What's Bothering You?

I forgot that two of the main attractions close today. Two hours ago, I started working on the one that I began earlier this week. But now my arm hurts. Damn, why did I spend so much time decorating my island?
 
My (nearly brand new) furnace decided to spontaneously stop working this morning, and while I'm thankful I was able to have my normal HVAC company out for a same-day appointment, having people in my house sends my anxiety into overdrive. Playing the part of the friendly and talkative homeowner is so exhausting and I know I'm going to need a couple hours to decompress after this.

He's currently in my basement tinkering around and I don't think a single muscle in my entire body isn't experiencing some level of tension. Sometimes it feels like I'm the only one who's this uptight about people invading my safe space but hey, I live alone for a reason. 😅
 
i got an assignment mark back today. i haven't looked at it though because 1. it sucked 2. i handed it in pretty late 3. i didn't understand the assignment until AFTER i handed it in. first impression to my teachers are already so amazing!!
 
I've been having all these annoying problems and currently feel like something is stuck in my throat and I don't know if something actually is or not but it's driving me insane. I didn't get sleep for maybe 2 days then had an anxiety/panic attack when trying to see if I could solve the problem myself. I DID get sleep now but I'm not feeling any better.

So then on top of that I just got very very worried about one of my friends (not from TBT) and I almost cried because I'm just scared and do not know if they will be okay or not.
 
I want so badly to participate in this event, but... I just can't 😞

also playing Pokemon Violet was (and honestly still is) helping a lot, but I just beat the main game this morning and I did NOT expect the story to hit me as hard as it did. I literally sobbed. I'm still a bit shaken up about it and it wasn't even that big of a thing.
 
failed my first ever college assignment with possibly the lowest mark i've ever received (besides a 0 one time in grade school). it's my fault 100% (i didn't read the instructions properly nor did i hand it in on time since i was fixing my mistake) but it's still pretty embarrassing lol
 
I want to use the stairmill for 10 minutes total today, but my heart rate went over 170 bpm after five minutes. I don’t know how high is too high, but I want to lose weight fast.
 
I'm feeling sick...I keep coughing a lot, and I have a sore throat.

At one point, I even gagged, and I nearly had the urge to throw up.
 
A minor complaint. Trying to draw the silhouette of a baby when they’re wearing baggy clothes is hard. Especially since I haven’t drawn a bust, let alone a half-body in over 15 years. I’m at beginner level as well, so my skills are limited.
 
I just learned that the lead singer of buck tick passed away, and wow 57 years old that isn't young but still pretty too early for him to even pass away from illness.

RIP to Atushi and i really hope other buck tick fans are doing well.
It broke my heart. I have listened a lot to them the past years since they started doing live streams on youtube. Before I knew of them but only a few songs. They released an album this year and one of my favorite songs by them ”Taiyo to ikaros”. Yesterday I did some karaoke of their songs to cope. I cant believe it happened. </3 RIP.
We also lost Aki of Laputa some months ago. </3
 
My mother is so forgetful. Whole week she has been asking the same questions about when is her appointment. I keep telling her the date and time. She still doesn't remember what I told her. So she keeps calling me and calling me about it over and over again. Even when I write on a piece of paper she still doesn't even remeber and still bothers me about it. I don't know how much clear I could be about her times for her appointment but my god she just won't stop bothering me about it. I am just trying my best not to let this bother but my goodness this is the most annoyed I've been at my mom in a long while.
 
I’m a completely different person than I was when this year started and not in a good way
 
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