What's Bothering You?

[jiny]

Spoiler: Kind of a rant.

Once again, my friends forgot to tell me about something rather important. I'm down to like 2 good friends. I can't hang out with the 1 because she got invited to a party by one of her other friends. My other friend said he'd maybe hang out with me on Halloween, when I asked him. But then I found out today, weeks after asking him to hang out, that he had plans with other people already. I've been planning this hang out on Halloween, and he never even bothered to tell me that he had other plans. So, my friend who got invited to this party invited me to come with her, but I wasn't invited by the people throwing the party or the first person who was invited, so not only do I feel bad that she had to invite me because she feels bad, but I would also feel super rude if I just came along unexpectedly like that. There are 2 other people I could maybe ask to hang out with me, but I'm not very close to them at all, and they're probably busy on Halloween too. I just feel like nobody actually wants to go out of their way to hang out with me, unless they feel bad, want something from me, or have literally nothing else to do. What's so wrong with me, that they can't prioritize my feelings every once in a while, like I do for them? Couldn't he at least tell me that the get together I've been planning for like 2 weeks isn't gonna happen? I literally spoke to him just yesterday, and today, and not a word about it. Just like the time I tried to throw my friends a double birthday party, and then they planned it without me, and forgot to invite me. I didn't even find out until the day it was scheduled to happen, but it didn't happen because someone had work. No one knew I wasn't invited. Either my friends are all terrible people, or they just don't like me very much.

i feel you. i feel like my so-called friends feel bad for me most of the time so that's why they hang out with me

 

[tae]

ahhh... i'm annoying you aren't i?

 

[Worldsvamp]

crampssssss

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i say sorry too much..

 

[ZebraQueen]

Sadness just roll over my dough
And I sprinkle joy
For no one to see
What behind of the face

 

[Xerolin]

the internet and "you"

 

[riummi]

Stop putting others down - it doesnt make you any better ok? I'm so tired of hearing my parents making snarky comments based on people's race.

 

[Alienfish]

my parents but nothing new amigos

 

[Xerolin]

accidently cut my finger pretty bad yesterday

 

[Alienfish]

too full on food and tired rip :/

 

[riummi]

I didnt get to see his name tag :c I wanna know his name (?_?)

 

[jiny]

i cut myself & it won't stop bleeding im going to DIE

 

[ZebraQueen]

Have homework but I'm just to sad to do it
So I just play until I get my happiness. Back

 

[Dim]

Too much caffiene...
So little sleep...

 

[Nightmares]

Nooo episode 12 and 13 of Master's Sun k i l l e d me
I'm d e a d

I feel so depressed lmao, please let this work or I will flip a table
and it's my birthday in 4 minutes you can't eND THE SERIES LIKE THIS AAaAaaaAAAaAh

 

[tybalt_cake]

i bet you didnt even went to her house and you havent done it , idiot...

 

[Idfldnsndt]

I feel so sick and I'm supposed to go to my friends house today

 

[DoctorGallifrey]

My depression is sending me in a downward spiral again, but thankfully not as bad as last night.

 

[piichinu]

i cut myself & it won't stop bleeding im going to DIE

um. i hope u meant like,,, an accidental cut right

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my parents but nothing new amigos

move out tbh

 

[jiny]

um. i hope u meant like,,, an accidental cut right

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move out tbh

yeah ofc lol

 

[vel]

i keep forgetting my dad has a tattoo over his back and it's bugging me