VanitasFan26
I'm just a ghost.
Had a family member asked me "when are you gonna get a job" and I just.....ugh......I can't even describe how much this bothers me.
What's Bothering You?
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A minor complaint. Trying to draw the silhouette of a baby when they’re wearing baggy clothes is hard. Especially since I haven’t drawn a bust, let alone a half-body in over 15 years. I’m at beginner level as well, so my skills are limited.
It broke my heart. I have listened a lot to them the past years since they started doing live streams on youtube. Before I knew of them but only a few songs. They released an album this year and one of my favorite songs by them ”Taiyo to ikaros”. Yesterday I did some karaoke of their songs to cope. I cant believe it happened. </3 RIP.
We also lost Aki of Laputa some months ago. </3
VanitasFan26
I'm just a ghost.
My mother is so forgetful. Whole week she has been asking the same questions about when is her appointment. I keep telling her the date and time. She still doesn't remember what I told her. So she keeps calling me and calling me about it over and over again. Even when I write on a piece of paper she still doesn't even remeber and still bothers me about it. I don't know how much clear I could be about her times for her appointment but my god she just won't stop bothering me about it. I am just trying my best not to let this bother but my goodness this is the most annoyed I've been at my mom in a long while.
Our substitute bus was used for a school sports game, and not only did that make it 30 minutes late, but they also made the bus disgusting as ****ing ****. God, it's not hard to ****ing throw things away. And this bus is never cleaned up, so it's probably going to be like this until we get our actual bus back. I went a little over the top there, but… eeeww. I don't want to go on a bus like this for an amount of time that I don't even know.
I just watched the newest episode of Catfish, and man. It really has me thinking.
The dude was putting off meeting because he wanted to get his teeth fixed. After meeting, I knew the lady was thrown off because of the teeth. I knew that she felt some sort of way because of the teeth, but she was holding it back. It's just a fact that people treat you differently based on how you look. I know the way people look at you when your teeth aren't great. I know the look of disgust when you open your mouth to speak and they don't hear anything. They just see. They see your teeth. I haven't been kissed by anyone and I 100% know it was because of my teeth. Although they are fixed now, they weren't. And I lived 95% of my life not putting myself out there because no matter how nice of a person I may be, people dismiss me based on the teeth.
It's just funny how seeing it happen right in front of me... like I see it. I know it happens but it feels different seeing it happen to others rather than yourself, and then you feel bad because it was you at one point.
And Kamie said it best "After he gets his teeth fixed don't come crawling back." Because that's exactly what I believed was gonna happen. Sometimes I wonder if the people that are friends with me today, and the people who are friendly with me today would still be this friendly with me if I had my old teeth. Like, would they treat me differently? I'll go out on a whim and say, probably. I don't have a reason to believe they wouldn't, but I also don't have a reason to believe they would.
This is just a topic that is very personal for me.
It's just funny how seeing it happen right in front of me... like I see it. I know it happens but it feels different seeing it happen to others rather than yourself, and then you feel bad because it was you at one point.
And Kamie said it best "After he gets his teeth fixed don't come crawling back." Because that's exactly what I believed was gonna happen. Sometimes I wonder if the people that are friends with me today, and the people who are friendly with me today would still be this friendly with me if I had my old teeth. Like, would they treat me differently? I'll go out on a whim and say, probably. I don't have a reason to believe they wouldn't, but I also don't have a reason to believe they would.
This is just a topic that is very personal for me.
KittenNoir
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Why is it that some people make more effort being a spouse than a parent to their kids? They treat their kids as an afterthought. I never understood that mentality. Heck, I even saw a debate of this topic on Oprah when I was younger.
Edit: Changed the word, "women" to "people" because I remembered stories of men doing this too.
Edit: Changed the word, "women" to "people" because I remembered stories of men doing this too.
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Probably disingenuous to say on a forum full of adulting adults lol, but I feel so stretched thin with schoolwork, trying to keep up the few meaningful relationships I have, and the pressure of trying to keep up a positive facade so I don't drag others down because wow the past few months have been rough. I don't even have a proper job yet and I need one. This isn't the kind of life I want to live when I'm older, so much rushing to the point that I can't recall my day, but that's all it sounds like. Work work work and the occasional check in with friends you haven't seen for years.
Also social media is kind of essential to staying connected in high school, even for announcements because forget about emails, I guess. But dang, if it isn't one of the top things to wear me down..
Also social media is kind of essential to staying connected in high school, even for announcements because forget about emails, I guess. But dang, if it isn't one of the top things to wear me down..
VernalLapin
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IT IS 6 ****ING AM AND I JUST WOKE UP WHY DID YOUTUBE SHORTS RECCOMEND ME A CAT EATING ITS OWN KITTEN?????
no cause like… me and everyone in the comments just watch wholesome kitten videos. why.
Also, I was searching “huh cat” like the meme. Really goes to show how ****ty the youtube search engine is.
VanitasFan26
I'm just a ghost.
I offically hate Freeways/Highways. Its like you're trying to get home from a long day and then its like drivers cut you off, you find yourself driving slow like a snail when traffic is heavy, and of course trying to figure out the signs of where the exit it is. You follow the signs only to realize you have to merge into another lane just to take the exit. Some people don't give you the chance to merge.
VernalLapin
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Alolan_Apples
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I’m so tired. Sleepy tired. I’m having trouble waking up.
Maybe I should go back to sleep.
Maybe I should go back to sleep.
