What's Bothering You?

That bass is single-handedly putting me in a bad mood. ): at least out of context you could assume i’m talking about a fish which is sort of funny… you know i’m allergic to seafood.

edit: also continues to bother me my dad apologised halfheartedly for making noise yesterday as if that was the only day, and conveniently not acknowledging the way he treated my mom recently. It’s another thing I don’t even like mentioning but I dunno any more man. I wanted rest every day this week and life says no to me
 
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I'm trying so hard to be better about asking for things I want/need but I'm still kinda bad abt it and idek why. I guess part of me is still used to not having my needs met most of the time, I take care of my family and yet I have to take care of myself so often still. don't get me wrong, they definitely do stuff to help me out, but there's an emotional and health-related aspect that's often neglected.

I just feel kinda guilty asking for things and I wish it wasn't like that. I think I'm so used to being told no that I've come to expect it 😞


edit: also funny how ever since I accidentally messed up my meds a few days ago I've been dealing with this stupid anxiety in the morning again. I hate this so much. guess I'll have to talk to my psychiatrist.
 
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Does anyone else smell the paracetamol (tylenol/acetaminophen for the people in the Land of the free) like In the body like the fumes are inside of ur nostrils after abt 20-30 minutes of taking it .. Maybe a weird question to ask but every time i mention it ppl are like Umm wat do u mean. I Know im not crazy because others on reddit have described the exact same thing with the same/similar medicine but like????????Why does it happen????????????????????
 
Does anyone else smell the paracetamol (tylenol/acetaminophen for the people in the Land of the free) like In the body like the fumes are inside of ur nostrils after abt 20-30 minutes of taking it .. Maybe a weird question to ask but every time i mention it ppl are like Umm wat do u mean. I Know im not crazy because others on reddit have described the exact same thing with the same/similar medicine but like????????Why does it happen????????????????????
YES!!!!!!!!! YEEES ohmy gOD i used to hate taking medications because i can taste and smell it for like an HOUR AFTER. the only way i can get it to stop is to chase it with like, juice or something. i have to take pills daily so it sucks.
 
Overall I am just really tired but if I go to sleep now (4pm) I can't sleep during the night T_T
 
Whoever made the school schedules this year and isolated me from literally all of my friends better be glad they don’t get to face my wrath in person. I thought everything was getting better, what happened?
 
I'm just so annoyed at my cat, Wookie, right now. He's been meowing non-stop since last night to go outside. He's not like Caramel who usually makes little "bruup?" sounds instead of a full meow, either. At this point I would've let him go outside so he can be quiet, but we can't because of the tornado warnings. I'll take that over my cat being outside in "potential tornado weather" in case of an imminent disaster, but I wish he'd shut his mouth for one minute.
 
My favorite person has to walk to work this week since she doesn’t have enough money for gas, and she won’t let me help her out.
 
My mom keeps bossing me around today. It’s annoying and I’ve told her this before.
 
CW: We have vomit in the story today, friends :( Blurred out for yalls well being.

I ate the spiciest dinner today... Like my throat was on fire kinda spicy and I was going *sssss hha ssss ha* between bites. It was Indian food. I order mild at this place but their mild is definitely like a hot. My roommate can handle heat extremely well (she eats so, so spicy I sometimes worry for her health lol) and even she admits this place's mild is pretty spicy. Even the restaurant admits their mild is spicy LOL. I can handle just enough heat but this is no joke the spiciest "mild" I have ever witnessed. I had lassi and raita between every bite... like... I was getting called out big time here. Ended dinner with a scoop of gelato and a cup of chai just to try to cool things down.

And I guess I ate too much because I had to beeline it to the toilet to vom. It was the projectile kind and it came up through my nose and OH did it burn. I've never felt a burn that painful before. I could feel the curries burning through my nasal passage... like I had to do the *sss ha sssss ha* between each vom session... I had tears in my eyes because it was so spicy. I had to hit my head because the heat was sending shivers of pain through the heat.

So now my nose is burnt and every time I breathe from it it feels like I've spent an entire day at the pool and my nose is broken from chlorine.
 
Today (well, yesterday) I learned that AMBER alerts and weather warnings have the same alarm sound. :,> (Maybe just in Canada? A friend of mine from Ontario told me they got an alert the same time I did.) I heard one earlier in the day and got really scared because I'm terrified of EAS alarms. I think it was just a tornado/thunderstorm warning, but I was still freaked out regardless.

Also, just Canada having crap weather (especially Eastern, AKA where I live). Forest fires, thunderstorms, tornadoes... I'm glad to have only gotten moderately severe thunderstorms, but I'm bracing for a natural disaster.
 
Today (well, yesterday) I learned that AMBER alerts and weather warnings have the same alarm sound. :,> (Maybe just in Canada? A friend of mine from Ontario told me they got an alert the same time I did.) I heard one earlier in the day and got really scared because I'm terrified of EAS alarms. I think it was just a tornado/thunderstorm warning, but I was still freaked out regardless.

Also, just Canada having crap weather (especially Eastern, AKA where I live). Forest fires, thunderstorms, tornadoes... I'm glad to have only gotten moderately severe thunderstorms, but I'm bracing for a natural disaster.
I turned off AMBER alerts so I don’t have to hear those sounds. But when I do hear those sounds (which I still do), it means we’re under a tornado warning or some flood warning.
 
idk what my problem is but I haven't felt this awful in a while, it's like I'm anxious and also physically ill. doesn't help that I had to get up for a bit to do something like an hour ago and now I can't go back to sleep, so I'm just wide awake at 6am now 🥲

edit: I'm still feeling kinda anxious but it's much better now than it was last night and this morning. I will say though, today will probably be exhausting again because I didn't sleep well at all last night. I'm just grateful the crippling anxiety is basically gone, for now at least.
 
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I've felt awful all week and I'm supposed to go celebrate my nephew's birthday today...(He's turning 16?? I can't believe it. I feel old.) I wanted to say tomorrow but it's already 5 AM.
I really hope I can ask to stay home. I just can't imagine going. I don't even like eating right now. Everything makes me feel worse. Oh yeah, I also have a migraine.
 
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