ears... so I concluded that they were a bit tight, and needed to be adjusted again (Since it was above my ear, I assumed it was because of the ladder adjustment mentioned above). So, we went to get them adjusted again, explaining what I just said. Instead of fixing that, she bent the end curve pieces SO MUCH, that they make right angles now TnT So NOW, they put pressure on the outer part of my ear, making them ache so bad, that I'm literally wearing my old pair because of the pain >.> The way the lady adjusted the glasses honestly leaves me in awe because of how horribly uncomfortable they look on my ear (she checked btw and was like "yep! good to go!" TnT For reference, the end piece was hitting about 3/4 down my ear, right around where my normal earlobe piercing is (for reference). -Sighghghghghghghg- TnT Anyway, we're hoping to get them adjusted AGAIN tomorrow, so we'll see what happens :[

 

[SweetlySpicy]

Mmmmmmmm, my online course got canceled schools bout to start in 2 weeks they wont put me in another but I need that course to graduate ) and im pissed

 

[friedglitterenthusiast]

I haven't slept for what feels like a few weeks. I mean, I have slept just not very well. I didn't sleep at all last night and I was tired and miserable all day at work.

I can't sleep. I've hit the delirious train wreck but I can't sleep. I'm laying here giggling hysterically at stupid crap I find on Tumblr. I really need to sleep, I have to get up early for the next three days.

Someone send help.

 

[ali.di.magix]

Damn it, why did I have 2 coffees on my break at work? I'm tired right now but I'm so wide awake, not remotely sleepy at all, and am now feeling bored haha

 

[Alienfish]

Found almost all 6 OG parts of armistead maupin's Tales of the City as paperbacks, but we didn't have significant others for some reason.. gg book people sending 5/6 lol. i mean i didn't found it in the boxes where we keep stuff not out in the store yet either so hope i can find it someway...

 

[Midoriya]

Nevermind, lol

 

[tybalt_cake]

july 27 , please come already , i just want to know if the other half of the year ill be succesful or ill be destroyed.
and overall , i want to know what will be for my future...hope its good.

Don't worry , everything will be good for you. :")

 

[Bcat]

my dad's being a judgmental butthole... again.........

omg who put a stick up his ass

 

[Midoriya]

Nevermind, lol

 

[Alienfish]

waking up "early" when you dont have stuff planned til later and you are just waiting