good news: tested negative for covid, so my luck of somehow not getting it even once continues (the rapid test wasn’t as bad as i thought it would be either, which is another small miracle). i was also finally able to see a doctor today after going to urgent care yesterday was a flop— the doctor was super nice, and i
finally have some antibiotics to take. woohoo!
bad news: i hurt so bad and am so, so miserable. i don’t have an exact diagnosis beyond it not being covid, but it’s likely some sort of ear/throat infection mixed with a cold. ik it’s minor compared to other people’s struggles, but this sucks. so bad. i feel like i’m swallowing razor blades and i literally have to tense up just to swallow my own saliva. my eyes and the skin underneath them are so irritated, red, sore, and watery. i keep coughing, especially at night, which isn’t helping the throat situation. my ears keep crackling and popping (thankfully not too painfully anymore), and my hearing is impaired on both sides. my room has gotten so untidy because i just don’t have the strength to tidy it, i can’t talk to my friends because i’m miserable and lethargic and foggy. my stomach hates me, everything on me hurts, i’m nauseous and hardly have any appetite, and i’m barely able to get any sleep
praying these antibiotics work fast cause