So many cool Halloween collectibles this year that I need but I'm low on TBT with nothing to really sell. Just gotta hope what I have will suffice. Or get close enough at least.
The fact that I still want to use my MK8 Male Villager to spook out my avatar with, but I'm not very creative/artistic enough to even think of one.
I was thinking of (Badly Drawing) him in a Magic-Academy costume while holding a Spooky Wand, though I don't know if people will be able to identify him as MK8 Male Villager at all.
(If all else fails, I'll just take a snapshot of MK8 Male Villager in Twisted Mansion/Boo Lake and call it a day)
Not even related to the events but I was talking to my bf and every time something there makes me want to draw I’m so depressed I just want my motivation back dude this ruins my day when it happens
I think this is the first Halloween I’m really not feeling it for the season
I know I've already kinda talked about this, but it really is bothering me right now and has been for the last week. I have high hopes for the future, I know that things will get better for me soon enough, but I absolutely hate playing the waiting game. ever since I got home I've kinda been feeling miserable, I already was before I left and now I really am because I've caught a glimpse of how much better my life could be.
I don't really think this is a case of "the grass is greener on the other side", like literally almost anywhere I go and do would be better than hanging around here and waiting around for good things to come. I've lived here for almost 16 years and nothing has gotten better, and I can't help but feel like nothing will ever get better. I want to start making a better life for myself, but for now all I can really do is keep working hard and have the patience of a Saint, I suppose.
once again having a hard time getting into this event, just dealing with a lot of personal stuff and it's making it difficult for me to really enjoy doing much of anything right now
Why is it even cool to fake mental illnesses,physical disabilties and whatever else issue a person could have and make it look quirky and cute? not cool at all only on tiktok god that site is a plague on humanity.
I’m really hung up on the past rn and really considered messaging some old people but historically that didn’t go well. However playing Crash 4 I very heavily associate it with one person, I love the game regardless but they were one of the coolest people I knew, I kinda ruined that friendship myself and honestly I think we could talk again coz I apologised and they seemed cool but am I really this stuck in the past ):
I wish I had energy to be more active here, but tbh I’m probably just going to do the minimum for the events that I can without feeling like I was just lazy. Im not drawing rn, things are a mess.
I've been doing okay for a while now, not feeling depressed, but I'm at a point where I really feel like I just want to crawl into my bed and curl up into a ball and never get up. I actually feel depressed for the first time in a long time. it sucks so much.
edit: I'm feeling better now, but that episode of depression lowkey kicked my butt. I think I might get off here for the evening, maybe message some friends and watch yt but I'm just too tired to deal with anything else right now.
I keep sneezing tonight and it's driving me insane. I can't concentrate on anything for long because of this and my runny nose.
Edit: Now it's also pretty cold in my room. Not only is this bad since I'm sick, this makes me scared of winter because it got really bad last year and I couldn't sleep in my own room.
it sucks so much that I can't just stay home and save my money. like, I guess technically I could, but it would be at the cost of continuing to destroy my mental health and wellbeing. I wish things didn't have to be this way. it's gonna take me longer to save up money because I'll have half a rent payment to make every month, as well as my student loan debt.
but I mean, I'd rather move out and be slightly more broke than stay in this god-forsaken house. it's pretty sad, but that's just how it is unfortunately. I think it's for the best.
I had to play tech support for my mum's phone which stopped receiving signal earlier today, but after one confusing phone call with the network provider and a trip into town to the company I bought the phone from, she's now without a phone for the next 10 days or so. Talk about a stressful Monday afternoon where everything I wanted to get done online will now have to wait another day and my mum will be contactless for a while as her old phone is in compatible with her newer SIM card.
Computer crashed several times today, wi-fi not working properly, walked barefoot in cat vomit, it's raining and beautiful autumn leaves are all falling.