What's Bothering You?

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In order today...:

1. Had to wake up early to make sure my little brother caught his bus. Normally, this isn't a problem, but my stomach was upset. Trying to head downstairs while hunched over is a bit terrifying when you're only half awake.

2. The neighbors in 3382 were having yard work done at this time (7:00am), all the way to about 4-5pm. However, this is not the problem; the dogs belonging to 3378 decided they didn't like that, and began to bark--
WRONG! They were SCREAMING like a squeaky toy caught in a tornado! And they didn't stop until 8pm! THAT IS 13 HOURS OF NON-STOP YAPPING!!! :mad: WHY WOULD YOU SUBJECT YOUR NEIGHBORS TO THIS?!

3. After dealing with my brother, I wanted to go back to sleep so my stomach would stop hurting--but guess whose room is closest to the dreaded ankle-biters of 3378??? Not to mention that the windows are dead thin! I even used heavy-duty earplugs to try and block out the sound (I would've used my range-mufflers, but then I would've missed my alarm at noon), and it STILL wasn't enough. Guess who DIDN'T get to get the hours of sleep she still needed or to fix her stomach?

4. I wanted something noisy later in the day to drown out the noise--only to find out that our internet was shut off...no Spotify or tablets for me! To make it even "better", my phone ran out of service, so I couldn't even tell anyone it was out until they came home...geez... (but I'm very grateful that my dad helped fix the service problem)

5. I screwed up while trying to exercise yesterday, and now I'm stuck with painful shin splints (and I broke my favorite water bottle because my stupid butterfingers dropped it :( ) I'm not sure what the term for it is, but the pain extends all the way up into my thighs. It feels like somebody tried to crush my legs with a steamroller. I wanna cry.


This concludes my rant. Sorry about that, everybody.
 
I have an unnecessarily sensitive fire alarm so abysmal that it goes off from me turning on the stovetop. While yes, it's necessary in that it may prevent a fire. It should not immediately go off from the moment I turn on anything that produces heat. I'm waiting for the day I turn on my sink, and that sets it off at this point. What's worst is my cat gets absolutely terrified of the sounds. It's loud, and blarring to a degree that hurts even me let alone a small animal with heightened hearing. I'm honestly considering suing.
 
One of my favorite idols has passed away. :[

Another is my catalog list. I asked for Gracie's and welp...my TBT is gone. :p
 
Every. Damn. Time. They all ALWAYS blame me! I'm so sick of it! Everything is always my fault. I'm always the problem. They always take their anger out on me.

I've had enough. I'm done talking to my family. I'm done trying to communicate with new people. I'm done trying to contact old friends who left me. They don't care. Some pretend to care but they don't give two ****s about me.
 
Every. Damn. Time. They all ALWAYS blame me! I'm so sick of it! Everything is always my fault. I'm always the problem. They always take their anger out on me.

I've had enough. I'm done talking to my family. I'm done trying to communicate with new people. I'm done trying to contact old friends who left me. They don't care. Some pretend to care but they don't give two ****s about me.

I wish I can hug you right now Nox! You don't deserve this, have strength!
 
Every. Damn. Time. They all ALWAYS blame me! I'm so sick of it! Everything is always my fault. I'm always the problem. They always take their anger out on me.

I've had enough. I'm done talking to my family. I'm done trying to communicate with new people. I'm done trying to contact old friends who left me. They don't care. Some pretend to care but they don't give two ****s about me.

I was going to ask if you wanted to play smash at some point.
 
I just used my phone as a phone for the first time in forever. It took me a good couple of minutes to work out how to add a new number. 😅
 
I just used my phone as a phone for the first time in forever. It took me a good couple of minutes to work out how to add a new number. ��

Now I feel really old cause I mostly actually use my phone for that and texting (and some Discord and surfing but yeah d: )

Also people uploading in FLAC please go jump a cliff :(
 
Forever regretting not waiting for that last minute restock back in 2018 so I could have gotten the now-disco egg ._.
 
I'm pretty sure the reason why I'm so depressed all the time is because I think too much. But it's hard to stop thinking so much when I'm a college student, taking nine classes, literally expected by nine different professors to be thinking all the time???


Man, the American education system is just wild as hell.
 
I'm pretty sure the reason why I'm so depressed all the time is because I think too much. But it's hard to stop thinking so much when I'm a college student, taking nine classes, literally expected by nine different professors to be thinking all the time???


Man, the American education system is just wild as hell.

I’m sorry you have to go through this, friendo. :(

I can definitely relate... I’m taking a bunch of classes this semester and it feels like just as I can get some time to stop thinking, I have to start thinking for classes again.

We can make it through this though. I know we can. :)
 
I don't really know why I keep on trying to support my friend.
First she rants like hell about her ex boyfriend, now she says she's going to be friends with him again
and when I needed ONCE her help, she was never there for me. And through all the help I've given her
all she was ever able to say is "Well, at least u have a boyfriend", but in a way, to always try to make
me feel guilty for having a rather healthy relationship that lasts since a long time.
Like wtf, why can't she just be happy for me once? Why does she has to make me feel guilty for being
able to make a relationship work? Literally not a single time she was saying, that she's happy for me.
She even sometimes goes as far as making me feel guilty for not being able to hang out more often,
as I am living over 1.300km away now from my hometown. And oh guess what. Everytime I am actually
there she will be suddenly very busy or "sick".. like holy **** girl get your fcking **** together.
Why am I even still friends with her.
 
Maaan, I hope I can get the hang of wants she wants from the 'final paper' for this class. Ugh she's gotten better lately but unless we have to do something drama I guess it could be okay. Just got really lost from most of her previous lectures and things so ugh.
 
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