What's Bothering You?

I have to go to work tomorrow – my first real shift. A horrifying 5am opening shift. Waking up at 4am is fine, but I’m nervous about the fact that I’ve forgotten pretty much everything since my training three weeks ago. I never got to practice making all of the drinks, or using the cash register…. I just hope whoever I’m going to be opening with will be patient with me.

Also, I have so many social plans going on right now, and a lot of mixing-up and cross-introductions between people from different social groups in my life. Which is fun but also stressful since I feel responsible if people don’t get along. But I think I have to abandon that mindset and kinda just … be. Like, hello, you’re my friend and you’re my friend and it’s okay if we aren’t all a friend group together. I need to stop feeling so responsible for everyone else’s feelings. We can all live in this funky world alongside each other.
 
Rent prices, man. They're absolutely insane.
I can barely afford to move out into another place despite how unhappy I am with my current situation. The price for rent for a room in another house is pretty up there, and if I wanted my own sleepout or self contained unit the prices are absurd. Also don't want to spend absurd amounts on rent as I'll have no room for savings...life is just great 🙃
 
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girl i just wanna see the barbie movie tonight dont put me in a damn tornado 💀💀💀 thank god for xanax
 
Man my moms visit home was just cancelled. There's a new doctor on my moms ward today and when he saw her, he asked why her hand is so swollen. Well I had been trying to get the other doctors attention for over a week about he and he insisted it was nothing, just a side effect of her stroke. He even called her "just emotional". Now this new doctor says it's serious so he's sending her back to the hospital from her physio ward so they can run tests cause he's worried she will have another stroke. He's also changing all her meds cause apparently her old meds weren't doing anything 💀
 
My 3DS is really pissing me off. I’m trying to unscrew it so I can get to the motherboard to try to fix it but it’s really annoying to do that.
 
Just when I thought I was going to get to sleep at a more decent time so I'd be able to do what I wanted, there's a thunderstorm.... I cannot sleep through that at all.
 
I had to enter a new card for my Comcast WiFi since it was expired, and they were saying my balance due was $0 for the longest time every day I tried to pay it with a new card. Try online, and it directs you to a white screen. I had to wait until Comcast themselves shut it off and probably issued a late fee. 🙄 **** this company. But cheaply priced WiFi, I can’t complain.
 
I think i might be sick..? kinda tmi but I keep having to pooop!
on top of a stuffy nose, but like.... why? it's barbie day God, why would u do this to me ;-;
I am literally a poopy pants on Barbie Day! HORRIBLE
 
I’m at second job and one of the morning people came back to my area I guess to say bye to people and she said no one’s back there even though I was there, lol made me feel invisible af. I already dissociate sometimes and have identity trouble lol it hit hard. 😖
 
I had this weird package delivered to me with my address, but some other person's name on it. Was some medical company I never heard of. I looked them up online and apparently they are a scam company that is sending expired covid test kits from 2021 and somehow stealing info to charge said people $200+ for each package.

It doesn't look like any of my info has been compromised, but they did get my residence. Going to have to keep my eyes out. Why the hell can't people just actually make a decent living? I can't stand these types of people. They need to be throw in the sun.
 
woke up in a mild sweat 😩

idk why some nights I'm okay or even a little cold, and then some nights I'm absolutely burning up. doesn't seem to have anything to do with the weather or humidity. by extension I really hate this AC unit in my window, it runs basically nonstop and I'm waking up like this. what a waste of energy.
 
I have the air conditioner on at night and it’s always freezing when I wake up. I leave it off and I have trouble sleeping because it’s hot out. But I love heat, just not when I’m trying to sleep. But it’s better than freezing which is worse.
 
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