Once again, my friends forgot to tell me about something rather important. I'm down to like 2 good friends. I can't hang out with the 1 because she got invited to a party by one of her other friends. My other friend said he'd maybe hang out with me on Halloween, when I asked him. But then I found out today, weeks after asking him to hang out, that he had plans with other people already. I've been planning this hang out on Halloween, and he never even bothered to tell me that he had other plans. So, my friend who got invited to this party invited me to come with her, but I wasn't invited by the people throwing the party or the first person who was invited, so not only do I feel bad that she had to invite me because she feels bad, but I would also feel super rude if I just came along unexpectedly like that. There are 2 other people I could maybe ask to hang out with me, but I'm not very close to them at all, and they're probably busy on Halloween too. I just feel like nobody actually wants to go out of their way to hang out with me, unless they feel bad, want something from me, or have literally nothing else to do. What's so wrong with me, that they can't prioritize my feelings every once in a while, like I do for them? Couldn't he at least tell me that the get together I've been planning for like 2 weeks isn't gonna happen? I literally spoke to him just yesterday, and today, and not a word about it. Just like the time I tried to throw my friends a double birthday party, and then they planned it without me, and forgot to invite me. I didn't even find out until the day it was scheduled to happen, but it didn't happen because someone had work. No one knew I wasn't invited. Either my friends are all terrible people, or they just don't like me very much.