Hopeless Opus
diluc is my king
i keep getting compared to other people in my life and i'm just tired of it. like it's exhausting. i am my own person.
What's Bothering You?
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LuchaSloth
Sloth
My grandmother is really sick and will realistically pass away soon. Trying to be positive...but, I'm also a realist. She is 92, and probably has cancer. She was hospitalized for a while and they wanted to do more tests, but she refused the tests and wanted to go home for her remaining time. They wanted to do a biopsy...but couldn't do it because there was fluid built up where they needed to get to. So, yeah...we're just assuming it's cancer. That seems most likely. She isn't really eating, and is down to about 70lbs. Obviously, people need to weigh more than that in order to remain alive.
Snap Crackle Pop
Senior Member
I really need to stop being scared to apply to jobs that are geared towards what I want my career to be. I'm so afraid of change but I know that it is something I need to do and want to do but my anxiety is at an all time high because I hate change. I think I'm afraid I won't get hired because I don't have the experience I need even though that was out of my control.
ZeldaCrossing64
Sugary Cynic
Edit: Feeling a bit better regarding the food, but I'm still bothered.
I'm really annoyed right now. One of my online friends is mad at a person and they keep using racial slurs and insults while talking about them. It's weird because this is totally unlike them. I feel like another one of my friends is gonna start venting again. I wish I could help them, but my mental health is pretty bad right now and I have my own problems to deal with. I'm just gonna get off Discord because I need some time to myself.
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revirevision on Discord
Its the little things that hurt the most
I have to go to work tomorrow – my first real shift. A horrifying 5am opening shift. Waking up at 4am is fine, but I’m nervous about the fact that I’ve forgotten pretty much everything since my training three weeks ago. I never got to practice making all of the drinks, or using the cash register…. I just hope whoever I’m going to be opening with will be patient with me.
Also, I have so many social plans going on right now, and a lot of mixing-up and cross-introductions between people from different social groups in my life. Which is fun but also stressful since I feel responsible if people don’t get along. But I think I have to abandon that mindset and kinda just … be. Like, hello, you’re my friend and you’re my friend and it’s okay if we aren’t all a friend group together. I need to stop feeling so responsible for everyone else’s feelings. We can all live in this funky world alongside each other.
Also, I have so many social plans going on right now, and a lot of mixing-up and cross-introductions between people from different social groups in my life. Which is fun but also stressful since I feel responsible if people don’t get along. But I think I have to abandon that mindset and kinda just … be. Like, hello, you’re my friend and you’re my friend and it’s okay if we aren’t all a friend group together. I need to stop feeling so responsible for everyone else’s feelings. We can all live in this funky world alongside each other.
ali.di.magix
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Rent prices, man. They're absolutely insane.
I can barely afford to move out into another place despite how unhappy I am with my current situation. The price for rent for a room in another house is pretty up there, and if I wanted my own sleepout or self contained unit the prices are absurd. Also don't want to spend absurd amounts on rent as I'll have no room for savings...life is just great 
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revirevision on Discord
Why do so many places only want online resumes. What happened to talking in person.
(Wasted three hours at the mall trying to hand out resumes)
(Wasted three hours at the mall trying to hand out resumes)
Man my moms visit home was just cancelled. There's a new doctor on my moms ward today and when he saw her, he asked why her hand is so swollen. Well I had been trying to get the other doctors attention for over a week about he and he insisted it was nothing, just a side effect of her stroke. He even called her "just emotional". Now this new doctor says it's serious so he's sending her back to the hospital from her physio ward so they can run tests cause he's worried she will have another stroke. He's also changing all her meds cause apparently her old meds weren't doing anything 
I had to enter a new card for my Comcast WiFi since it was expired, and they were saying my balance due was $0 for the longest time every day I tried to pay it with a new card. Try online, and it directs you to a white screen. I had to wait until Comcast themselves shut it off and probably issued a late fee. 
**** this company. But cheaply priced WiFi, I can’t complain.
**** this company. But cheaply priced WiFi, I can’t complain.
