What's Bothering You?

really wish my dad would leave me alone. every time my day goes from okay to awful it happens bc he's doing something to irritate me. and I can't stand up for myself and tell him to stop bc he gets all offended and has an attitude. I'm so tired of this.
 
The AquaDom exploded yesterday. 😥
I've been inside it several times and I can't imagine how that could have happened. There's a restaurant I like to go to on Karl-Lienknecke Straße directly next door to where the AquaDom stood. The staff there are always so kind to us. I hope they're able to reopen.

Also, Sky Q is being a pain and not letting me download the movie I was planning to watch tonight. 😔
 
Me when I see a fly literally a few days before winter:
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I'm sitting waiting for my shift at work to start. I've been on leave and haven't been to work since the summer so I'm really nervous. Also idk how I used to do afternoon shift so easily before, I'm already getting sleepy lmao. Also apparently one of our coworkers had a heart attack last week & passed away infront of everyone so I'm glad I wasn't there to witness it.. His poor family though, losing him right before Christmas.
 
horrible sinus headache again yay

also no matter what I do to try and fix it, my video previews are all super slow on Openshot, meaning the audio doesn't play and the video only moves forward one second every like 7 seconds. and I can't edit this video if I can't hear the audio. I even tried updating it and that wont even launch without immediately crashing. idk what the deal is.
 
Yeah mom it's one thing trying to get help for stuff and a whole other claiming this *****y side of yours is some "personality" lol.
 
I ordered from a website a month ago and my item still hasn’t been shipped. I sent three messages over the past week and they aren’t responding. I would just like a refund if the item is not going to be shipped.
 
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How on earth do you react to a sudden text from your Mother that you have barely contact anymore to for your own sanity that pretty much said "Hey, so I almost died and didn't tell you about it but yeah so here now you know. Anyways the guy that is my husband that was ready to punch you in front of me that I didn't even bother saying anything to? He saved my life, he's my hero!!!"

I want to cry, scream and punch something at the same time but it'll wake up my baby and fiancé will be mad if I destroy something. What to do, what to do..
 
Just tired, demotivated and burnt out from work rn…just one more day after this and then I’m on holiday
 
I can't believe I honestly got told "stop being so sensitive" how emotionless and cold do I need to be to satisfy people?
I promise you you're fine, the world really doesn't need any more insensitive people. you just keep doing your thing :)



I hate that I have to work again tomorrow. I'm getting so exhausted from it, going in and dealing w people gossiping and misgendering me, not to mention cats terrorizing other cats so I get to hear angry screeches constantly. I just want to wake up tomorrow and be able to go back to sleep in my nice cozy bed.

also feeling quite pathetic 🙃
 
I can't believe I honestly got told "stop being so sensitive" how emotionless and cold do I need to be to satisfy people?
It hate it when people put others down for "being sensitive", yet shame people for not crying/being sensitive to certain things. Like, what do you want from us? We are all emotionally wired differently.
 
The universe decided to hate me with this sequence of events. I got no sleep last night from stress and my sleep schedule was messed up but I had to be up early so I just decided to go sleepless. I really tried my hardest at my appointment and it was going somewhere and means something to me but a laundry pipe broke and started covering the floor in water. And that happened twice. Of course I woke up to my parents fighting over it twice. At least this time something happened and they aren’t arguing over dust or something so menial but I basically got no rest after my session and this has to stop. None of this has anything to do with me but both of my parents still involve me with the “stop you’ll wake [me] up” or “she said/did this [from decades ago, why dont you yell at her”.

it took me until this year to learn how to cry. Maybe someday i can learn to sleep but i think something that simple will be a lifelong fight. I am now running on 1.5h sleep and for the last two weeks have gotten 4 hours on most dayys
 
I've had 4hrs sleep and I have an 8am doctors appointment. I just want to go back to sleep but after being sick for weeks I can't justify not going. 🥱
 
I woke up just go to to the bathroom about an hour ago, but it turned into me being on my phone for an hour, lol. I should go back to sleep. Luckily, I’ll still end up with a decent amount of sleep with the hour or two I got before, plus the additional 7-8 hours I’ll get once I go back to sleep.
 
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