xSuperMario64x
a very tired Bug 🪲💤
messed up my meds a few nights ago so I'm dealing with unnecessary anxiety rn. hoping it settles down soon, I really hate this feeling 
What's Bothering You?
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The mirror.
Give me your energy.
Sleeping two hours at a time because my tiny dog is, tiny. She is kinda noisy at night too..She is a bundle of love though... Even if she is great about attacking your clothing and making fuzz all over the floor from toys, and I know it will only last a few weeks, but I already miss my sleep and being able to get up and do stuff that's needed to be done without worrying about missing her signal to go outside, and getting under/behind things.
But when she sleeps
she is so fun to hold, when she allows me, since she's so small. I won't be able to do that in 10 months. She'll be too big. Probably in 8 months actually. She is bold and independent which is good since she is going to be a little bigger than the ones I have now who are needy with being held or constantly touching you lol
I think I'm too worn out for this task lol. She is so full of energy, running laps and constantly tugging on things and biting and my old tuckered out dogs look at her like she is nuts. But they do seem to like her and play with her in the evenings. She will be a great walking partner, granted if I feel like she is large enough when full grown incase loose dogs come towards us. And if she doesn't drag me across the asphalt.
The time now is bitter sweet.
But the bitter does bother me for a number of reasons.
It is a good chance she is our very last dog together. For sure last actual puppy if she isnt our last dog. Which is kinda sad, but I've got problems that will wear on me more later.
Coco is our second puppy to raise and is doing very well impo. Our first was Hans and he was a terror. He was like one of those demon dogs you see on viral videos before he was old enough to get fixed. He was also hard to housebreak. He turned out really well though. (And no longer demon dog) The other two were rescue dogs and were already out of their puppy phases, and they were already house broken. But Coco isnt a terror nor demon dog. She just has moments of being a little monster like most pups.
But when she sleeps
she is so fun to hold, when she allows me, since she's so small. I won't be able to do that in 10 months. She'll be too big. Probably in 8 months actually. She is bold and independent which is good since she is going to be a little bigger than the ones I have now who are needy with being held or constantly touching you lol I think I'm too worn out for this task lol. She is so full of energy, running laps and constantly tugging on things and biting and my old tuckered out dogs look at her like she is nuts. But they do seem to like her and play with her in the evenings. She will be a great walking partner, granted if I feel like she is large enough when full grown incase loose dogs come towards us. And if she doesn't drag me across the asphalt.
The time now is bitter sweet.
But the bitter does bother me for a number of reasons.It is a good chance she is our very last dog together. For sure last actual puppy if she isnt our last dog. Which is kinda sad, but I've got problems that will wear on me more later.
Coco is our second puppy to raise and is doing very well impo. Our first was Hans and he was a terror. He was like one of those demon dogs you see on viral videos before he was old enough to get fixed. He was also hard to housebreak. He turned out really well though. (And no longer demon dog) The other two were rescue dogs and were already out of their puppy phases, and they were already house broken. But Coco isnt a terror nor demon dog. She just has moments of being a little monster like most pups.
I don't usually post here but its been bothering me for a while now. My NH island is in limbo because I bought a newer Switch last year (my old one had a cracked screen). Anyway, I feel I can't rescue my island in limbo. All that work and time making it look nice, all the generous users here that helped me get Celeste items and cataloguing. I feel all of that has gone to waste because right now the only way to continue playing NH is to give up my old island and start over again. I feel really down about it.
It was only for a few minutes so trying to report them was useless but at 2:30 am my neighbour absolutely blasted music and it was enough to wake me up. The volume they put it at shouldn’t even be legal but because they don’t have it on for long stretches during illegal hours it’s perfectly allowed and legal. I have seen a dozen people move out because of these neighbours. Every single person in my street hates them.
That bass is single-handedly putting me in a bad mood. ): at least out of context you could assume i’m talking about a fish which is sort of funny… you know i’m allergic to seafood.
edit: also continues to bother me my dad apologised halfheartedly for making noise yesterday as if that was the only day, and conveniently not acknowledging the way he treated my mom recently. It’s another thing I don’t even like mentioning but I dunno any more man. I wanted rest every day this week and life says no to me
edit: also continues to bother me my dad apologised halfheartedly for making noise yesterday as if that was the only day, and conveniently not acknowledging the way he treated my mom recently. It’s another thing I don’t even like mentioning but I dunno any more man. I wanted rest every day this week and life says no to me
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xSuperMario64x
a very tired Bug 🪲💤
I'm trying so hard to be better about asking for things I want/need but I'm still kinda bad abt it and idek why. I guess part of me is still used to not having my needs met most of the time, I take care of my family and yet I have to take care of myself so often still. don't get me wrong, they definitely do stuff to help me out, but there's an emotional and health-related aspect that's often neglected.
I just feel kinda guilty asking for things and I wish it wasn't like that. I think I'm so used to being told no that I've come to expect it
edit: also funny how ever since I accidentally messed up my meds a few days ago I've been dealing with this stupid anxiety in the morning again. I hate this so much. guess I'll have to talk to my psychiatrist.
I just feel kinda guilty asking for things and I wish it wasn't like that. I think I'm so used to being told no that I've come to expect it
edit: also funny how ever since I accidentally messed up my meds a few days ago I've been dealing with this stupid anxiety in the morning again. I hate this so much. guess I'll have to talk to my psychiatrist.
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idiotdoomspiral
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Does anyone else smell the paracetamol (tylenol/acetaminophen for the people in the Land of the free) like In the body like the fumes are inside of ur nostrils after abt 20-30 minutes of taking it .. Maybe a weird question to ask but every time i mention it ppl are like Umm wat do u mean. I Know im not crazy because others on reddit have described the exact same thing with the same/similar medicine but like????????Why does it happen????????????????????
YES!!!!!!!!! YEEES ohmy gOD i used to hate taking medications because i can taste and smell it for like an HOUR AFTER. the only way i can get it to stop is to chase it with like, juice or something. i have to take pills daily so it sucks.
Ravenkitty22
No, one mourns the wicked
Whoever made the school schedules this year and isolated me from literally all of my friends better be glad they don’t get to face my wrath in person. I thought everything was getting better, what happened?
ZeldaCrossing64
Wait, aren't dogs colorblind?
I'm just so annoyed at my cat, Wookie, right now. He's been meowing non-stop since last night to go outside. He's not like Caramel who usually makes little "bruup?" sounds instead of a full meow, either. At this point I would've let him go outside so he can be quiet, but we can't because of the tornado warnings. I'll take that over my cat being outside in "potential tornado weather" in case of an imminent disaster, but I wish he'd shut his mouth for one minute.
xSuperMario64x
a very tired Bug 🪲💤
being a caregiver is so exhausting
xSuperMario64x
a very tired Bug 🪲💤
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