What's Bothering You?

I don't think there's an easy way to say this, but my mom's dead. She died sometime last night after having her life support unplugged, and we just got the news this morning.

Yesterday was the day I broke down in class because of the stress about my mom, and I finally talked to someone at school about it. But now my mom is dead. How am I supposed to tell anyone about it without crying?

This is just really hard to process right now...
 
I feel like not having social media is ruining my social life. It's not that extreme, but I couldn't find a better way to phrase it. You try to become acquainted with someone and it's inevitably going to come up eventually: "what's your social media?" As much as I hate to admit it, having a social media is necessary. Is it really seen as not normal to not have any social media? I had social media, but I don't see the point in being on sites filled with *******s and morons. I state one minor opinion - and no, it wasn't a controversial opinion. It was a sports opinion. Someone disagreed with it and personally attacked me, calling me a homophobic slur. You disagree with someone and look through their profile to find things to personally attack them on. That laughing emoji gets used to laugh at someone's misfortunes. You can't ask a simple question without being laughed at. I refuse to be on a site that mentally drains me. It feels like there's only one choice:

-be on a site that emotionally drains me and brings me depression just to be seen as normal and have a platform to give people that want to keep in touch
-be happy and content with my life but not be able to make any long term friends because once we become close enough I have no accounts to give them

There's no medium. Nobody really keeps in contact with phone numbers. Social media is the thing now and I have to accept that. I wonder if I'm the problem being offended by a homophobic slur... being offended by someone laughing at a question I have... being offended at anything other than someone being nice. Is being nice so hard to ****ing do?

Can I still make friends without having social media, or should I just accept that it's not normal and make one?
 
gave in and turned off my ad blocker, and youtube is still blocking the video player, honestly hope this crackdown bites them hard. if your ads weren't so intrusive to begin with, i wouldn't have even needed an ad blocker !!!
 
daringred_ said:
gave in and turned off my ad blocker, and youtube is still blocking the video player, honestly hope this crackdown bites them hard. if your ads weren't so intrusive to begin with, i wouldn't have even needed an ad blocker !!!
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Thankfully, I have a free month of Premium for free until the 13th or 14th of November, but I feel this so much! -__-
 
Im so annoyed, my team has a list to keep track of our scores, see who needs practice, and who is doing well (were all doing well). Also for promotions or scouts.

But I was confused for the longest time why my averge score was 86, because I usually get 99-114 per week.

Apparently the one team leader who im not on good terms with, Has been making the lists.

If hes seriously putting me at the bottom on purpose im gonna loose it. What a child 😡
 
Communication is too hard, I feel like I never say the right thing, and end up coming across cold. Sometimes I try to overcompensate to not be misunderstood and it's just exhausting. Lately I've written a few messages to people that I never ended up sending. I'll rewrite it a few times and end up unsatisfied and delete it.
 
Allergen results are in

I wish it was pollen but I have a dust allergy. A dust allergy.

I can’t put in words how I broke down, I was crying in the doctor’s office, it’s a class 6 dust allergy, and I don’t know what I’m going to do because dust is unavoidable.

And it’s just my luck right. My sister smoking, my dad with no protection around paint, et al, it couldn’t have been them. It couldn’t have been my mom. Genetics and fate decided me and this is irrevocably a bottom 3 year now, I think I’m going to have nightmares about this. It’s been debilitating and I had enough dysphoria.
 
can't enjoy this event at all, or even participate really, because so many things are messed up for me right now. I'm struggling with my anxiety, trying to get my living situation figured out, and now two of my dear friends are struggling a lot. makes me feel really sad honestly, I love the new collectibles and I love Halloween. such is life 😞
 
Why must job searching be so hard? I have to apply through some sketchy third party website just so it can hold my important information and I had to call back one employeer cause they never gave me a call back that they weren't going to hire me, despite doing an interview, background check and showing me around like where the employee entrance is and the timeclock.

I just want a damn job so I can make my own money and yet they either don't even pay min wage, don't call me back or want me to apply online.
 
someone shoved something down the drain that they shouldn’t have, and now the water’s off for the entire building 😍 praying for the plumbers to fix it tonight and soon. i was going to go in for a shower shortly, and i have to pee 🫠
 
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