What's Bothering You?

[Beanz]

school tomorrow

i hate how it’s going to ruin my shower schedule, i have to wash my hair everyday because i get very oily. gotta love that school air.

 

[boring]

Life is somewhat difficult constantly, and I only have the patience for a certain amount of struggle at a time.

 

[Shawna]

Stomach cramps

 

[-Apples-]

school tomorrow

i hate how it’s going to ruin my shower schedule, i have to wash my hair everyday because i get very oily. gotta love that school air.

School is cruel. In primary education (Grades K-12), five days each week absorb 7 hours of your life, with notes to sit through, rough kids, and tons of homework. But this becomes less of a disadvantage when you're in the 12th grade.

 

[Midoriya]

Today wasn't a good day, unfortunately. I hate weekends.

 

[Croconaw]

I’m in a situation. I have two jobs and I highly prefer my second job, no matter how much I refuse to admit it. My manager from my first job is best friends with the manager from the second job, and she introduced me to the other job. I was brought in at the second job as a borrowed employee temporarily, but they loved me there and I’ve been working part time there 1-3 days a week just due to lack of availability because of my first job. I’m still technically being borrowed, though. She’s only giving me shifts because I enjoy it and there are openings.

To put it simply: There are things I love about the first job, and there things I love about the second job… but the things I love about the second job are more important to me in a job.

I think working the second job full time would significantly decrease my stress levels. I don’t know how to go about this and I’m not quite ready to leave the first job yet. My favorite person is a major reason. I’d miss her a ton and I really only see her at work since she’s so busy with school. I also have a friend that I’m not sure how things will be between us when I’m not working with her. We have communication outside of work, though, so I guess that’s good. We just don’t text that much since she’s not much of a texter.

I’m unsure of how to proceed.

 

[nightglow]

In pain and would like to sleep but not sure I can for a while.

 

[ZeldaCrossing64]

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[Beanz]

i can’t sleep and tmi warning: of course i got my period at the worst time, i got pain and everything. i’ve only gotten 2 hours of sleep.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

Spoiler: anxiety again yay!!

I somehow forgot to take my anxiety med yesterday morning so of course now I'm paying for it


also I'm absolutely freezing for some reason, had to put on a hoodie so I would shop shivering so aggressively. even now, with the hoodie and being under a blanket, I'm shivering a bit. it's probably partly because of my anxiety. ugh, I'm trying so hard to be gentle and not call myself stupid, but it's hard bc now I'm gonna have to suffer the consequences of my simple mistake. best part is, I'm gonna be alone all morning/afternoon which makes coping extra difficult. I hate this.

edit: on top of this I'm now also feeling very physically unwell, for an unrelated but equally aggravating reason. this just ain't my day apparently

 

[moonbyu]

i missed my online orientation

 

[xSuperMario64x]

been feeling very lonely all day, that's always fun


also am incredibly tired and I haven't even left for work yet, kinda not looking forward to it

 

[azurill]

They are now starting to announce closures. The schools and airport will be closed tomorrow and Wednesday. No word on if work will be closed. More concerned about Wednesday then tomorrow since Wednesday is supposed to have the worst weather. Just going to have to keep waiting to find out.

 

[Beanz]

-delete

 

[pottercrossing]

I'm on my period, I have COVID again, and I have to go back to school in a couple days.

I am not okay.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

Spoiler: x

today's really just not my day at all. I have a bad headache, dealing w PMS so I feel like someone punched me in my lower abdomen, being overly emotional because of PMS as well, feeling very fatigued and lethargic and tired, been dealing with my face breaking out a bit bc my old face wash was irritating my skin, and I also got a speeding ticket bc I somehow wasn't watching my damn speed so I had to be a bit late to work.

reeeally not vibing today guys. I feel like ****. I wish I could crawl into a hole and curl up and cry myself to sleep honestly.

also really wish that I could stop having some pretty awful intrusive thoughts. probably shouldn't have even come into work today, my ****in paycheck for today is gonna have to pay for that ticket anyways so I should've just stayed home.

 

[-Apples-]

I'm on my period, I have COVID again, and I have to go back to school in a couple days.

I am not okay.

I’m sorry that all of this had to happen to you.

 

[Shawna]

**** off, ads. let me watch an AC:GC speedrun.

 

[moonbyu]

my school is so very unserious i organized a meeting with them in JUNE and received no follow-up emails, phone calls or anything regarding it (they said they'd follow up earlier but never did) so i figured that i wasn't able to do so.
today, i'm now JUST receiving word from them regarding the meeting tomorrow. it's obviously not happening since i have other things to do tomorrow. i would have loved to do it today, but they were totally radio silent until the last minute :/

 

[KittenNoir]

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