What's Bothering You?

playing pokemon cafe remix and when more than half the team isn't showing up for a team event lol... I appreciate when people who quit team-element games also withdraw from the team so they don't burden others with their no-show.
 
it's getting worse again and it's all my fault.
also i've been trying to find time go do some of the tasks for the event but i'm soo busy :cautious:
 
not really a big bother, but it is still bothering me. I've broken down sobbing so many times today. I cried for about an hour, off and on, before I left for work earlier. and then I've cried again multiple times this evening. I think I'm just so stressed and overwhelmed, I need decompression time and I haven't been able to get that much at all. I have a feeling I'll be sobbing off and on again tomorrow.

it kinda sucks bc I've been somewhat neglecting my friendships because I've been so busy and overwhelmed, but I've been feeling lonely lately. I feel lonely right now. it's an awful feeling. it's hard to enjoy my own company when I'm feeling this stressed and anxious. and more often than not, lately when I talk to people they seem to be disinterested with listening to me and offering support. not referring to anyone here, but I've noticed it a lot lately.

also, perhaps a bit related, I've been feeling some heartache lately 😞


edit: I just realized that this is probably all happening because I'm out of my anxiety med. I have been for two weeks, because long story short, the insurance company has it completely ****ed up and they're trying to charge me almost 6x more for it than they did previously. they're making this whole process so grueling and difficult for no reason. I just need my anxiety med, I feel like I'm gonna go insane honestly.
 
Last edited:
These fall allergies are a bit much. Red, puffy eyes, stuffy, runny nose, sore throat…it almost makes me miss the summer and I LOVE the cool weather lol.
I feel like my nose started running on September first and has done so every day since. As if I don’t already have enough beef with fall qwq
 
TAKING MUSIC THEORY WAS A MISTAKE! My goal was to get my GPA up this year since I tanked it prior but music theory is kicking my ass‼️ Italians you will pay for this.
 
I feel like my nose started running on September first and has done so every day since. As if I don’t already have enough beef with fall qwq
For me it’s been a sore throat. I even tested for Covid just in case, but no— it’s a persistent sore throat. Also my eyes started getting red and swollen Sunday evening after coming home from a farm. I’m assuming it’s from the hay but not sure. I used some eye drops yesterday and that helps a bit, though. And if that wasn’t enough, I’m on my period too! Wow! What luck lol.
 
would anyone mind helping and working with me on this Halloween event? I'm trying to look at all the activities and it's just making me feel overwhelmed and frazzled 😭

I don't mean actually like work together, I mean help me get all my ducks in a row so I don't miss out on stuff. because I seriously think I may end up forgetting about a lot of things and losing those tokens/tickets/etc.

edit: oh also insurance is being a ***** so that's funnnnn
 
Last edited:
everyone in my friend group is having a really rough week :[ idk what to do about it
 
That there is people out there who use cutesy uwu, aesthetics to mask their own bad behavior like what in the actual ****?

Real sad world we live in these days, where its perfectly fine to be sent death threats over simply existing.
 
I’m struggling so bad with money. My account is still overdrafted and my paycheck is only going to be enough to get me out of the negative. I’m late on rent, I have a credit card payment due in a few days. And I can only choose one to pay. Or none at all. I don’t think I have enough to pay for anything I need to pay bill wise, and it’s stressing me out. I wish I never signed up for credit cards and I wish my parents never made me pay rent because I’m just struggling to make ends meet:/
 
I have some ideas brewing for the Nightmare in Paradise Halloween event here on the forums but it's taking forever because I have to cull all the hybrids I'd let grow and because I need to rearrange sections. I like what I've come up with, but ugh, so much to do.

Also kinda struggling to come up with a concept for the Vandal Visions event and all of the people confident in their guesses about the first round of Wagon of Mirrors event is actually discouraging to me as someone who isn't good at mirrors.
 
1. Lots of irl stuff happening all at once. I don't want to share too much but just know that there's a lot of pressure and its exhausting me 😩

2. I want to do the other events for TBT Halloween but I don't have New Horizons and I don't really have enough time to do anything else. Not good with signatures so yeah...I'll only have my 14 coins.
 
I'm extremely grateful for the friends who have been helping me work through some stuff out but damn, my comfort zone has been pushed constantly for a few months now. Which is ok because I consider myself fairly brave but also, I can't stop thinking about things so I've been slightly nervous on the back of my mind just all the time lol 🙃
 
Back
Top