What's Bothering You?

[Alienfish]

So I finally settled on what phone subscriber/data plan I wanted to change to... only to realize I have to wait until this invoice's due date when the money is deducted from my bank account and status is paid... I'm so stupid lol.

Like the good guy I am I always put in my invoices for the bank to deduct on the exact due date so I don't forget to pay them when I get them

Oh well guess I have to wait til like the 28th or whatever ugh.

 

[daringred_]

Spoiler: a lot of things

i'm ill, again, and as an emetophobe, i really hate it. it has to be stress at this point, because nobody gets this many random bugs back-to-back. it makes me want to cry, because i just want to play games and stuff, but i can't even manage something that simple because i feel like throwing-up non-stop. i've taken some flu tablets, but they haven't kicked in yet if they even will at all.

train strikes, even though cancelled, and other things continue to keep my girlfriend and i apart. i think the constant disappointment and stress that's currently abound in our relationship is partly behind my feeling ill, but who knows.

i just want to sleep, but i'm not sleepy, only exhausted, and i don't really want to trash my sleeping schedule either. (not that it's great at the moment anyway.)

still can't get a doctor's appointment. it's been months. i want to change my meds. i want to sort out getting an autism diagnosis. i want to hear about the test i did for adhd. i want to get another blood test because this level of fatigue just doesn't feel right or related to my diet, and i am so sick of being completely wiped all the time. i don't even care if i need to be on medication for the rest of my life to feel awake, just want it to stop. i want this stupid eczema to go away, but that's probably been caused by the stress too. the call queue to try and book an appointment is absurd; you never get through. when i go online, there are never face-to-face ones available, let alone for my doctor, who never even seems to be there.

the therapy company or w/e screwed up the fact that i only want face-to-face, so they cancelled the video call appointment and... put me on the wait list for face-to-face? i don't know if they slapped me at the bottom or put me at the top, considering it's their fault i wasn't on it to begin with, but if it's the former, i can't be asked to wait another several months over some kind of clerical error when i've already been waiting god knows how long. (even though i think cbt is a total waste of time at this point. how do you plan on changing the thought processes of a brain that doesn't even have thoughts?)

 

[Dim]

I seriously threw out my back at work yesterday. I can hardly move

 

[moonbyu]

Spoiler: hm.

the other day, i was talking to some people about what majors we wanted to go into and when i said what major i wanted to go into (early childhood studies), they kinda just.. looked at each other weirdly?? idk how to explain it well but, it made me feel a bit stupid.
like yeah, i know i'm going to college instead of university first and i know i might not make a killing like an entrepreneur or a surgeon, but i really don't think that's a bad thing. i just want to live a humble life, really. i don't really care much for having a large mansion, driving around in a fancy car or buying luxury items. i just wanna live my life, is all. i just wanna live in an apartment/small house with a cute girl. perhaps a kitty/puppy or two. is that so much to ask?

 

[-Mars-]

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[Bluelady]

The poll inspectors were supposed to remind us to show up tomorrow. I didn’t receive a call. Now I’m worried that I was either forgotten or removed from the precinct board without notice. I had some questions too. This is so frustrating.

At least I was able to confirm the polling site that I was originally assigned too.

 

[Neb]

I was just in the elevator in my apartment building when a person started yelling at me and made false accusations about my political beliefs. There was false gossip about me that was made months ago, but I'm surprised it's still going around. All I did was accidently sit in the lobby during a meeting that didn't allow uninvited guests. There was no sign about it and I thought the lobby was open for all residents 24/7. I even left when they told me to. The person tonight was a complete stranger, so I just ignored them. As I got out of the elevator they yelled "yeah, go into your apartment" and called me a profane name. I thought harassing strangers because you heard false gossip was something people quit doing once they left high school? Talk about immature...

 

[Alienfish]

the domestic mail company here being the most useless thing ever and basically not caring about handing out mail when they should. i mean i know a lot of countries have it bad but this is over 9000 bad man.

 

[Beanz]

i don’t feel very good rn bc i got the covid and flu vaccine last night.

also i just had this massive chemistry test, it was like five pages but the first two were based on simple physical and chemical change questions. hopefully that saves me because i was not good at the math part, i already have a C in that class

 

[Xara]

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[xSuperMario64x]

I've been feeling excessively tired lately and I think it's bc I ran out of my bupropion and I haven't gotten it refilled bc I won't be taking it anymore soon and so there's no use paying $10 for a prescription that I'm only gonna take like 4-5 pills out of and then toss. I don't even think I have any more refills anyways. all I know is for the last 3-4 days I've literally nonstop felt like I haven't slept in 36 hours. it's almost 1pm and I could honestly go back to sleep. and it's not even like a "depression" tired like I usually am, I feel physically tired and I have no energy to do much of anything.


also gettin tired of warm weather in November, I've been getting overheated really easily bc it's november 8th and I keep expecting it to be cold outside (and it actually was pretty cold for a few weeks) but instead the high is like 67F, not to mention a few days ago the high was literally in the mid-70s

 

[Plume]

"DON'T TELL ANYBODY!!" as if I want to have the same stupid conversation again with somebody else, once was bad enough

 

[Chris]

I think this is about as much sleep as I'm getting tonight.

Train strikes today and I have a meeting at 10am. I think the stress of it is keeping me awake.

 

[ali.di.magix]

I feel really bad because I told someone about my flatmates' dog without their permission my flatmate is protective of his dog since she's an American bull dog, which is a highly sought after (and expensive) dog breed, which means shes more likely to get stolen. I didn't really think about that when I told someone else

 

[Marridia]

I changed my name back to vixenism on other places, I kinda regret changing it here.

 

[.: Meri :.]

Spoiler: politics

Cheri Beasley losing the Senate race in NC. Disappointing but I guess I shouldn't be that surprised, the way things have been going. Glad we were already planning to move away from here tbh.

 

[Alienfish]

I've seen like one person selling Mom's Plush but I have way too little bells to even make an offer lol rip.

 

[Croconaw]

I left an open drink in my house by accident and now it’s going to waste. What a ****ing waste. I need to pay more attention. Or just not open drinks before I have to go somewhere.

I have an incompetent manager working today that’s going to talk to everyone in the damn store like a human being and talk to me like a stranger. It’s weird, he likes me for my work ethic but not as a person. Typically it’s the opposite for don’t people.

 

[nightglow]

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[Bluelady]

I’m still mentally recovering from the disaster of being a poll worker. So much mismanagement from the Registrar of Voters department. It’s ridiculous.

Don’t ever volunteer to be a poll worker. Especially students. I know that some places have a program for student volunteers. An incompetent department will just leave you and your group hanging high and dry while they just wipe their mistakes on you.