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My dad texting me and gaslighting me, my birthday today was an excuse for him to continue to try to manipulate me.
 
My dad texting me and gaslighting me, my birthday today was an excuse for him to continue to try to manipulate me.

Wow .-. he should be behind bars :/

also still need to find some readings... or you know what I'm just not gonna give a hoot about the petrarch primary readings bc i can't find the exact letter/poem stuff by him cause the english one doesn't have them titled correctly.
 
The sun shines and my cat can't chill for a moment, he runs through the whole room for no reasons and almost hit his head on a wall :/
 
Wow .-. he should be behind bars :/

also still need to find some readings... or you know what I'm just not gonna give a hoot about the petrarch primary readings bc i can't find the exact letter/poem stuff by him cause the english one doesn't have them titled correctly.

He should be. I’ve been ignoring his texts so he’s been trying to say he’s sad that I refuse to speak to him. It’s just draining because he dug his own rut and he’s a narcissist and overall absent parent. He never paid child support all my life (I’m 23 now so it doesn’t matter as much I guess) But he’s just got so many issues I can’t even list them all. He insulted me at a family gathering while we tried to salvage things, simply cause I didn’t like a racist comment he made towards my fianc?. Now he’s trying to ask me what he did this time. Like honestly, just leave me alone. Sorry if it’s oversharing.

I also really love that the thread I made out of nowhere years and years ago is really helping people ����
 
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Once again I am ****ed off at one of my coworkers.

My coworker calls out. AGAIN. So I have to work six days in a row, come in on my ONLY day off till ThanksGiving, pick up her slack, all during a high stress week. Great. Just ****ing great. First I had to work 10 hours no break, now I have to come in on my only day off cause she can't ****ing suck it up and do her god damn job. Today was supposed to be a relax day before I worked straight Sunday to Weds for the holiday. But NO, she can't do her damn job and calls out for 2 days ahead already. What gives her the thought that she can call out during a holiday week?

I'm so fed up with her calling out without any worries, and I'm ALWAYS the person they call to come in and pick up the slack. I'm not even exaggerating I am always the person they call in. Why can't I have a day off? Why can't the other closer close today? All while I'm supposed to be painfully nice and happy while I'm so ****ed off and there's nothing I can do about it. I doubt my manager will do anythin about it either.
 
He should be. I’ve been ignoring his texts so he’s been trying to say he’s sad that I refuse to speak to him. It’s just draining because he dug his own rut and he’s a narcissist and overall absent parent. He never paid child support all my life (I’m 23 now so it doesn’t matter as much I guess) But he’s just got so many issues I can’t even list them all. He insulted me at a family gathering while we tried to salvage things, simply cause I didn’t like a racist comment he made towards my fianc?. Now he’s trying to ask me what he did this time. Like honestly, just leave me alone. Sorry if it’s oversharing.

I also really love that the thread I made out of nowhere years and years ago is really helping people ����

Omfg.. i'm so sorry. and wow I love how people can "get away" with **** like that ugh...

Except my dad actually paid some of my stuff, he's the same(plays on that too) and he is a narcissist and a manipulative freak with anger issues. And yeah he just loooves insulting people in general and should never had a kid. I'm seriously giving up on the dude now, like I tried explaining to him so many times but he just plays the "crying abandoned dad" card like every single time and thinks family is the most important things and thinks I'm 7 rather than 27. So yeah I feel you and don't feel sorry for ranting.
 
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Some bird just dropped **** on my head. Lovely.
 
3 am and i wanna sleep but i also wanna bathe first.
also best friend and her bf's coming over so i have to stay awake until they come ksdjsd
 
bummed i cant read all i should but.. i guess this was bound to happen with the massive amounts of text we got, + you can't find em easily.
 
The shower in our dorm has been clogged for like a week so I haven't taken a shower since Monday :( I seriously hope that they fix our shower before I get back from break. I'll be really upset if they don't.
(Sounds gross I know, but I've been taking deliberate steps to keep myself from being dirty o and all that so I'm okay for now. Def gonna take one when I get home later though)

Also I haven't eaten for a while, and I know that my dad is gonna take me to get something to eat when he picks me up shortly but ughhhhh I don't wanna wait T__T
 
i'm mad at myself. for believing in this guy's lies. and for letting my friends stomp all over me. i said i wasnt going to let them. but ya know. here we are.
 
my head is just a mess these last few days. can’t think straight, keep getting turned around and doing things backwards..

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my head is just a mess these last few days. can?t think straight, keep getting turned around and doing things backwards..
 
my head is just a mess these last few days. can’t think straight, keep getting turned around and doing things backwards..

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my head is just a mess these last few days. can’t think straight, keep getting turned around and doing things backwards..

Hope you feel better soon man. <3
 
Nevermind, am fine now.
 
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