I can feel my life starting to crumble again. I hope I can patch it up before a repeat of last year happens. On top of this I've been having... strange to say the least, dreams that are making me question a lot. Also my brain loves to bring up embarrassing, cringy memories and make me depressed. As far as physical health I'm starting to get sick, my knee is messed up, and my right thumb is only somewhat functional. I think I need to talk to someone, though I'm hesitant to talk to anyone in real life. I don't feel comfortable enough talking my friends in real life and my parents are out of the question for the topic. Online would probably be the only comfortable place and all of my online friends, who are old enough to understand the topic, left me a long time ago.
I don't have enough patience right now to correct the grammar mistakes, forgive me.
