What's Bothering You?

Okay this entire month of May has been chaotic for me in general in terms of health. I've got so much going with my health. For those who don't know I am suffering from Hypertension and I'm also a Type 2 Diabetic (confirmed last year after beig in the hospital). I've been to several doctors and taking a lot different medications.

I'm doing okay for the most part and the new medications I've gotten recently are helping me. Of course I have several more appointments next month in June and I still need to go see an Eye Doctor and Liver Doctor so theres that issue. Just want to keep everyone updated on what has been happening to me throughout the month.

Its just all the same thing with these doctors. Wake up early in the morning, get ready, go to the doctors office, wait like 30 to 40 minutes to be called on, then do your usual weigh in and blood pressure. Lastly you wait on the doctor which feels like forever and by the time they come in you have to answer so many questions it gets so repetitive.

With due respect I know they are just doing their job but the amount of times I've been seeing so many different doctors its just gotten so tedious and boring just having to wait on them.
 
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I HATE DHL I HATE DHL I HATE DHL
this is the second time i'm using their shipping service and both times, they MESSED IT UP. never again.
 
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Woop tiny deleted rant
edit2: I shouldn’t be such a defeatist damn man… really trying not to throw away the people who care about me or anything. When it comes to accepting help it aint other people, its me.
 
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Just a lot of things going wrong. I've been eating a lot less, and I'm much more annoyed and angry about every little thing. I feel more awkward around everyone, and I don't get enough sleep at night. I feel ignored and isolated with my friends, and I'm distant with my family. My self-confidence (if I had any in the first place) has gone down the drain, and I feel like I can't do anything well. I'm stressed because exams are starting soon and I'm still not done all my school assignments. Definitely hasn't been the best few weeks...
 
Cat woke me up one too many times this morning...and now I'm up without getting hardly any sleep. - Probably fell asleep around 12:30...then he woke me up at around 3:30. He comes into my room and meows, and I get him to lay down and go to sleep. Then he wakes me up a second time, trying to claw my door open from the inside about an hour later. Then I get him to lay down and go to sleep again. Then my dad comes inside from the garage at around 4:30 and my cat hears that and starts meowing to go out again. Then the birds started chirping loudly, and I started thinking of a bunch of stuff and getting too depressed to sleep. And, yeah...that was it. Three times, and I just couldn't sleep after that. Probably got less than 3 hours of sleep. Ugh.
 
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Apparently someone spread a rumor that I’m dating the cook from my second job, lol. I’m being told someone from my first job started it but I don’t know why it would’ve started in the first place. I try to avoid drama…
 
House prices are so ridiculous in urban America right now. One of my moms and I are looking for a house in the Seattle area and we can't find anything good under $500,000. We've decided to start saving up for an apartment in a suburb until the prices go down a bit. Considering the fact we're already paying $2000+ a month for our two bedroom apartment, money is very tight. Neither of us will be making any casual purchases for upwards of a year. Instead of buying new games and books I'll be using the library and clearing my game backlog. I have a nasty spending habit, so it'll be quite difficult.

On the bright side the intensive therapy I had back in January has made a huge difference and I'm making good progress with my new therapist. It's a shame I'll have to switch once I move, but that's what I get for moving for the sake of education and job opportunities.
 
I was misgendered today looking for socks. Like he asking me what size I wear and I said “men’s 9” and he said “woman’s 9” so they’d work. I didn’t wanna argue so I just said they were for my boyfriend and that got the conversation back on track. I thought I looked like a male. A 15 year old one at that, but a male nonetheless.

It’s probably my voice.
 
Everything is bothering me tbh. I’m just physically and emotionally exhausted.
 
I really don't understand why people I know personally start following me on social media but don't bother to interact with me at all. Whether that's through likes, comments or personal messages. I'm not a statistic, I'm a human being and I'd like to be treated like one from time to time and no I'm not going to be the one to constantly make the effort when I didn't reach out first.
 
When when WHEN is my life going to truly start? When am I going to feel like myself again? When are things going to go my way only ONCE. I try I try so hard I've done nothing but try for months, years and always, ALWAYS something sets everything back. Am I going to waste another year? For things out my control? When is something going to be under my control just a little. I'm not getting younger, I am young but I don't feel like it sometimes, like I'm on a timer to do or be certain things, sometimes I don't even feel like myself. I just want something to actually go my way for once, something good.
 
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i'm way too burnt out. my life has been a rollercoaster this past year. missed job opportunities, health issues, substance abuse, therapy, meetings, sponsors, grad school. i've done so much to try to get my life back on track and it still feels like an uphill battle. every day is exhausting. i know it won't be like this forever, but still. i'm overloading myself on grad school classes so i can finish in the spring and start looking for professional work, but the itch to go back to my old ways is ever there. i need a break.
 
This has been really bothering me and its about seeing so many doctors:
Okay I'm a 28 year old and I weigh 330 Pounds who has medical conditions like Hypertension and Type 2 Diabetes. I've been refered to several doctors and they are giving me so many medications to treat. The medications I am taking are Rybelsus 3 MG/ 7MG, Amlodipine 10 MG, Glipizide 5 MG, Hydrazine 50 MG, and Carvediol 25 MG to treat the conditions I have mentioned.

The Doctors that I'm refered too by my Primary Care Doctor are:

Cardiologist (who prescribed Amlodipine 10 MG) diagnosed with Essential Hypertension

Endocrinologist (who prescribed Glipizide 5 MG and Rybelsus 3 MG/7 MG) diagnosed with Type 2 Diabetes

Ophthalmologist (yet to see) diagnosed with Diabetes Mellitus, New Onset

Gastroenterologist (yet to see) diagonsed with Nonalcoholic Steatohepatitis

The question that I am asking is do I have to see this many doctors? So far they have been telling me the same advice about "losing weight, excercising, and cutting back on junk food" which I've been doing for the longest time yet despite that I am not losing any weight no matter how hard I tried. Seeing this many doctors is putting so much stress on me.
 
My neighbor replaced all of his faded and tattered political flags with new even more obnoxious ones. People are truly crazy. I mean...political opinions aside, these things just look like trash. I hate the aesthetic of people with their tacky signs and flags.
 
LuchaSloth said:
My neighbor replaced all of his faded and tattered political flags with new even more obnoxious ones. People are truly crazy. I mean...political opinions aside, these things just look like trash. I hate the aesthetic of people with their tacky signs and flags.
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Can't really blame you. politics is so more divided than ever before. No matter which side you're on its always insults back and forth.
 
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