What's Bothering You?

I literally have no reason to be dealing with this much physical anxiety. everything is just fine, great even, but I'm just over here trembling and heart racing as if someone is threatening me.

if this doesn't stop by tomorrow I may have to get in touch w my psychiatrist, though I really hate to deal w it for another day 🙃
 
I had sleep paralysis last night for the first time since I was a teenager 🙃 Nothing like seeing the silhouette of a hand reaching over the side of your bed at 4am!!
 
i want the ground to open up and swallow me whole and suck me down into the oblivion that i deserve to be in

(aka: i only got 3 hours of sleep and im tired)
 
I really don't understand why people I know personally start following me on social media but don't bother to interact with me at all. Whether that's through likes, comments or personal messages. I'm not a statistic, I'm a human being and I'd like to be treated like one from time to time and no I'm not going to be the one to constantly make the effort when I didn't reach out first.
For what it’s worth I often follow/friend people I want to talk to at some point so I kind of remember to do so, especially these days where so many sites let you change usernames I could remember icon/posting style but forget names unless I saw someone again. I’m not exactly great at acting on it, I’m anxious.

but if you aren’t even getting likes, yeah I get it. Being on discord servers where nobody would even leave a react on my casual messages even tho i was invited by friends etc
 
yall ever just experience every imaginable negative emotion constantly, nonstop, all the time
 
honestly don’t know how people are artists and do commissions for a living, posting your art online is one of the most discouraging things (not on here, everyone’s really nice on here)
 
Medication side effects are just killing me right now. A new medication I'm on is so potent that if I miss a dose then it screws up everything (sleep, appetite, energy etc.) so bad. I'm pretty good at remembering to take them, but it hasn't been great recently 😕
 
Medication side effects are just killing me right now. A new medication I'm on is so potent that if I miss a dose then it screws up everything (sleep, appetite, energy etc.) so bad. I'm pretty good at remembering to take them, but it hasn't been great recently 😕
Set alarms to take them. If you take them at the same time everyday then you can even set the alarms to recur daily.
 
Anyone else here have ADHD? I’m in finals week for college and I have like 5 different big projects piled up that I’ve barely touched just because I don’t feel like doing them 😩. ADHD can be so insane!!!
I’ve never been diagnosed with it, but I feel like I could have ADHD. similar to what you said, I have a hard time paying attention to things for an extended period of time, which is a symptom.
 
I’ve never been diagnosed with it, but I feel like I could have ADHD. similar to what you said, I have a hard time paying attention to things for an extended period of time, which is a symptom.
Anyone else here have ADHD? I’m in finals week for college and I have like 5 different big projects piled up that I’ve barely touched just because I don’t feel like doing them 😩. ADHD can be so insane!!!

In my case I will start doing a thing, then start another, then another, then another and so on, never finishing anything, until I see a dog and forget about everything. (Yes, I can just leave in a middle of a conversation if I see a dog). Or I will do a lot of things BUT the things I'm supposed to do. It's like that FB video of the woman who wants to eat lunch but is doing plenty other stuff instead.
 
I was going to leave without writing what is bothering me.
A lot of things is bothering me actually, it's that season where everything break in the house and around and it will cost all the money we don't have. New neighbors also made a complain because we were not respecting some rules...those same neighbors also threatened another neighbor to call the police because their dog wandered a bit outside their yard and went into the woods. That dog is super nice but they are scared of her because she's big. Also that woods belongs to someone else, they had no business there. Maybe it's also them who called the police because tiny kids were too loud in the kindergarten.

But it's still not what is bothering me right now. What is bothering me today is friends and relatives being mad at me and sulking because I didn't call them. They didn't call me either. They didn't text me or talked to me on social medias either. Why is it my fault alone? Like a relative of mine is always "Nobody cares about me, nobody comes to see me" and so on, but I'm the one visiting them when they never visited me, or called me or even asked me how I was doing. Each time, I just go there to listen to them to complain about me and I usually let it goes but some days...some days...:mad:
Same for friends, each time I call them they are not there, often travelling, too busy, I don't want to annoy them, so I waiting them to call.
Sometimes when I called they put me on hold and forgot, once they fell asleep. They are the ones forgetting their promises and then giving me the passive aggressive silent treatment. I'm tired.
 
In my case I will start doing a thing, then start another, then another, then another and so on, never finishing anything, until I see a dog and forget about everything. (Yes, I can just leave in a middle of a conversation if I see a dog). Or I will do a lot of things BUT the things I'm supposed to do. It's like that FB video of the woman who wants to eat lunch but is doing plenty other stuff instead.
SAAAAAAAAAAAAME for the longest time, I have always struggled to do (well, major) things from start to finish. I also get sidetracked/distracted easily.

Edit: I hope I can learn to overcome the first thing, as I want to be an author.
 
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