What's Bothering You?

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I’m crying really badly and I can’t see anything in front of me. The pressure is getting to my head too. It feels like I might pass out.
 
The ac community is strong and is here Riley. Please reach out when you are comfortable. Join us anytime okay?

Thanks. I guess I’ll just post everything that’s on my mind. I know I’m contradicting my earlier posts, and I told myself I wouldn’t talk about what’s bothering me here anymore, but I need somewhere to vent.

It just feels like all my family and friends are busy and don’t have time to talk to me lately. I’m feeling kind of depressed and lonely these days and it feels like I’m putting a lot of work into my studying and stuff and not getting much in return. I’m naturally a selfless and positive person, but it feels like I’ve been selfless and helping people for so long that I kind of forgot about myself and my interests in the process. I also feel like some people on this forum find me incredibly annoying, and I try not to be, but I still feel like I am in the end. I’m a logical, yet emotional person and an ambivert. Lately I’ve been having a lot of alone time, and it’s nice and all, but I also need time to talk to friends and people and stuff too or I end up like this. The last part is that I feel like I’m supposed to be pretty busy and all with studies and stuff, but it feels like other people are even busier than I am. I don’t know if I’m not taking on enough, but I do have a full set of classes so I don’t think that’s the case. Sometimes it feels like, in spite of all this, I’m really just a dumb person and I contradict myself way too often. I have Aspergers, but like I’ve said in the past, sometimes I feel like it’s kind of wasted on someone like me.

I think this is just something I have to deal with on my own though. I kind of wish there was a circle of friends or a friend group I could have IRL. That’s all I really want :(
 
Thanks. I guess I’ll just post everything that’s on my mind. I know I’m contradicting my earlier posts, and I told myself I wouldn’t talk about what’s bothering me here anymore, but I need somewhere to vent.

It just feels like all my family and friends are busy and don’t have time to talk to me lately. I’m feeling kind of depressed and lonely these days and it feels like I’m putting a lot of work into my studying and stuff and not getting much in return. I’m naturally a selfless and positive person, but it feels like I’ve been selfless and helping people for so long that I kind of forgot about myself and my interests in the process. I also feel like some people on this forum find me incredibly annoying, and I try not to be, but I still feel like I am in the end. I’m a logical, yet emotional person and an ambivert. Lately I’ve been having a lot of alone time, and it’s nice and all, but I also need time to talk to friends and people and stuff too or I end up like this. The last part is that I feel like I’m supposed to be pretty busy and all with studies and stuff, but it feels like other people are even busier than I am. I don’t know if I’m not taking on enough, but I do have a full set of classes so I don’t think that’s the case. Sometimes it feels like, in spite of all this, I’m really just a dumb person and I contradict myself way too often. I have Aspergers, but like I’ve said in the past, sometimes I feel like it’s kind of wasted on someone like me.

I think this is just something I have to deal with on my own though. I kind of wish there was a circle of friends or a friend group I could have IRL. That’s all I really want :(

I don't find you annoying at all. It took but a brief instant to reach out because I like you, and you're my friend. If you can't wipe those tears my shoulders can.
 
Hey. I’ve seen you around a lot and I don’t find you annoying at all. In fact I find you pretty cool. :) i’d Like to hang out more for sure. Mello and I play a lot and you are welcome to join us. You are brave for opening up on a public forum like this. You aren’t dumb...

Asperger’s is something that I struggle with too. It won’t ever go away. We were born with it. It’s both a gift and a curse. Also I have found that real life friends have only stabbed me in the back. My most dear friends come from forums. So please. Give us a chance. Would you like to join us in my town for a while? Hang out?
 
Hey. I’ve seen you around a lot and I don’t find you annoying at all. In fact I find you pretty cool. :) i’d Like to hang out more for sure. Mello and I play a lot and you are welcome to join us. You are brave for opening up on a public forum like this. You aren’t dumb...

Asperger’s is something that I struggle with too. It won’t ever go away. We were born with it. It’s both a gift and a curse. Also I have found that real life friends have only stabbed me in the back. My most dear friends come from forums. So please. Give us a chance. Would you like to join us in my town for a while? Hang out?

Thank you, YunaMoon. I’ll try joining for a bit, but then I need to go to sleep. We can take this to visitor messages or something now. :)
 
kind of wanna go to our highschool homecoming tomorrow and bring my bf too but like,,, I have a musculoskeletal exam on tuesday and I know zero (0) things hdkjfhl
 
Hhhhh yeah asperger can honestly go suck it :<

also too much **** to read for tomorrow YAY :D
 
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